A/N: To that review that asked about mpreg- I actually don't know. I think it's a thing that happens, but since Inu is probably not able to have kids. You know how when you cross breed animals you get a sterile baby? Sorta like that. As always, thank you for the love and support! I have over 2k views on this story like omg I am so unworthy. I do have like a lot of smut ideas for this story tho. Like you know Sess fucking Inu in his cheerleader outfit and some feminine teasing ("Good girl") and in the car and unf "Whose your daddy?" "You are, Sesshomaru!"

and my guilty pleasure, the three way between inu and sess and naraku

okay i'll get my mind out of the gutter now! lmao love y'all


How could his insides ache so bad? His jaw hurt, his lower back hurt, his head hurt, his elbows hurt. He would take splits over this pain any day.
Inuyasha pulled his shirt back on, grimacing at the large wet spot on the front of it. He must reek of throw up. It isn't fair, Inuyasha thought, I love this shirt. Now, it would probably have to be thrown away. Or burned. Burned, most likely.
He lifted his head as he came closer to Naraku's house. There was a small back deck, and an in ground pool. Inuyasha fixed his jeans again, slowly stepping up the stairs. People still were partying.
The pool only had a few party-people inside. Most were wearing their clothes, one or two were just naked. Inuyasha leaned against the railing of the deck, catching his breath.

"Someone got fucked in the woods," a voice teased before laughing. Inuyasha didn't look at whoever spoke. He didn't know them. He kept his golden eyes trained on his dirty shoes. They were pure white when he had arrived here. And now mud was smeared across the toe and sides. Does he smell of semen and sex? Do they know how horrible his throat feels?
Inuyasha kept walking, ignoring the hisses of 'whore' as he passed a few people. He didn't care. He just wanted his Alpha.

This place was too loud. Too many people. He felt like an exposed nerve, like his skin was raw and any contact with anything would burn. His tummy ached under his shirt. His thighs stung as he walked.
Inuyasha grabbed the handle to the sliding glass door, pulling it open with little effort. He walked inside, without bothering to close it behind him. The dance floor was still full to the brim.
But the air felt different. Inuyasha stopped walking, standing on the outskirts of the writhing mass. The aura was less...innocent. It wasn't just high school kids having fun anymore. Drugs and alcohol clung to the dancing bodies. It made their movements sloppy and slow. People were kissing but they were either half asleep or so high that they didn't know what they were doing.

Inuyasha's eyes scanned the walls, and eventually he found a clock.
2:06, 2:06 AM.
His lungs constricted and froze as he struggled to breathe. It was two am. No, it was six minutes after two am. How long has he been out there? How long has he been asleep? How long has he been away from Sesshomaru?
Oh god, Sesshomaru.
Inuyasha's stomach dropped and twisted. Sesshomaru was going to- he was going to kill him. He was really going to get it.

"INUYASHA!"

The puppy's head snapped up. His ears perked and turned a few times. Sesshomaru. He took a few steps back but was forced to stop when he found himself pressed against a cool wall. Inuyasha's ears flattened against his head, and he watched as the crowd shifted. They had parted for his big brother. A head of pure white hair was coming towards him at an alarming rate.
Inuyasha didn't have time to brace himself, didn't have time to catch his breath. His very core was screaming at him to move. To run away, and run very very fast. But he couldn't. He just-
Couldn't.

His legs burned. Move, please, please move.
Inuyasha yelped as a familiar hard body pressed against his. Storms. Cigarettes.
"Sess," he gasped, his eyes snapping up. His breath caught in his throat. Desperately, he tried to push himself further against the wall. He wished he could sink and escape from the feeling of terror and dread creeping up his spine.
"Inuyasha," his brother growled angrily. No, more than angry. Furious. Enraged. Wrathful.
"Big brother, pl-"
"Where have you been?"
"Ple-"
"Where have you been, Inuyasha?"
"Sesshomaru-"
"Where have you fucking been?!"
Inuyasha flinched as his brother's voice rose to a shout. If Sesshomaru was yelling at him it usually meant that Inuyasha would spend the rest of the night frantically licking his own wounds.
A strong hand wrapped around Inuyasha's bicep. His arm was held with a death grip as he was dragged. Inuyasha had no choice but to follow, even if he stumbled a few times.

Sesshomaru opened the front door and threw Inuyasha out first. The hanyou almost fell over, but he managed to keep his balance. He winced as the door slammed shut.
The front yard was eerily quiet. Someone must have turned the music down, or maybe Inuyasha's pounding heartbeat was so loud he couldn't hear the beat anymore.
Sesshomaru was fuming. He paced around Inuyasha, circling the younger like a predator. For a long while there was silence. There was nothing but Sesshomaru's breathing and soft growling.

"You have been missing for hours," Sesshomaru finally said, stopping his pacing. He reached out and ran his fingertips down Inuyasha's back. The teen's muscles seized up. He sucked in a breath, his cute puppy ears hiding under his hair.
"I won't be mad," Sesshomaru murmured, his claw hooking the waistband of Inuyasha's jeans. He pulled a bit, giving his sharp golden eyes a peek. These jeans were a little big.
Inuyasha's underwear was inside out.
Sesshomaru let go of the fabric, but didn't stop gently touching his little brother. He found himself speaking calmly, even if his blood was boiling with rage, "Just tell me where you went. I put you down for exactly 149 seconds, Inuyasha. I came back and you were missing. Where did you go?"
Inuyasha opened his mouth to speak, and then closed it. Did he have words? He couldn't even begin to realize and accept what happened, much less recall each painful detail.
"While you're at it, tell me- your Alpha- why you smell like dick. Why does your mouth smell like semen and arousal? Did you honestly think you could get away with being a fucking slut, Inuyasha," Sesshomaru spat poisonously. The hand that had been so gentle on Inuyasha's back turned painful. It grabbed at the base of his hair, right near is scalp, and yanked. Inuyasha yelped and hissed as his head was forced back, baring his pale neck. His hands clenched into fists, his sharp nails digging into his palms and nearly drawing blood. His pretty golden eyes stared blankly at Naraku's house. This wasn't happening.

Sesshomaru's lips were pulled back, showing his sharp, perfect white teeth. He snapped his jaws, allowing his hot breath to hit Inuyasha's cheek. He pressed his mouth against Inuyasha's temple, "You better start fucking talking, puppy, before I bend you over my knee and blister your ass."
Inuyasha's eyes squeezed shut. His breath hitched. His Alpha was so angry, so terribly angry. Inuyasha's mouth opened again, nothing but a high whine coming out. He couldn't get a grip. Reality was slipping away, slipping right through his fingertips.
"Sess," he whispered, "Sesshomaru, big brother, Alpha, please- please, please...I-I'm sorry. I didn't want to leave. I fell asleep and I woke up-"
His throat closed up. Inuyasha felt his shoulders droop as he sobbed for the second time that night.
It hurt a lot more this time. The tears felt like acid burning his skin. It was pathetic enough to cry- bullies always teased him for it- but he was letting this weakness show in front of Sesshomaru.
Inuyasha hiccuped, struggling to breathe. His lungs felt too large for his insides. More air, his body begged, resulting in Inuyasha's gasping as he uselessly cried. Not only would his big brother hate him for being Ryukotsusei's whore- he was going to practically disown him for crying about it.

Sesshomaru stood perfectly still as soon as he smelled salt. His baby...his little brother...the one being that he genuinely loved…
Was sobbing.
Not just a few tears that were quickly wiped away. No, Inuyasha was near wailing. His cheeks were wet and red, his chin shiny and spit slick as his little body was wrecked with the force of his sobs.
"Baby," Sesshomaru said softly, his fingers loosening up in the pretty silver hair. He eventually let go completely, his chest tightening at the sounds of Inuyasha's fear and hurt. How could he have been so blind? How could he let his possessive Beast get so close to breaking the surface? Sesshomaru pressed his nose to Inuyasha's hair, inhaling deeply. His eyes closed, focusing his sharp senses. Underneath the smell of sex was blood, fear, vomit, and tears. Lots of tears.
Pulling his head back, Sesshomaru gently turned his little brother around and cradled Inuyasha's head in his cool hands.

"Puppy," the older male whispered. Inuyasha could hardly see past his tears, his hands coming up to hesitantly touch his big brother's.
His territorial, prideful, handsome, stupid Alpha pressed their foreheads together.
"Inuyasha," he said softly, "Please, baby, tell me what happened. I'm not mad. Please, please." Sesshomaru's breath was cool against Inuyasha's mouth and chin. More than anything, Inuyasha wanted to talk. Why can't he fucking speak?
Inuyasha stood on his tiptoes, closing his eyes tightly as he pressed his lips against Sesshomaru's. It took his brother a moment, but the kiss was eagerly returned. Inuyasha couldn't stop the relief that swelled in his chest. Sesshomaru still loved him.

"Sesshomaru," he said as the kiss ended. Inuyasha's fingers grabbed the other male's, gently lowering them, murmuring, "Please, just...listen. Don't interrupt. Please hold me, okay? Just hold me, please. I-I don't-"
His words were cut off as his body was pressed against Sesshomaru's chest. His older brother gently rested his chin on top of Inuyasha's head. His ears perked up, then, flickering and tickling Sesshomaru's skin.
"Tell me," his Alpha pressed, his voice rumbling under Inuyasha's cheek, "I'm supposed to protect you, baby girl. Tell me what happened. Tell your big brother. It's okay, I promise. I won't be mad."
Inuyasha closed his eyes and nodded. Sesshomaru's shirt smelled nice, despite the fact that he was probably sweating all night. His jacket had been discarded. The arms around him tightened a little more.

Inuyasha took in a deep, shaky breath. He opened his eyes halfway to remind him that he wasn't in the forest. He was in Sesshomaru's arms, on Naraku's lawn, outside of a vibrating house.
He gasped, then relaxed and sighed happily, as Sesshomaru's warm, wet tongue dragged across the tips of his cute puppy ears. The gentle licks cooled down his bright hot panic. It gave him a sense of calm, of safety.
"While we were on the couch," Inuyasha said firmly, "I started to get really sleepy all of a sudden. I mean- of course. But I...I knew this kind of sleepiness. It was Ryukotsusei. I kne-"
He was cut off by a deep growl. Inuyasha pulled his head back a little, scowling up at his big brother, "I told you to not interrupt."
Sesshomaru cleared his throat, nodding once and pressing Inuyasha's head back against his chest.
The teen relaxed again, continuing, "As soon as I realized what was happening, I couldn't move. I couldn't talk. When you put me down, I fell asleep. And then-then I-I...I woke up in Naraku's back yard. And he was there. And-and I don't know how but, my shirt came off. He kissed me. He put his, his fingers in me, Sess. I bled. And then-"
Inuyasha choked on his sob, coughing into Sesshomaru's chest. When did he start crying again? Why didn't he notice the wet spot on Sesshomaru's shirt? Or the burning in his eyes? It only took him a few minutes to collect himself, and Inuyasha forced the words out, "He put his...his penis in my mouth. And he...moved. He fucked my throat like I was just a useless whore. He made me swallow his disgusting cum. I puked a lot when it was over. After that…" Inuyasha paused, sniffling, "He left."

Sesshomaru was angry again, but this time Inuyasha knew his wrath wasn't directed at him. His big brother slowly rubbed his back, his breathing was deep and slow. Inuyasha squirmed and stretched his neck until he could give Sesshomaru's jaw a few gentle licks.
"Do you still love me," Inuyasha asked softly, pressing his face in his brother's shoulder. There wasn't a pause- a lapse in time for Sesshomaru to think. He immediately responded, "Yes. I will always love you, baby. It's not your fault, Inuyasha. What happened it won't...make me love you any less. You aren't dirty, or a slut, or useless. You're my baby girl. You're my number one priority. I-I'm sorry I-"
Inuyasha listened silently, his own arms wrapping around Sesshomaru's torso as he tightly hugged his big brother. Sesshomaru took a quick moment to collect his thoughts and find his voice.
"My job as your big brother, your guardian, your boyfriend, your Alpha is to protect you. I shouldn't have left you alone. I'm sorry, Inuyasha. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry, baby, I'm so fucking sorry."
The puppy's eyes fully opened and he gripped Sesshomaru's shirt tightly, "You don't have to apologize, Sess. It all happened so fast. There are some things that even you, Mr. Killing Perfection, can't prevent from happening. I'm not...There's nothing for me to get upset about."
He nuzzled into Sesshomaru's chest, feeling the exhaustion in his bones. It was genuine tiredness, not something that a dragon's smoke or a drug induced. He yawned, closing his eyes and letting out a quiet whine.
Sesshomaru held Inuyasha tightly, continuing his little licks on the white puppy ears. "I think it's time for bed," Sesshomaru said, smiling a little as his baby brother gave a nod and a sleepy agreement. He picked up Inuyasha, letting the younger male wrap his arms and legs around his body. Inuyasha clung to him despite his sleepiness.

Sesshomaru supported Inuyasha with one arm, using the other to open the front door. The music was slow, but loud. The dance floor was moving in a sluggish pace. Sesshomaru walked quickly- he didn't want anyone looking at his brother for too long. He opened the door to Naraku's room, which was comfortable and quiet, despite the ruckus going on downstairs.
He smiled a little more as he stood in the doorway. Their friends were passed out and scattered throughout the room. Kagome was cuddled up to Sango on the bed, Kouga curled up in a chair in a corner, Naraku on the floor in a nest of soft blankets and pillows.
Sesshomaru kicked the door shut behind him as he walked in. He carefully stepped over his best friend, attempting to be as silent as possible.
Inuyasha made a soft whining sound, pressing his face into Sesshomaru's shoulder.

The puppy was gently put down on the bed, and he instantly grabbed the nearest pillow to cuddle with. Inuyasha felt Sesshomaru toying with his shoe strings, and then his shoes were off. Fingers gently unbuttoned his jeans, but Inuyasha didn't panic. It was his big brother. He lifted his hips as Sesshomaru pulled off his jeans.
"Is that more comfy," Sesshomaru asked, his cool hand gently rubbing Inuyasha's thigh. The puppy nodded, opening his eyes halfway and holding his arms out. Sesshomaru got the hint, kicking off his own shoes and dropping his jeans before crawling over his little brother.
Inuyasha pouted, pulling on Sesshomaru's shirt, "Off. Wanna feel you, Sess. Makes me feel safe." Sesshomaru quickly pulled of his t shirt, throwing it across the room. He leaned down and captured his baby brother's lips in a gentle kiss. Unlike usual, Sesshomaru didn't immediately demand entrance to the teen's mouth. He waited until Inuyasha parted his lips, and then his tongue traced along Inuyasha's teeth.

The kiss ended before it could turn into something more. Sesshomaru smiled and licked Inuyasha's lips, purring, "Goodnight, baby. You're safe. I won't let anything happen to you."
Inuyasha sighed happily, feeling the bed dip as Sesshomaru laid down beside him. Strong arms wrapped around his waist. He couldn't stop the sleepy smile as Sesshomaru pressed his face against his neck.
"I love you," Inuyasha whispered, feeling Sango (or Kagome?) shift in bed. Sesshomaru made a soft purring noise, his arms tightening. "Love you more," he mumbled.
Inuyasha closed his eyes, feeling the presence of his big brother and his friends. Friends. That loved him, accepted him. Accepted that fact that he was a hanyou.
For the first time in a long time, Inuyasha didn't feel so alone.

Morning came slowly. Inuyasha opened his eyes slowly, blinking a few times so the sleepy blurriness will clear up. Sesshomaru's arms were still around him and holding him tightly. It took Inuyasha a few moments to figure out where he was and remember what happened.
Party. Dancing, marijuana. Ryukotsusei. Kissing Sesshomaru.
Kagome and Sango were still asleep next to him. Inuyasha blushed deeply and averted his eyes when he realized that both of them were completely topless. Sango was laying on her back, farthest away from him, while Kagome was on her side and facing him. Inuyasha couldn't really look anywhere else.
He had never seen a lady's bare chest before. He wondered if they were as soft and squishy as Kouga had described them to be. They certainly looked that way. Kagome had pretty pink nipples. From what Inuyasha could see, Sango's were a darker shade, but equally as cute and pretty as Kagome's.

The redness on his cheeks spread, and Inuyasha quickly looked away again. Was he really staring at his friends like that? He squirmed a little before turning over onto his opposite side. When the girls woke up they probably wouldn't want to be greeted with their puppy friend ogling their breasts.
Inuyasha tucked his head under Sesshomaru's chin, moving his leg so it laid carelessly over his big brother's hip. The closeness felt amazing.
Sesshomaru shifted a little and cracked open one golden eye. One of his hands slide down from its position on Inuyasha's mid back to caress the tempting curve of Inuyasha's backside.
The puppy gasped and bit his bottom lip. Sesshomaru was definitely awake.
"Good morning," Inuyasha whispered, feeling Sesshomaru's fingertips on the inside of his underwear. Sesshomaru didn't really respond, instead sliding his hand down until he could grab a handful of Inuyasha's butt. All his.
"Morning," Sesshomaru whispered back, opening his eyes fully.

He could see Sango and Kagome's state of undress. Unlike his virginal little brother, Sesshomaru had seen plenty of tits before. He was pretty sure he had Kagome's nudes screenshotted. And that one video she sent him a few months ago of her sensually kissing that Sango girl she was currently cuddling with.
While the girls were fun to play with, his little hanyou brother was Sesshomaru's only love.
He placed a few licks on Inuyasha's puppy ears, watching them twitch with nervous excitement.

"Am I interrupting something?"
Naraku's voice.
Sesshomaru smiled and looked over his shoulder to see his friend rising from his makeshift bed. "Nah, just tellin' my baby good morning," Sesshomaru purred, holding Inuyasha closer to his chest. Inuyasha wanted to peek over Sesshomaru and watch Naraku, too. He squirmed until Sesshomaru loosened his hold and slipped his hand away. Inuyasha sat up, then, and stretched. Several of his joints popped and he sighed happily. He saw Kouga stir across the room in his chair. Kagome and Sango were waking up, too.

Inuyasha flinched when he felt someone's hand on his lower back. It's just Sesshomaru, he told himself, forcing the anxiety down.
"Naraku," his big brother said, "We need to talk about Ryukotsusei."
Inuyasha watched the spider tense from the corner of his eye. He couldn't forget what happened to Kanna. Thankfully, Naraku had caught Ryukotsusei in the act and the situation didn't progress. Inuyasha tried to block out the hazy memories of last night. His ears pinned back, his fingers clutched the sheets tightly.
Sesshomaru sat up, too, and pulled Inuyasha closer to him. When the puppy was settled in his lap, Sesshomaru spoke again, "Last night, when Inuyasha was gone, he had been-"
"Can't you have this conversation when I'm not sitting right fucking here," Inuyasha hissed angrily, showing his fangs and his claws digging into Sesshomaru's forearms. He didn't like being talked about like he wasn't there. He didn't want to think about Ryukotsusei's bitter cum sliding down his throat. And he really, really didn't want to think about Ryukotsusei's sharp nails stabbing and tearing at his insides. Or the slimy, cold tongue in his mouth. Or the way that sick fucker moaned or the taste of blood on his pink tongue.
He was going to be sick.
Inuyasha ripped himself from Sesshomaru's arms, nearly falling off the bed in his rush for the bathroom. He ran out of the bedroom, one hand over his mouth.
Inuyasha barely made it to the toilet before he vomited. It all came up, even if his stomach was empty. A mixture of stomach acid and saliva was puked up. Inuyasha's hands gripped the toilet bowl so tight his knuckles were turning white.

Someone's hands gently pulled Inuyasha's hair from his face. The scent of rain could be detected under the unique throw up smell. Sesshomaru was there, holding back Inuyasha's silver hair as he retched into Naraku's toilet. He was murmuring something, but the sounds of Inuyasha's retching blocked it out.
The teen gasped for air, his head spinning, his eyes failing to focus. His world was blurry, fading in and out of focus. He felt his stomach turn again, and Inuyasha shuddered as one last surge left his body.
It was as if Ryukotsusei was permanently clinging to his insides. Digging his nails in, becoming a part of Inuyasha's skin, forcing the memories to just keep coming.
"Big brother," Inuyasha whispered, turning his head. "Sess, can we go home now? Please? Please-"
"Of course, baby. Here, let me clean you up."
Inuyasha let Sesshomaru wipe his mouth and chin with a cool, damp cloth. His entire body shuddered. He closed his eyes so he wouldn't get sick again.

Getting to the car was a struggle. Inuyasha couldn't keep his eyes open for too long, he couldn't stand for too long. So, he was carried to and from.
Sesshomaru buckled him into his seat and placed a gentle kiss on his sweaty forehead.
The car roared to life. When had they gotten here?
Cold air blasted onto Inuyasha's face. He sighed in relief, leaning his head back and letting himself relax. Sesshomaru was driving carefully, with the radio playing softly. Inuyasha settled into his seat, falling back into a fitful sleep.

Sesshomaru's eyes flickered from the road to his little brother, keeping watch for anything and everything. Ryukotsusei was going to pay for hurting his baby girl. That slimy reptile was going to beg to be spared- he was going to wish he was never fucking born.
Sesshomaru gripped the steering wheel tighter, his other hand gently rubbing Inuyasha's knee. His innocent little baby brother had cried his eyes out last night. He had reduced to nothing but tears and snot. The sparkling, playful light in his big golden eyes had been ripped out.
Inuyasha still believed the world had good. He didn't think it could get that bad- he never dreamed that it would come to that. Of course his little brother knew that malice and hatred and anger existed. But he didn't know that pure evil existed, too. Lurking at the edges, sharpening their claws, waiting to sink their teeth into something untouched and clean. Just as Ryukotsusei had.
If that piece of shit showed up at practice tomorrow...
His Beast growled, pressing against the bars of its enclosure. He could see the deep crimson eyes glowing in the pitch black darkness. Its lips pulled back in a too long smile, its long fangs gleaming despite the absence of light. That expression was wholly inhuman and made Sesshomaru's stomach twist.
Let me out, it purred, Let me out, let me hurt that motherfucker. Let me rip his cock off and feed it to him.
Sesshomaru, for once, agreed with himself. He smiled a little, unlocking the cage that held his Beast back.
Yes, Ryukotsusei was going to pay. And pay very, very dearly.