A/N It has come to my attention that I have no real character development going on in this story. And that it seems the horses are just as big apart of the story as Bella and Jasper. Well I know for me as a person my horses are a big part of who I am. Please let me know your thoughts on this as I'm loss. I'm sorry this wasn't posted this morning my mind has been else where.
I wanna thank all my friends for their help with this: abbymickey24, fallgoddess, LunarEclipse1, and KimRathbone or I should say that they encouraged me to continue and write faster. I also need to thank Maria for fixing my tense since I know this is my biggest problem.
Chapter 9
He sat me down on my feet and looked into my eyes; as he started to unbutton his shirt, which I was wearing. He slowly slid it off my shoulders kissing each shoulder as the material fell down my back. He kissed each side of my neck, and then nibbled on each ear.
"Relax, Darlin', let me love you."
I wanted to let him love me, but I still had my doubts that this could work. Not only was there twenty years between us, but I was scared I would lose who I was becoming. I've enjoyed being independent these past months.
As he kissed down my neck, to my breast, I could not help but moan at the sensation. My body was humming and alive like nothing I had ever felt before. He first gently kissed each breast, before taking one in and sucking on it.
Why had HE never done that? It feels amazing. While he was sucking on the one, his other hand was massaging the other, and every so often, he would roll my nipple between two fingers.
I moaned, as I ran my fingers through his hair, the softest hair, I've ever felt. I found myself groaning at the loss of his mouth when he pulled back to switch breasts. I could feel the heat between my legs, as I tried rubbing my thighs together to get the friction, I needed so badly.
I gasped when I felt his hand slide down my stomach and to my awaiting core. Just, the slight touch of his finger on my clit nearly sent me over the edge; I found myself teetering on.
"Darlin', you're so hot and wet for me. You like what I'm doing to your body. I can tell your close. Let go when ever you feel the need. This is all for you my dear," he said after releasing my second breast for his ministration.
I didn't know how to answer him. I don't ever recall my body humming and tingling like it is right now. I was putty in his hands. I was moving backwards now and felt the bed behind my knees, so I sat down.
I watched as he knelt beside the bed. He pulled me forward so my ass was just on the edge of the bed. He pushed open my legs as he said, "I'm going to taste you now if that's alright."
Damn, straight that's alright! It's been so long since I've had that done. I found myself quivering at the thought. I gasped as the tip of his tongue flicked my clit.
"So, fucking sweet."
He licked up and down my folds, a few times before taking my clit in his mouth; sucking and nipping it every so often. When he slowly inserted a finger that was all it took to send me over the edge. I thought I had cum hard in the barn, but this was even more intense.
"That's it Darlin', give me your sweet juices," he said.
He continued to suck all my juices before kissing his way up, my body. I can't remember ever tasting myself before, it was erotic to me and just made me want more. I moaned, while flexing my hips upwards as he entered me.
His thrusts were slow and steady. There was no hurry here like earlier in the barn. Every so often, he would swirl his hips letting his pelvis bone grind into my clit. This man knew just what to do to make my body sing for him. He shifted a bit grabbing my right leg and placed it on his shoulder.
This new angle made him hit in places I didn't even know existed. I could feel myself building back up to the point where I was teetering on the edge once again. I relished each and every one of his thrusts. I could feel the sweat building up on my body as we continued this slow dance.
When my body couldn't take it any more I exploded even harder than just moments before. As I felt myself clamp down around him, I felt him release deep inside me. He rolled to the side pulling me onto my side to face him.
We sat there just looking into each other's eyes for what seemed like the longest time.
"Darlin', that is just the start of what I want to share with you," he said placing soft little kisses all over my face.
"Thanks, I know I'll try and push you way, like I did in the barn, please don't let me go," I pleaded with him.
"Darlin', I'm yours forever if you will have me."
"Forever is a long time, are you sure you want to put up with a cranky old woman?" I asked in a teasing tone.
"Forever Darlin'...Forever."
I liked the sound of forever with this man whom seemed to have awakened needs and desires that I never knew existed.
Everything that just happened was better than any of my dreams I've had since meeting this cowboy.
He shifted on the bed, so we could crawl under the covers that was when we both realized that we both still had our boots on this caused us to laugh. All these new emotions going through me caused my laughter to turn to tears.
I knew I wanted to try and be with this man, but I still felt so broken and unsure of whom I was. I felt that I needed to know myself in order to have a healthy relationship. Would he be willing to stand by me as I continue to discover who Bella Swan really is?
He held me as I cried telling me that it will all work out, and that love will see us through. He even took off my boots after taking his off. "I love you Darlin', were the last words I heard as I fell into a deep sleep wrapped in his strong arms.
A/N It has come to my attention that I have no real character development going on in this story. And that it seems the horses are just as big apart of the story as Bella and Jasper. Well I know for me as a person my horses are a big part of who I am. Please let me know your thoughts on this as I'm loss. I'm sorry this wasn't posted this morning my mind has been else where.
