The Fallen Angel

Chap. 9

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This chapter may be a little depressing. the reason I haven't updated as soon as I promised is that my big brother went away to boot camp the 27th of April he was the only one in my family that knows that I am bisexual, and he understands me he is my best friend, my rock we did everything together. To be honest, I really lost all motivation and determination for everything. It also doesn't help that my parents ignore me and look down on me. Just bare with me guys. Thanks again. Enjoy.

Bella P.O.V.

Rosalie was standing at the door. I struggled to push Alice away trying to make myself look decent but she would not budge. I could see Alice's control slipping by with each breath I took and jumped into action.

"Alice! Look- look at me! Please don't do anything I love YOU. Just take me home." I whispered into her ear. Her pitch black eyes stared into my green ones. Alice lightly placed me on her back and ran at a human pace towards the opposite end of the alley and when we were out of Rosalie's line of sight all I remembered was a big blur.

Alice P.O.V.

When we got to our apartment I softly sat her on the couch.

"Bella I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lose my temper." I tried to say in my neutral voice. I think my eyes gave me away because she got up and hugged my waist, without hesitating I wrapped my arms around her and squeezed her to me never wanting to let go.

"I'm still waiting for all my actions and me being a vampire to scare you off. I love you, I just don't know why you make my monster want you, and I'm afraid that maybe this monster might go too far one day." I gently whispered this to her.

"Alice, it's too late I love you and this is really me being a hypocrite. When I was younger, before I was mature I always used to say how stupid women were for still staying in an abusive or unhealthy relationship because of how my mom was treated by my dad, she was his equal there was nothing unhealthy. I still am as confused as ever as to why they split. I know that you really don't mean to hurt me, ever. I just need you to promise me something." My eyes stung with venom tears that would never fall. I didn't trust my voice so I nodded my head yes.

Looking up into my eyes she spoke those two conflicting words, "Change me." My chest tightened at the thought of Bella never being able to have the things she wanted. She told me her dreams of having a family. I also knew that I couldn't live without her, not just me but my inner monster as well.

"Bella I-I-" She cut me off by lightly pressing her lips to mine. I got lost in the moment with her. Her lips softly caressed mine. It was moments like this that I loved she made me feel grounded, like I was actually wanted.

"Alice, I love you. I will never change my mind but I would love it if you weren't so jealous all the time. That girl, Rosalie yeah I'll probably never see her again." When I tried to look ahead in to my visions to see if it was true I couldn't. It was like I had a wall blocking me.

"Bella, I love you so much. I promise you I will change you, you just have to give me time." I pleaded with her.

"Alice I will give you time. Don't answer this or respond, please. I'm afraid that the longer you wait the faster you'll get bored of me. Or if that doesn't happen which I hope it doesn't that the Volturi will get involved." I felt conflicted by her reasoning.

"Let's get you to bed." I said scolding myself for my voice coming out dry like if I had been crying. When I thought back to the blonde bimbo, I couldn't help but feel my inner monster hiss and growl. I don't know what it is about her but I feel like I should be very cautious around her. I just don't know why.

I'm sorry for the wait guys! By the way thanks for the reviews, alerts and support I love you guys! I will try to update soon. Oh and sorry for any mistakes in this chapter.