Steely blue eyes that never touched on me. I know I was watching him the whole time. My eyes never left him. I remember everything there was no need for notes. If I did miss anything I can just go over the notes that are emailed out. So I watched him.

He commands everything around him now. Everyone knows the power he wields and they respect it. I thought I had all the power back then, and now? Frankly I come in and do my job and leave. It is the opposite, people turn away and there are whispers. They don't bother me, because I tried to hard to long to get just that reaction. I am once again laying in the bed I made.

We were twelve when I felt the shift. The anger to much to keep inside. I remember the day clearly, it was the last day before winter break. Everyone was giving their who gives a fuck with classes attitude. I was talking up some B.S. with the guys, it was the same shit as always. Where are we going what new game we better get, blah blah blah. But I was watching him, I always was. Waiting for my ammo, the thing to hate about him today. Then I got it.

He was standing there with his group, the geek squad, yup should have trademarked that one, Rose and Isa, they were exchanging gifts and giggling and being their lame selves. Then it happened. He hugged Isa and then Rose and Rose kissed him on the mouth. He touched his lips after and I felt it boil.

"Excuse me, um Mr. Cullen, can I bother you a moment?" Angela my secretary pulls me from the preteen horror i was slipping into.

I wave her in.