A/N: Hi there! I'm still alive. I'm sorry, I have neglected the story. I'll write more as soon as possible. Because... I was being lazy these times.. I'm really sorry ..
I'm still searching for beta reader, I hope there's someone who will kindly beta my story. I'm apologize for any mistake in my story.. m(_ _)m
Oh well, happy reading then. I hope you'll like the story.
A white haired man stood silently at the park. His tall body was leaning against the maple tree. Some of red lea fell down around him. Making him looked like in the middle of red rain. His eyes fixated without expression at his book, letting his imagination running on its own. The sound of passerby that complimented his looks or how cool he was, didn't even make it to his ears. The only movement he did was took some glances at the kindergarten across the street.
When the bell rang, Byakuran closed the book he was reading and walked toward Namimori Kindegarten. He glanced around to search for his brother and smiled when his eyes spot the brown mop. Tsunayoshi was standing while clutching his yellow hat with both hands timidly. If there was a bigger boy passed him, he'd jumped slightly and looked at the boy in horror. This made Byakuran chuckled lightly. He sprinted to the scared boy's side in a flash and suddenly gave the small brunett his big hug.
"Tsuuuuuuuu-chan!" the white haired man squeeled in bliss as he hugged the brunett. He pulled the boy's face closer to his and kissed him on both of the boy's cheeks and said,"I miss you so much Tsu-chan!~"
The victim boy gleamed cheerfully and paid back the kisses with his own. He smiled innocently while saying ," Unn, I miss Nii-san too!"
The said person instantly nosebleed dramatically, letting out most of his rose red blood from his body. His face was smiled pervertly in bliss. He tried to cover most of his nosebleed with one of his arm while his other arm already carrying the pettine brunett safely in his arm.
"Well now, before we go to Mama, let's grab some ice cream in the park ! What do you think Tsu-chan?" Byakuran smiled widely.
Tsuna furrowed his eyebrows, looking so deep in thought before he clicked his fingers and nodded in such seriousness. " Sure, I think that's a good idea too." He said in low voice, imitating old man saying things sternly.
"Awwww... Good? I think that's fantastic! Tsu-chan likes double chocolate ice cream , right?" Byakuran asked , tilting his head toward Tsuna's. His face pouting like a spoiled girl.
The petite brunett gleamed in joy and throw both his hands in air ," Yes, Tsu-chan loves ice cream!" he said excitedly.
As soon as the brunett said the word, Byakuran's face turned gloom. It felt like there was gray cloud near his head. "So... Tsu-chan.. You love ice cream more than Nii-san?" Byakuran asked. His face looked so torn apart, fake tears leaked out from the corner of his amethyst eyes.
"No! Tsu-chan loves Nii-san more!" Tsunayoshi immediately hugged his brother tightly. He burrowed his face into his brother's broad shoulder.
"Really? How much do you love me then , Tsu-chan?" The white haired man asked hopefully. Fingers crossed.
Tsunayoshi stretched both his hands as far as he could. He smiled and said cheerfully,"Thiiiiiiiis biiiig!" He immediately turned his hands to hugged Byakuran and kissed him on the cheeks ,"After all, Nii-san is Tsu-chan's ichiban*!"
"WAKE UP YOU STUPID TUNA!"
The brunett woke up instantaneously as he was hit by Japanese-Italy dictionary. He looked at the evil witch who woken him. The bluenett stood proudly with her fist ready to smack Tsuna. There was some books scattered around the mahogany table which a good ammo for Bluebell to hit the poor brunett. Looking around, Millefiore's library is quite a catch. It's really appointed,even to classic italian literature.
"Bell-san! What if I my brain got damaged?" Tsuna exclaimed frustratedly. He massaged the area around his head which got hitten by the book.
"Yeah, like you ever have one! ! I just left you for a while and you're already sleeping! What are you? Nobita?" The blue haired girl yelled louder than the brunett. She pinched Tsuna's cheeks, abused it as she please.
"Aw aw aw! It hurts! Lemme gooo!" Tsuna cried but this just made Bell more excited to torture him more.
"Take this stupid tuna! Muahahahaha!", her smile turned vicious and she started to laugh evily.
She was about to throw some books to the poor brunett but someone prevented her hands from moving. Bluebell turned around and her face went pink in an instant.
"B-Byakuran!" She screamed as she hugged the white haired man. She totally forgotten about the brunett sitting over the desk in front of her.
Byakuran returned the hug and smiled his cheisre smile at her,"Yes, Bluebell ~"
"I miss you so much!" the petite girl snuggled her face toward Byakuran's broad chest. She inhaled the taller man scent in joy.
"Yes, me too." Byakuran replied as he burried himself into the long hair of the blunett. With his hand, the Millefiore boss gently patted and lowered his head to the eye level of the girl. Suddenly, in an instant his 1000 watt smile turned into dark smirk. His amethyst eyes looked straight to Bluebell's blue ones. His hand that was patting the girl's head now clutching the blue mop roughly, hurting the little girl.
"Next time, if I saw you hurting my cute lil' Tsu-chan, I'll give you a proper punishment. Believe me, I'll make you regret being born Bluebell-chan~" The white haired man said while smiling his trademark smile.
Bluebell's pretty face went pale, her smile immediately disappear. Nervous sweat trailing over her round cheeks. She tried to speak properly, but her lips was trembling so badly that it was hard for her to talk.
"Y-Y-Y-Yes..." she stuttered while nodding nervously.
On the other side, Tsunayoshi just sat there , watching the two of them hugging each other. Even though he didn't want to admit it, but his mind was juggling on its own.
Oi oi oi! What's this? Doesn't this looks like they're a couple? Just what's her relationship with Nii-san ? Didn't Nii-san said he likes me? Eh.. but.. me.. we're not really a couple either.. Just because I like him too, does that means I can prohibit him from hitting on other? I mean.. my relationship with him.. I don't know .. He's my brother.. He said he likes me, not brotherly love but 'that' kind of like.. And.. I think I like him too.. 'T-t-t-that' kind of like too.. I think. Mou.. I don't really get it.. Why my heart feels .. stiff? Uuh.. Somehow .. I want to cry.. But why? Waaaaa! I DON'T UNDERSTAND!
Tsunayoshi messed up his hair in frustration, tried to knock off his mind from wandering around too much. He didn't even realize a pair of amethyst eyes looking right in front of him. When Byakuran poked his pink cheeks, Tsuna immediately flinched.
"E..Eh?" Tsuna was confused at first but then he bowed in apology ,"Sorry, I was.. Thinking about something.."
"Heee? What are you thinking Tsu-chan? Tell me, tell me ~" Byakuran said excitedly as he lifted Tsuna , took a seat and wrapped his arms around the small brunett which fit in his arms perfectly. With this position, Byakuran have to tilt his head upward a little to see the brunett's cute face.
"Let me into your dirty lil' secret too Tsu-chan ~~"
"Wha-What? I-I-I'm not thinking about dirty things Nii-san!" he said while wagging his hand to left and right in denial.
"Liaaaaar~" Byakuran said, poking both side of Tsuna's cheeks with his index finger. "Tsu-chan's face is soooo red! How cute !~"
"Nii-Nii-Nii-san! I'm not cute! I-In fact, I think Bluebell-san is the cute one.." Tsuna said sheepishly.
The white haired man's flinched a little hearing the brunett's confession. While still hugging the brunett, he leaned his head closer to Tsuna's , looking deep straight into the caramel eyes.
"Hee.. Is that so? Do you.. like her Tsu-chan?" Byakuran said as he trailing the brunett's pink lips with his index brunett's face turned bright red in a second. Suddenly, blood gushing toward his cheeks, his body that was warm because being hugged so tightly by Byakuran, getting even more hot than before. The tingling feelings inside his heart when Byakuran touched him, made him strange. He want to feel that feeling more, he want to feel his brother more. Unconsciously , he kissed the pale finger. The caramel eyes now closed, as he trailed more of kisses from the finger through the hand. When he's done with the kissing, Tsuna slightly lick one of Byakuran's fingers curiously. Then he took whole finger into the hot cavern , licked it throughly, savour every taste of his older brother's .
He opened his eyes slowly, the chocolate eyes was full of unknown lust, the feelings he hadn't known ," It's sweet." He said , still licking the finger in process.
With his free arm, Byakuran slowly stroked Tsuna's face, turning the brunett's attention toward his face; not his fingers only. It was really rare, but Byakuran did look confused. He stared at his fingers that was still lingering inside Tsuna's mouth.
"Tsu-chan, what are you doing?" He asked, without his usual sing-song tone. His face looked dead serious.
The brunett shook his head , he held the hand that was cupping his face; tilting his face into the sensation of being ingulfed by the warmth of this pale hand.
"I..don't know." He finally answered. Byakuran was about to reply but Tsunayoshi continued," I don't like it."
Byakuran now was confused, but he still kept his typical smile.
"Hn? What you didn't like Tsu-chan? Is it me?" He said, pointing at himself.
The brunett once again shook his head and buried it into Byakuran's chest.
"No? Do you dislike Bluebell-chan then?"
Another no. The brunett was hugging the white haired man tightly now. His possisive feelings is being completely showed.
"Really? But you look suffered by her spartan teaching." Byakuran chuckled as he returned the hug. He inhaled the sweet smell of Tsuna's shampoo. The same shampoo he used.
"You smell really nice Tsu-chan. I like it."
"I'm using same toiletries as Nii-san though." He finally voicing his voice, even though his voice sound stuffed, as he was speaking while burrying his face into Byakuran's shoulder.
"But you smell nicer than me ~ Tsu-chan is the best!" Byakuran said cheerfully, smiling so wide.
Hearing no response from the brunett, gently stroked the chocolate mop he loves. Even though Tsunayoshi's hair looked messy, it was actually soft and nice to touch. Not to mention it smelled nice too.
"Nee Tsu-chan~" Byakuran called, his hand still busy stroking the brunett's hair. "I love Tsu-chan the best you know."
The brunett replied, but his sound was really low,"...hate it..." was the only thing Byakuran could decipher. This simple sentence made Byakuran extremly frightened. He immediately hold Tsuna with both of his hands so the brunett was facing toward him.
"Do you hate me?" Byakuran asked anxieously. His heart thumping with fear from the coming answer.
"I.." The brunett started.
"Hate it.. hate it!" He yelled the last sentence. Due to shock, Byakuran went frozen. It felt like blood gushing out of his body and his mind stopped doing its work, thinking.
"I hate it! I hate it when someone else touched Nii-san! I hate it when Nii-san hugged Bluebell-san! I hate this pain inside here!" Tsuna practically screamed while clutching his shirt around his heart.
"I.. Love Nii-san! I-I-I know it's not my place to feeling jealous like this, but I can't help it! Because this is my first time feeling like this, I don't know what to do! I.." Byakuran suddenly put his finger on Tsuna's lips, clammed his lips up.
The white haired man smiled warmly, the kind of smile he never shows to others, except his only brother.
"Yes, I'm sorry nee Tsu-chan. For making you jealous. I'll never hug anyone except Tsu-chan anymore. After all, Tsu-chan is my ichiban*!"
Blood immediately ran in flash toward the brunett's face, colouring it in red. The rampaging brunett now calmed down, he nodded slightly and said ," Unn.. Sorry, I yelled at Nii-san."
"Uuuuh... Tsu-chan is cruel indeed! I got yelled by Tsu-chan!" Byakuran teared his fake tear. The white haired man pouted,"I won't forgive Tsu-chan unless you kiss me!"
"K-K-K-Kiss? Right now?"
"Well, it doesn't matter right? You did something worse back then Tsu-chan." Byakuran replied, showing his fingers that was throughly licked by the brunett.
This made Tsuna turned even red than before if possible. He hesitated for a moment before he closed his eyes and slowly approached the awaiting man. It seems like it took forever to cut the small distance between two lips. But eventually Tsunayoshi did it anyway. It was just a small chaste kiss at first , but thanks Byakuran's 'little' advancement it turned into a heated kiss. The older man's hand was practically pushing the brunett's head to get as closer to him as possible. He bite Tsuna's bottom lips,which made him gasped in shock. Byakuran didn't miss the chance and slipped his tongue inside Tsuna's. His hot tongue mixed with Tsuna's, dancing their forbidden move. As Byakuran is the dominant one, he tried to made the brunett into action too. He teased the pink tongue, slowly guided it into his mouth. Which Tsuna complied obediently. The decimo was hesistant at first, he sloppyly clamped his tongue with Byakuran's. Every move his made showed his perplexed mind. Their tongue always inside one's , they only parted when the need of oxygen couldn't be surpressed but then they will continue dancing their tongue together.
After what seemed like forever, Byakuran quickly released the brunett. He feared if this continue, he couldn't control his desire and he'll hurt his precious Tsuna. The white haired man took a glance at the petite boy in his arms. Tsuna's lips was parted, swollen from the kiss. A trail of salive made its way toward Tsuna's colarbone, down to forbidden areas. His bangs was wet from sweat, even though the air conditioning was working perfectly. The caramel eyes looked distorted , showing his mind was unfocused. This delightful sight made Byakuran's heart thumping vigilantly. He clenched his fist, trying to surpress his desire to make Tsuna him.
"Nee, Nii-san.." Tsuna broke the silent.
"Yes?"
"Umm..You know, back before you entered the room, I was dreaming.." He continued ,"It's like a memories.. You were picking me up from kindergarten. We walked together, and..." Tsuna stopped, his face was blushing like crazy. But Byakuran won't let him go, he waited for the brunett to continue, demanding for his answer.
"And then, I said you are my ichiban* too. Just like today. Hahaha.. It's strange huh? But you know, it felt so real Nii-san. I wonder why?" Tsuna smiled.
Byakuran took a moment to think before he replied," It's ok Tsu-chan. Maybe it's a part of your memories with me~" He said the last sentence with his classic sing-song tone.
"Eeeh? Really? Nee, does this mean I'm starting to remember things? I mean, the times with Nii-san!" Tsuna said excitedly.
"Yes!~ Tsu-chan is a good boy nee ~ I'm sure in no time you'll remember about me more!~" He patted the brunett's head in appreciation.
Tsunayoshi nodded ecstaticly. In response. He smiled warmly to his older brother," You know, I'm really happy if I can get to know you better Nii-san. This memories, means we're already together since long time ago, right?"
The Millefiore's boss nodded in approval,he linked his pale hand's with Tsuna's and hold the brunett's hand tightly.
"Of course. We're always together. Past, present, future, I'll always by Tsu-chan's side." Byakuran stopped to kiss their jointed hands.
"Forever, Tsu-chan is mine, and I'm Tsu-chan's" He leaned forward, asking for more kiss from the brunett.
Ichiban = number one. I don't know I just like the word. sorry. lol..
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