'Sometimes love comes around

And it knocks you down

Just get back up

When it knocks you down

Knocks you down'

Knock you down By Keri Hilson

BPOV

I walked slowly down the stairs until I was standing in front of Taylor, Jake, and Embry. "Taylor why'd you bring them here? You know they can't be around us. They could get…umm…hurt." Jake changed over the years because he snorted and glowered down at me from his massive height. "Really Bella or don't they call you that anymore? Last time I checked I wasn't the one who ran away because I couldn't face my problems." I got up into his face and he didn't even back off. He stood his ground. "Yeah well I was dealing with that problem for three years. You want to know what that problem was? You! It was always you! When was the last time you actually wanted to visit me four years ago and all the other three years?" He got even closer than he was before and was seething. "You don't know anything." Not ready to back down I finally said, "well you don't know me. If you did you would've been there when I needed you most."

I walked back up stairs and shut my door to cool off a bit. Why was he here? What did he want from me? It felt like I was in my room for hours. Thinking over and over again about life, and the questions buzzing around in my head. Then that question popped up in my head. The one I tried to keep hidden all four years. How was Charlie? Does he hate me for leaving to nothing but a big house and walls? How did my life get so messed up in a day but I guess I should've expected that we wouldn't be able to stay hidden forever. Someone from my past was eventually going to recognize me.

My life is never going to be problem free. It's always going to be full of tragedies, hurt, and adrenaline. "Iz," came Kiki's voice on the other side of the door. "Umm… yeah you could come in." She came in and sat right next to me on the bed. "Talk to me. What's going in that crazy head of yours?" I sighed, "to tell you the truth. I don't know what's going on in my head anymore but I wanted to ask, are they gone yet?"

Kiki sat up and looked at me. "Iz don't let them bug you. You're strong. It would be a shame to let a little thing like that drive you away again after all the effort you put into keeping your ground and confidence. If something or someone is bugging you let them know, don't back down." "I'm not backing down it's just…" Kiki didn't interrupt she let me think of what I was trying to say. "Have you ever wanted to runaway from something that hurt you so deep that you never wanted to meet its eye again. You didn't want to be around the problem but somehow it came back again. Well seeing those two tonight brought back the pain and memories. I would've blown up in Jake's face if I never backed down and came up here. Embry never ever did anything wrong. It just makes me mad that he still hangs out with Jake even though what Jake did to me was wrong. Then again Jake and Em were best friends ever since diapers. It would be wrong for him to just ditch Jake. Don't you see it? Know matter which way I go there is always going to be a cause and effect. If I see Jake I'll burst. If I see Charlie I'll cry. If I bring back my past I'll…"

Kiki then wrapped me up in her arms for the tears that were coming but wouldn't shed. For the sobs that wanted to rack my body but stayed sizzled in my chest. "It's okay Iz… sshh its alright," and then like the sister kiki was she started to hum a song her mom use to sing when she was little but then her mom passed away. My mind started to ease and every thing else was relaxing. I was starting to fall asleep and so was Kiki because her humming was getting softer and choppy.

I fell into a dreamless slumber and didn't plan on waking.

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JPOV

Bella and that one girl have been upstairs for a while. I must have really pissed her off. I didn't mean to it just came out like a freight train going its fastest. When I found out that Bobbi was actually Bella it pissed me off. She was here and didn't even bother to see if her old man was okay and deep down even though it was wrong, I wish she had tried to find me. Why would I want her to do that though when, what she said, is all I did was hurt her heart in the past.

This girl I seen tonight was not the Bella I once knew. She was more captive and confident. It was going to take more than apologies to get her back to the old Bells. Her walls were too high and strong to knock down. She built them to the extent of safety.

Embry was a little confused when she said 'why'd you bring them here'. It actually hurt his feelings, which I got a laugh out of. Now he's mad at me because I caused Bella to hate him. Bella will come back even if I have to lie or use Charlie. One way or another Bella will be the old Bells again.

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