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A/N: Hello there and welcome to my inner thoughts. The thought on my mind at the moment is that if anyone knows any sites I can get season 1&2 clips of NCIS and Without a Trace then I would very much love to know!! I can't find any anywhere!

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Chapter 9

Tony sank into his pillows his tears silently leaking down his cheeks. The intern stood awkwardly at the foot of his bed. She never liked it when people got upset. It was part of her nature. But this was a fully grown government agent who carried a gun, and he was crying. This was something new to her. And she had no idea what she should do. Instead she replaced the chart and walked silently out of the room. She hoped the next time she came it would be with better news.

His pillow was stained and his eyes were sore, his head was pounding, and he didn't care all he wanted was for Kate to be safe and in his arms. Where he could protect her. If only he'd done that before. DAMN! He punched his bed over and over his fist pounding at the mattress. It wasn't until a firm hand wrapped itself around his fist did he stop. He looked up and found Gibbs sitting beside him. His leg in a cast and his face set like stone.
'DiNozzo.'
'Yes Boss?' He mumbled meekly.
'Don't blame yourself.' Tony looked at him and shook his head, ignoring the alarm bells of pain as he did so.
'Boss I should've protected her.' He rubbed his head and mumbled.
'They don't think she's going to make it through surgery.'
'It's Kate, Tony when have you ever known her to do anything anyone's said?' Tony allowed himself a brief smile.
'Where's Tim….' Tony paused realising what he'd said, he couldn't be bothered to correct himself, not today anyway.
'There prepping him for surgery.' Tony's eyes widened.
'Why. What's wrong with him? Is he alright. I can't have two friends dying on the same day. Gibbs…..' He stopped his ramblings in order for Gibbs to give him an answer.
'He's getting pins in his arm. Abby's on her way here by the way.'
'I thought she'd be here by now.'
'Tony she's probably breaking every speed limit she can in a hearse.' He nodded.

He really hoped Kate didn't die. Not just for his sakes. But for all them.

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'Caitlin Todd, Jethro Gibbs, sorry Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Timothy McGee and Anthony DiNozzo.' Abby breathed in deeply to regain her breath, she was hopping from foot to foot her hippo in hands and her face a sea of worry.
'Ma'am, can I see some form of ID?' Abby's face went pale, paler than she had been before, and much much paler than normal.
'Abby Scutio, Anthony DiNozzo's Emergency contact. She paused for a thought, 'And I'm sorta Gibbs' daughter, Tony and Kate's sister and Tim's girlfriend.' She voiced her thought subconsciously her all black appearance still startling the nurses walking past.
'Erm…. Yes ma'am follow me, I'll take you to them.' Abby stumbled slightly as she turned on her platform type heel.
'Would you mind telling me about their…you know conditions?' Abby whispered.
'Ma'am…Why are you whispering?' The nurse spoke loudly, counteracting Abby's good intentions.
'It's rude to disturb the sick and dying. There not dying are they?' Abby asked her eyes honing in on the nurse who was a good 2 feet smaller than her.
'Miss…All I can tell you is that two of your….erm….family. Are in surgery. You'd have to ask one of the doctors for a better eval.' Abby's eyes widened. Who…Who…WHO GODAMMIT! She screamed In her mind louder than she thought possible.
'Wait here. I'll tell them you've arrived.' Abby sat on the hard plastic chair in the corridor her eyes darting toward the sick people surrounding her. Hoping her friends would be alright.

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Tony's tears had dried into a stain on his pillow. He didn't care he was exhausted physically and emotionally. If he thought sleep could erase the hole burning through his heart he'd sleep. He'd sleep til the end of the earth. But it wouldn't go away. It just lingered as an aura around him and Gibbs who'd taken to silently sitting lost in thought. A knock on the door alerted them both.
'Sirs. There's a Miss Sciuto here to see you?' A small nurse pointed behind her where they could see Abby sitting her knees tight to her chest her head hung low. All but her eyes active.
'Send her in.' Gibbs said gruffly. They were left in silence for a few moments before Abby rushed in. She gasped as she saw them. Gibbs in a hip to Ankle cast and Tony hooked up to drips sent her into a spin.
'My God guys.' She gasped hugging Bert the Hippo tighter and allowed a loud burst of air to be released.
'Come here Abs.' Gibbs held out his arms. She scurried over and held him close. A few tears spilled down her cheeks.
'What about Tim and Kate?' She asked expectantly of Gibbs.
'McGee's getting pins in his arms.' Abby gasped before allowing him to continue. 'and Kate….Is in a very bad way.' He couldn't find any other words for it.

He'd failed them all. He'd let them all come to harms way. And that he couldn't deal with. So instead he allowed the room to fall into a tense state, no-one moving, no-one speaking just the odd sob from Abby every few minutes and it wasn't til a doctor came in did anyone look up.
'Are you here with Caitlin Todd?' They nodded.
'Well. I have to inform you……'

A/N: Couldn't resist. How do you think it should continue…….
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