EPOV

I ran deeper and deeper in to the woods. Going faster, faster, thinking that I could run myself out of this hell called earth. The anger that filled me pushed me harder. Seeing that look on Bella's face. It shattered what was left of my stone heart. Faster, faster. The leafs were a green blur. Swaying by faster every second. I broke through to a clearing. Panting unneeded air I took in my surrounding and fell to my knees. I was at our meadow. Overwhelmed with feeling while heartbreaking sadness coursed through my dry veins. Pictures, memories flashed through my mind. Bella and I hiking up here for the first time. Letting her see me in the sun light. Confessing how I felt for her. The first time I held her. Having her warm heat break through my icy skin. Hearing her heart beat, feeling like it was my own I could still remember how it sounds. Bom-bom, bom-bom, bom-bom. I knew that even though she should love a human, that her heart was mine. I was positive back then but know I just don't know. Oh how I longed for her to be in my stone arms right know so I could ask her. I knew that will never happen. After all she walked in on me beating up her best friend or even boyfriend. I heard some leafs shaking but I didn't care. I never wanted to die this much before.

BPOV

I pushed my old, rusty, red truck as fast as it could go. The old engine groaned underneath me. Telling me to slow down or it was going to turn on me. Still, I didn't care. All I wanted was to see my beloved Edward again. I was praying to whoever was out there that he wouldn't be gone by now. I pushed the gas down even further. Dammit! Why was I cursed with such an ancient truck?

Finally I made it to the trail. I started down the unused track, brushing the branches aside. Not caring if I got scratched or not. I walked faster with each step. I saw sunlight and broke out to a run. I pushed through the last branches with all my might and stood there panting, looking at Edward's back. Imminently he turned to face me. Piercing right through me with his golden-brown eyes. There was a long pause of nothingness. Just amazement that we were both here.

Edward broke the silence. "What are you doing here Bella? Why did you follow me?" his voice was clipped and angry. I almost retreated and went back to my truck. Then I thought of the last time he used that voice. In the woods outside my house. When he told me goodbye. No I had seen that facade before , and I am going to fall for it again. If it was true than why did he come back?

"Because I love you." I said, surprising myself by how confident I sounded when really I was fragile inside. I saw his eyes sadden and soften. " You shouldn't Bella. I'm a monster. I'm just going to hurt you." his eyes were pleading me to go home. To be safe. That was not happening. "Edward. I told you I didn't care before so why should I start now?" his eyes started to harden. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe he never really loved me. I couldn't take it any longer. I had been holding back for so long. I snapped in half. My mind went black and my knees buckled. I fell to the ground, tears streaming down my face. I could not handle the fact that Edward doesn't love me again.

OK that's not the full chapter that I wrote but it would be weird if I didn't split them up. I love all my reviewers but your killing me. Only three review?!?!?! whats the deal. I used to get at least 10 so what happened. Come on. Isn't this better than what it used to be? I think so at least. After I post the rest of this chapter I'm not updating in till I get at LEAST 115. Sorry I know I'm greedy but I used to get a ton and I don't see why I can't now.