Chapter 7-Burst

Heyo! This chaptu will be showing that memory that Yurisai remembered because of the piece of toast! Enjoy! Review!

Yurisai woke up from her mother's voice, calling her, quite urgently.

But Yurisai sensed that it was not in a bad way at all, her mother seemed...

Almost...

Happy...?

Well, for Yurisai's standards, maybe.

For a normal person... Definitely not.

But it was in no way bad.

Yurisai stepped off the mattress, and glanced out of the window.

Darkness, and a couple of fireflies were visible.

It was nighttime.

Her muscles ached, from her recent beating that evening, and the beating before that.

But she was used to it.

Another call from her mother was heard, causing Yurisai to drearily move her sleepy eyes towards her other who was sitting on the floor, opposite Yurisai.

Yurisai jumped up out of surprise at the sight of her mother, her small, 4-year-old form picking itself out of it's droopy state.

Her other was holding something that looked like fresh, REAL, food!

And manga's!

Oh, how she loved the manga's her mother brought her!

All kinds of genre's!

Her mother didn't really pay attention to age restrictions though...

A lot of the manga's little Yurisai received were very "mature"...

Although, Yurisai nor her mother cared, or even realized this anymore.

If it had rape, Yurisai knew everything about it.

Sex-Yup, Yurisai knew that one too.

Abuse-Of course.

Depression-Fuck yeah.

Self harm-Yeah.

Stripping-Knows it.

Pervert-Why not?

Sadists-...You stupid? Of course she knows that one...

And all other theme's that are considered "mature", Yurisai was cool with, even when she was 1, probably.

Yurisai always wished her life was like the character's in the manga...

And in her dreams, she had such wonderful adventures...

That is...

When her dreams weren't nightmares...

And now, her mother was sitting in front of her with manga's, and what looked like REAL FOOD!

The food was toast, as she found out later from her mother.

And the manga's she brought her, were "Death Note", "Attack on Titan: Before the Fall" (She had already finished "Attack on Titan"), and "Kimi ni Todoke".

As Yurisai asked her mother once again, she never found out how her mother was able to get manga's for her, or food, or anything else she would occasionally sneak in somehow...

A mystery that she would never find the answer to...

But Yurisai sure was grateful for the things her mother snuck in for her, it didn't matter how she did...

And back to today... Yurisai had remembered this memory, because he remembered the sensation from back then, when she ate the toast... It was just like the sensation she just had, after the bite of toast that her light, Dirk had given her...

And her tears...

Had burst out...

After thoroughly remembering that day with her mother...

Why does she now cry so hard, so much...

When she could hold it in so well just yesterday...

And all her life before...

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