Jeeze. I can't believe its been over three years since I've touched this profile! Just to give y'all a little update, in August of 2014 I met the love of my life. I know in the beginning of 2015 I said that I would be working on my stories a lot more, but I just really didn't. I went through a really dark period of time then, and honestly I'm still kinda in that state now. But things have gotten significantly better since then. As I stated before, I met the love of my life in August of 2014, however, we went through many many rough patches that first year. We didn't start "officially" dating until August of 2015. So I hope that helps y'all understand why I didn't actually update that much XD In the beginning of 2016, my love decided to enlist in the United States Air Force, and was set to leave for basic training right after we graduated from high school. However, life happened and his ship date was pushed back to September of 2016. So I got to spend my whole summer with him instead of him being gone. August 2016 rolls around and I head off to college, where I was going to major in Japanese. Suffice to say, that DID NOT work out. I worked myself into starvation, sleep-deprivation, anything like that you could think of. Not only is learning another language so incredibly difficult, the fact that the love of my life left a month after I got there and we basically had NO communication aside from the occasional letter, I used studying as a distraction, and I honestly think if I hadn't withdrew from the spring 2017 semester, I would have died. My lover graduated basic in November 2016 and he proposed during his graduation weekend. After returning from Texas to my school I threw myself back into studying again, because sure, he had his phone back but he was still in training. So we still barely got to talk. Christmas break came and I completely moved back home, and got a job. I worked and tried to decide where I was going to go back to school at, and what for. Finally after months of debating, I decided to go back to a local community college and become a CNA. So now, while my love is stationed just 8 hours from me, I will go to school and finish that up before we get married. After we marry and I move with him to his Duty Station, I may take classes here and there to work my way from a CNA to an RA or something of that nature. Now, this is where things get tricky. I feel like such a bag of poop for leaving you guys hanging for so long. However, my writing and interests have changed from when I started my stories. Now, that's not to say I don't still enjoy Twilight, or Asian Dramas, or even Anime. I still adore them with my whole heart. (Not so much Twilight, but I mean, we all knew Twilight was just going to be a phase for us all XD XD) I will do my best to take time here and there to go back through my stories and edit them as I see fit. Then, we'll just go from there. It will take me a while. I do have a job, and a social life, and I try to spend as much time as I can on Skype with my boo, but I will try and take some time and work more on my stories. I love writing. If being a teacher weren't sp sh*tty here in the US i probably would have pursued a career in English. So I'll take care of my babies on here as a hobby instead. Once school starts I'll be especially slow. But things will happen! I promise you guys right now things will be done with these stories. Love, Lilly *Muah*