Authors Notes

Hello happy campers.

Well I am back sorry it has been a while I know I promised to update regularly but things have been a bit crazy at the moment have not had the time or creative thinking to write up any of my stories but here we go :)

Will try not too leave it longer this time for my next update.


Chapter 9

Rogue was in shock, complete shock, throat dry, hands sweaty, eye diluted, she felt like she might pass out at any time, looking around she realised she was still alone in the car and wished Remy was here right now she really needed him she was no way ready to deal with this, to deal with him.

She gulp the amount of saliva she had to clear her throat, her hands were shaking she had to put them in her lap to try and and keep them still

'Rogue... You in there girly, you miss me?' he said with an evil glint in his eye.

Rick was a hench five foot eleven guy with dirty blond hair, grey eyes, straight teeth, chiselled jaw line, you would think he was some kind of model for abercrombie and fitch. You wouldnt know he was an evil sadistic bastard underneath unless you really knew him.

Rogue was terrified, she wanted some way out, truth be told Rick scared her if she were to go down a dark alley and was asked who she would rather face it would be apocalypse. Rogue could feel the sweat pouring off of her right now she wanted to break down and cry but she didnt want to give him the sick satisfaction of knowing he got to her. He loved to break her, it was his own sick twisted pleasure if he got her to cry.

She tried to control her breathing which had increased a lot, her heart was pounding out of her chest she couldnt think straight. He was looking at her with curiosity. She still had no replied she didn't know what to say to the man who got her started on the drugs and the prostitution, she did not want to think about some of the things he mad her do just so she could get her fix.

Bile was making its way up to her throat she was trying to hold it back as much as she could but she felt sick, sick in general and sick with herself, she doesn't know what to do right now all she wants is Remy.

'Oi homme can Remy help y' with something?' As if on cue Remy made the right time to jump in or Rogue didn't know what would happen.

'Whats up dude, I'm a good friend of Rogues here just saying hi and wanting a good catch up been a while since I last saw her. Isn't that right darling.' There was something in the way he called her darling and the way he was leering at Rogue that turned Remy's insides out and made his blood run cold.

'Really and what might y' name be homme.' Remy said stepping closer to the car and close to Rogue, he took her in. She looked terrified, like she might pass out.

'The names Rick, and who might you be?' He asked with a sneer obviously not liking how much closer he was getting to Rogue.

Remy opened the car door and placed the packages he had been carrying inside and gave Rogue a look, a look that said things are about to get ugly. She was confused she didn't have a clue what was going on or why Remy was getting angry, did he know?, did he know what she has done?. So many questions were running through her head it was getting a little more harder to breathe and think straight, she panic she just wanted to crawl into a ball and die.

'So y' Rick' Remy said slamming the door closed it made Rogue jump out of her skin. She felt trapped, not as in trapped in the car just trapped in her own skin right now she wanted to run, flee, never return but her legs wouldn't budge. She could only watch what was about to happen.

'Yeah, whats it to you.' Rick sneered again, he was ready to pounce, ' Who are you the overprotected boyfriend?' somehow his words struck Rogue and Remy but it was more easily to read from Rogue then Remy as he looked ready to kill.

'I'm a friend.' that one hurt Rogue, not by the words them selfs what the way they were spoken so angry. She looked down and kept her eyes on the car floor.

'Really, and why does it seem to bother you who I am... Friend.'

'It's not just who you are that bothers me, it's what you are, a monster, preying on a young girl, forcing her into drugs, sex and a life that will fuck with her mind. Your a sick twisting person who doesn't deserve to be called a man for what you have done to her, Your lucky I don't kill you, You ruined her life, You ruined her.' Even though Rogue knew he was standing up for her, the last part hurt her.

'Am I ruined, is that why he won't look me in the eye, am I that damaged.' She had noticed over the last few days Remy couldn't look at her straight in the eye unless he was trying to get a point across she thought it weird but it makes sense now.

She felt the tears start to fall she still didn't look up, she hated herself more then ever, she hated that Remy saw her as damaged goods.

'I did nothing, she wanted it, she wanted this life style, she begged for it, on her knees most of the time, and she loved every second of it, made her feel alive, I made her feel more alive, I gave her everything. I own her.' Ricks words were like small cuts being marked all over her body.

Remy was seething with anger his eyes were glowing, he was close to wanting to pound this guy in the face until not even his own mother would recognise him, he looked at Rogue in the corner of his eye, he could see the tears falling down her face, her whole body was shaking, she was pale, she looked like she might pass out.

' She never wanted any of this the girl I know, wouldn't be owned by anyone she wouldn't let it, I want y' t' stay the fuck away from her, y' ever come anywhere near her again, y' try to contact her, y' even send anyone to send a message whether it be whats the weather like outside I will find y', I will track y' down and I will end y'.'

'You obviously don't know her very well, she came to me, she found me when no one else was around, so where were you friend?, where were you when all this started?' He said with a raised eyebrow noticing Remys face fall, he had him.

'Thats what I thought, I'll stay away for now, but know this when she falls I'm the only person who will be around to pick up the pieces just like last time.'

And he walked away with a smug smirk on his face.

Remy's fist were clenched, and glowing he was trying to remain calm, to bring back the charge but Ricks words were running over and over in his head.

'Where were you?'

He turned around, opened the door almost taring it off of the frame, started the car and started to speed down the roads not caring about the looks or traffic lights, He was angry, at Rick at Rogue and at himself.

'Where were you?'

He needed to release some anger but not whilst Rogue was in the car.

He pulled up to the house, opened the door and slammed it shut again Rogue got out carefully trying not to fall over, she looked at Remy who was stood opposite his back to Rogue, she didn't need to see his face to know what his expression was.

'Rem...'

'NOT NOW!, Go inside I need a minute.' He shouted at her. Rogue was scared but she did what he said grabbed the pharmacy bag and ran into the house and up to her room and crashed on the bed and burst into tears. Her heart was breaking more then ever, he hated her, he couldn't look at her, she felt helpless right now.

`She dug into her pocket and pulled out a small rectangular piece of card, something that contained a sign of friendship, a promise almost.

'I don't have that anymore.' she said before ripping it in half and letting the queen of heart card pieces scatter across the bedroom floor.

Just like her heart it was beyond repair.


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