I ran after Lilly.

I wasn't going to let her get away without giving me details on what actually happened.

"Lilly wait!"

She turned, but the look on her face spelt "annoyed".

I didn't say anything, I was hoping maybe she'd tell me herself.

I understood her being upset, but through-out the week she'd known me, she knew I wasn't strong enough to handle her evil glare.

"Miley..what your doing…I can't take it.." She paused for a minute and continued, raising her voice a little "Your hurting yourself!" .

My gaze fell, I was scared to look her in the eye

"You know Miley, …You're the best friend I've ever had and…I don't wanna see you hurt yourself over and over again"

I scrunched up my face with mixed emotions

"Hold on!, When did this become about me?!".

"The day I met you!" She shouted.

Seeing her so angry, tore me up inside.

I wasn't quite sure how to feel in a friendship, but Lilly was the most amazing person I'd ever met.

I never wanted to see her get hurt and yet the bruised mark on her face, proved that I couldn't protect her

We stayed silent, looking at each other,

but she sighed and turned away within a couple of minutes.

I decided not to go after her again, ..I'd wait until she calmed down.

I walked back to the main part of school, with my head hung.

I looked up briefly to see everybody laughing and pointing

They all had their laptops in their hands.

I knew what they would looking at, and I couldn't stand it.

I ran out the school doors, my feet barely scrapped the ground, and I had no idea where I was going, but I had to get away from there.

I though about going home, but that meant explaining to my dad, what I'd hid from him for so long.

My feet finally stopped outside a block of flats.

I realized where I was and let the tears slowly fall.

Lilly's.

I remembered her mum was an alcoholic and probably wouldn't be there anyway.

I walked along the flats to Lilly's number.

I was weary of course,

Lilly had come to school battered and bruised.

My heart was thumping at the consequences.

What if her mum hit me?,

I didn't care.

If Lilly could take it then I would, I'd be strong for the one person I actually cared about, …….whether she cared about me or not.

I pushed the door and it creaked open,

No lock.

I examined it and realized it had been kicked at some point during the argument

.

I crept in slowly seeing if Lilly's mum was in sight.

She wasn't

I placed my hand on the banister and dragged my feet up the stairs,

I looked at every photo on the wall running my finger along the latest one,

Lilly looked so happy.

It seemed like forever since I'd seen her smile....

I forced myself to look away and carry on to the top of the stairs.

I noticed a door on the left and figured it was Lilly's.

There were scribbles all over her door, mainly of skulls.

I pushed it open and sat on the bed.

I thought for a moment, about how things could turn out.

I thought back to my college theory.

I could start fresh....... be somebody.

I snapped out my thoughts when I saw a black blur approach me

.

I reached my hand out and rubbed its head.

It purred and I knew instantly what it was.

I lost myself in thought and starting thinking out loud

"Why does no-body like me?" I asked the cat

It only continued to purr.

"You like me.. don't you?" The animal responded by rubbing it's head on the side of my hand.

I smiled

I got bored of the silence and walked across the hall to another room

The bathroom.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

My face was smudged.

I wiped the black marks away and rinsed my face with cold water.

I hated the reflection staring back at me.

I reached for the side of the mirror and opened a cupboard.

It was like a mini chemist

Painkillers, sleepers..

I pulled out one of the bottles and read the instructions.

"Take 1-2 pills at a time. Do not repeat doses within 4 hours."

I pulled out a couple and poured them down my throat, I sucked on the tap and swallowed.

They didn't seem to do anything.

I untwisted the cap again and poured some more out.

About 7 this time.

I poured them down my throat and cringed.

I should have had another drink but I couldn't be bothered.

I stood impatiently, tapping my hand on the side of the sink,

They weren't working!

I got really impatient, and shakily poured the rest of it's contents in my hand

I stared for a moment

Thinking...

What if i took to many?

I decided it wouldn't matter

After swallowing the final contents, my pain disappeared, I was … numb

What had I taken?

I had no idea, but they worked.

I felt my knees tremble ..

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Sorry if you can't understand it too well.

I wrote this really quickly

And it was hard to write about Miley taking pills, because i've never really taken an overdose, so i can't describe the feeling.

Anyway.

The stories coming to the happy ending soon.

I think they'll probably be about 3 more chapters, then i want ideas for something new.

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