A.N: okay i am really sorry that i have not updated reciantly. school has been a pain so as a sorry i have given you a longer chapter that usual. so enjoy.


Chapter 9: Telling the Cullen's

Previously: "Well I'll tell you everything that I can remember but if I forget than Izzy or Carle will probably remember whatever it is. It started like this…"

I took a deep breath and made myself tell them, it was hard but…

"Okay so it started when I was walking back home from school, my truck had broken down and Charlie had work to do. I had gotten Jacob to fix it so I didn't think it would take long. It was winter and raining as it s was always is in Forks and I wanted to get home as fast as possible. I would have run, but I used to fall a lot when I ran. Then a vampire called Joham came up to me. What I mostly remembered was that he was astoundingly beautiful. His skin was so pale it was almost white, he looked so graceful even when he wasn't moving. His eyes were a scarlet red, at the time I thought that it was because he was wearing contacts. Know I know that he was a vampire but I didn't find out till later."

I stopped to take an unnecessary breath and I felt a wave of calm wash over me. "Thanks Jasper, I needed that."

"Don't worry if you can't finish Bella, you don't have to tell us if you don't want to." Esme said, she put her hand on my shoulder. I nodded and started again.

"Hello there." He said, his voice was almost like velvet if that was even possible.

"Hi." I said, and carried on walking. He kept up with me easily.

"Why are you walking out in the rain?" he asked, I remembered that that was a very odd thing to say. By that time my instincts were telling me to run. I should have listened to them. I should have done a lot of things that day, then maybe what happened wouldn't have happened... but then again he had a look of determination in his eyes and I guess he would have done it either by force or choice.

"Well my truck broke down." I answered truthfully. I started walking faster, by that time I was about 20 minutes away from my house.

"What a shame." He said.

"Well, who are you?" I asked, he was scaring me now.

"My name is Joham." Was all he said, I wanted to get away so I said:

"Well Joham…it was nice to meet you but I really have to get home now." I said, I was contemplating running but that would have been pointless. I fall a lot when I run.

"Well Isabella, I'm sorry but that will not be that case." That was when I started to run. I ran as fast as I could, I looked back to see him still standing there but when I looked forward again I saw him standing in front of me. He caught me, his hands felt ice-cold.

"You will make a good carrier." He said, and that was the last thing I heard before everything went black. I didn't understand that at the time but now I do."

Everybody was silent when I finished that part, even Carle and Izzy were quiet, I never told them about what happened and I didn't think it either.

"Do you want me to carry on?" I asked, I could see that Carlisle wanted me to carry on but he didn't want me to talk about things I didn't want to talk about. "It's alright I don't mind, I told you that I would answer your questions."

"Bella, we don't want to make you feel upset." I shook my head.

"Don't worry about it. Its fine." I said, I started up again.

When I woke up again the first thing I noticed was that I wasn't at home. I was in a hospital. Charlie was sitting next to me in a chair.

"Bella... are you awake?" he asked. I nodded my head and looked at Charlie. He looked like he had been crying because his eyes were red and puffy.

"Dad why am in a hospital?" I asked, Charlie looked at me and looked like he was going to start crying again.

"Well it seems like you fainted and hit your head. Thankfully someone was driving past and saw you just laying there on the road, they brought you in to the hospital and called me." Charlie looked like he was trying to hold something back from me. "Is there something else your not telling me dad?" I asked, I knew there was, Charlie was almost as open as me. "Well when the doctors checked you over they said that there was... that someone had..." he took a deep breath before continuing.

"That someone had raped you." I gasped. so that was why it hurt down there. I started crying.

"Oh Bella don't cry. Were trying to find the guy that did it but... it would help if you gave us some info. Can you remember anything?" he asked. I shook my head still crying.

"Oh Bella, I'm so sorry. This is all my-"

"NO!" I practically shouted. This was not his fault. "This is not your fault. If it's anyone's it's mine. I was the one who refused to ride with anyone. And only because they were annoying me today." Charlie looked even more upset, if that were possible.

"Bella, you've been asleep for 3 days."

"3 days?" I whispered. Charlie only nodded.

"That's why the doctors couldn't give you the day after pill. Oh Bella I'm so sorry." He said, seeing my face. 3 days, no day after pill. That meant that I had that monsters spawn in me. I was getting angry; I guess my heartbeat was picking up because I could hear it on the monitor. I didn't want Charlie to get worried so I calmed myself down. Alright, so all I have to do is give it up for adoption when it's born I thought.

"When am I going to be let out of here?" I asked.

"As soon as you're ready to go." Charlie said. I looked down at my hands. I was ready to go now so I told Charlie that. He left to sign the forms and I got dressed, I was thinking as I put my shoes on, about what was happening when I got a flash of inhuman speed and red eyes. I gasped and fell. That was not normal; I never had anything like that before. I took a deep breath and finished getting ready. I wouldn't say anything to Charlie; I didn't want to worry him more. I went out to find Charlie and we got in the cruiser. I didn't say anything when I got home, only went straight to bed.

I woke up with sweat running down my face. I had, had a dream about the rapist; I remembered everything, from his blood red eyes to how fast he was. I sat up and went to the laptop that I had gotten for my 18th birthday, I typed in the words and waited for the results. As I looked at the website I was struck with everything. That man was not human, he was a vampire. And now I had this half vampire baby growing inside me. As I thought of that I sat there shocked at the discovery."

"Bella how did you remember everything?" Edward asked. Finally, he talks to you. He has taken way to long to. Carle asked.

"Shush Carle." I said.

"What?" asked Edward.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know that I was speaking outside, I guess I forgot."

"You're gift is really quite amazing Bella. What are they?" asked Carlisle.

"Well, I suppose that I can tell you about them, but you'll have to hear about the rest of the story." I said. They all nodded in excitement. "Oh and no interrupting Alice." I said. Alice pouted. "That is not going to work on me." I said, I held firm.

"So I had to figure out what was happening to me because I knew that this didn't normally happen obviously. So when I woke up I guess I just wanted to know what was going on. sat there looking at the screen. The time said it was 4.30am, I was freaking out. There was a vampire growing in my tummy and I was meant to give birth to it. i found out that even if I had, had the day after pill, it wouldn't have worked. Vampires are immune to that sort of thing, even half vampires. It had said on the website (think you know it all) that very few half vampires actually survived if the parent or carrier was not alive. That man had left me alone to carry his child and he didn't know it. Wait... he did know, he had called me a carrier. He had said that I would be a strong carrier. So he had known.

There had been a section on vampires like him, it had said that they created half-breeds. But that there were very few vampires like that left. I was disgusted- not that there were vampires; I had known that other things lived in the world- but that there were vampires that did it for fun or pleasure. I suddenly was filled with love for this baby. I knew that I would try to look after it as best I could."

"Bella if I could, what was that website?" Carlisle asked. I just shrugged, it was there when I needed it but when I went back to check after I had the girls it wasn't there. I told that to them and Carlisle looked amazed. I carried on with the story.

The website was actually unusual. It said that it was created for women who had gone or had to go through pregnancy. It also said that only those who were to keep the baby would see it, otherwise it would be shown as rubbish about how vampires burned in the sunlight and such. What actually happened was that they sparkled in the sunlight and didn't sleep at all. Who knew, because I certainly didn't? All I knew was that I had to tell Charlie. I knew that he wouldn't believe it at first but he would eventually. Okay, that was a good idea. I sat there and read the rest of the information, I learnt that some vampires had gifts and that they constantly used them and that a pregnant human women could almost tap into the gifts of their half vampire child and use them, if they had gifts of course. Maybe that was what was happening to me. Anyway I also learnt that the pregnancies were a lot quicker than human ones. Like 4 times faster. I would have to do something about that. I was surprised that it had a section on the gifts of vampires and that I could test if I had a gift myself. I tried of course. I mean who wouldn't? As I did the test, it wasn't at all as I expected, I learn that I have a shield. I made a mental note to practise it when I could. When I looked at the time again I saw that it was almost 7. That meant that Charlie was awake. I decided to go downstairs and tell him. I didn't think that it would be too bad.

Charlie didn't believe me at first, but when the changes became a lot more noticeable he had too. He wasn't too happy about what had happened but there was nothing he could do about it. It was around that time when I started to have visions. They were basically the same as Alice's visions but I would be seeing past present and future, I started seeing visions about your family, as the pregnancy progressed I found out more about you. That is Carle's power. She can also read minds, we all can, I found out on the website that I could tap into the babies powers. It became pretty clear that they were twins and not just one baby. Anyway over the weeks I learned how to control both mine and the babies gifts. I found out that I was a shield and that I could read minds but I only found out about the reading minds things after I had the girls. Izzy's powers are reading minds, and has a similar shield to mine but it is more to do with telekinesis. There isn't much to tell except that once I turned into a vampire I skipped the whole newborn faze but I had to stay in anyway. I've just recently started school again. Now so you can ask the questions I know you've wanted to ask since I walked through the door. Oh and I can turn my shield and reading mind gifts in and off as I want." I said mainly to Edward, I knew he wanted to know that.


A.N: so tell me if you liked it. has anyone watched harry potter and the deathly hallows. i saw it today and loved it, i cant wait until the next one comes out, only 8 months to go. yeh. any way review. love ya