From where I was, I had three friends
One of bright smiles
One of serene endeavor
One of childish joys
Each of them made my days
In the artificial world seemed real
But I did things to them
Terrible, terrible things
Is it wrong to miss them
When I brought the end upon them?
I yearn for those days
Of us just being there
Such false happiness
Such false reality
Such false hope
And yet I want them back
I miss them so much
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I guess there's no satiating your curiosity, is there? I did put the word secret in the title and here you are, reading the secret poem. No, I am not mad. I'm just reminiscing with this certain poem. I think I already told you; I loved them, no matter how artificial they were. They did made my everyday life easier. I think they were people too. It was only when I made the mistake to stop thinking of that.
Hmm? Oh, the poem? It is rather short, isn't it? I guess I don't have it in me to elaborate on my sad feelings. I used to write longer, but I guess I am taking notes from Natsuki's book. I'm pretty sure she'd love it if she heard me say that. That said, I do miss her cupcakes. I'm sorry, Natsuki.
I wonder if Sayori would like that poem. She does like bittersweet poems. She makes them herself! I really regret what I made her do. I know what I did was wrong. Friends don't do that to each other. I'll understand if she doesn't want to be friends with me anymore. Then again, who would want to be friends with a person telling them to commit suicide? I'm so sorry, Sayori.
Yuri. I wonder what she would say to me knowing I did all of those things to the club? Would she hate me? I think she would hate me. Maybe she won't tell me, but she would hate me deep down. Yuri wasn't really one of the most open persons I know. I know what I said about coffee but I do miss Yuri's tea. I miss seeing her calm movements as she makes her blend. I did wrong by her too. I'm sorry, Yuri.
Ahaha, I guess I sounded too depressing? Don't worry; I'm not alone. I have someone now. Why don't we end this with the usual?
Here is Monika's Writing Tip of the Day! If you really want to pick up the habit of writing, write something everyday! Write a paragraph; even if it's just a sentence, write something. Eventually, you'll find yourself writing more words with each day. Heck, you might even write a whole chapter under a day! So pick up a pen and write down anything!
That's my advice for the day! Thanks for listening~
