Death Wish

Jay's P.O.V.

'Get Lost Party'

Right after dinner everyone headed to mine and Cindy's room. I was about to tell everyone to get lost when I remembered, oh yeah, the damned party. I am still confused a bit on that but I didn't 'want to hear any of it. Parties are not my favorite at all.

Poppy joined us later carrying what Cloud stated as the female trend of the suitcase, rewarded with a hit on the head by Yannah.

Once we arrived in the room Cindy began to lay down the law, "No beer until everyone is asleep, don't be loud or I will murder you." And with that she walked over to where her I assumed her Ipod was because seconds later the last song she was listening to started to play softly, before growing a bit louder.

(Unwell by Matchbox 20)

I really despised this song.

"Don't worry; I added some of your music to. This also includes... well everyone's music… except Poppy's." Cindy stated, probably noticing the face I was making.

"Yeah, I'm not a big fan of the band either." Cloud piped up, before giving a snicker.

"Hey, hey, hey! This is a great song so don't talk trash about mister or I will have you dead in a second." Yannah chided in a scolding tone that made me feel like a child. God, she sounds like my mother when she did that.

"Yes~ And the beetles are awesome." Cloud said, his voice laced with sarcasm.

"Cloud~" A whine sounded, Bright.

"Fine. Fine. Fine." Cloud growled lightly.

"So when do people go to bed again, it slipped my mind." Scarlet asked.

"Next June." Cloud snapped, a sarcastic laugh escaping Scarlet's mouth. I'm starting to get the vibe that those two might be as bad as him and Yannah. In my experience they weren't together often so I was unsure of their relationship.

"In… three hours… share stories?" Cindy stated, small murmurs of agreement split the air and it started… whatever it was.

"What about truth or dare?" Babul suddenly asked.

"Later, it's more fun drunk. Remember, I bring a camera and it is hysterical to rewatch it." Yannah replied.

"Okay… my turn first though, then we'll go clockwise."

(Meant to live- Switchfoot)

"No… can we just talk?" I asked, I really was not a fan of either but… talking was better than stories.

"Sure… hey, anyone ever read War and Peace?" Cindy asked.

"No… I have no interest in books."

"I started but… no."

"No." The rest chimed, I had a feeling I didn't have to answer.

"Jay, have you?" Never mind.

"Yes, I have, I just look at a page and I can read it… even though all I see is black." I snapped at her

"Don't have to snap at me." Cindy mumbled

"So… is it time yet?" Scarlet asked, receiving multiple glares I assume because she just gave a sigh.

"Hey, can we play that game, gold fish but strip wise?" Cloud suddenly asked. A million female squeaks erupted and then Yannah just growled, "No dumbass. I have horrible luck and off all things, I will not undress myself in front of boys."

"I agree with her." Cindy stated.

"I was only offering… I mean what are we supposed to talk about? Make up and boys? Yannah, if you even think of saying yes then I will scream."

"Yes."
Cloud just slammed his palm into his forehead making a loud smacking noise. "You didn't scream." Yannah noted.

"Yes I did. I did it mentally, so you see, you couldn't hear it unless you know me. Which obviously you do not." Cloud stated.

"Yes I do. I even k now all of your humiliating little stories you hide." Yannah retorted.

"Guys, you can make-out later just not know." Cindy broke in. The two started to make chocking sounds as if they would rather die than do that and Cindy just gave a cold chuckle.

"I thought Cloud was dating Bright…" Poppy stated, confusion written in her tone.

"They are, those two just act like a married couple half the time. Fun to pick on em when the time arises." Babul filled in.

"Plus, they act as if it's new so it's just fun to watch the expressions they give." Cindy added happily.

(Collide by Howie Day)

"Finally! A song I like!" I stated, flinging my arms in the air.

"Of course I added this one. It's one of my favorites as well. I didn't know you liked it though…" Cindy said.

"Who doesn't like this song?" I huffed, giving a frown.

"Me." It was Babul.

"I swear, I don't know you." I stated, starring in his direction. Collide to me was one of the best songs ever made and to not like it… was not normal. Now I understand why he's even in the mental institute.

"Yes you do. You spoke to him, so you know him." Scarlet stated. I gave her a confused look, "Speaking to him doesn't mean that I know him…"

"Yes it does."

"No, it doesn't."

"Yes."

"No."

"Shut it, before I stuff a sock in both of your guy's mouths." Cindy's snapped, and literally snapped her fingers to grab our attention.

"Who's sock? And is it clean?" I asked.

"Mine, and no. I would never touch your sock. You're a boy so who knows where its been." Cindy stated.

"What is that supposed to mean?" I asked, my eyes narrowing.

"Just what it sounds like." She replied, probably giving a smile.

I just gave her a scowl, hoping that would be enough to explain what I was thinking at the moment. That conversation dropped quickly and grew into another one.

"So… what do you listen to Jay?" Cloud asked distantly.

"Most of the famous female singers and a bit of the male. Not the biggest fan of rock either." I replied, trying to figure why the other was distracted before a loud pop the , I must admit, scared the living shit out of me.

Suddenly I yawned.

"God! How much sleep do you need!" Cindy complained, before giving a large exaggerated sigh.

"24 hours a day." I responded.

"Figures." She growled, giving a glare in my direction.

"But… that's all day." Yannah said, a bit confused at the moment before getting it.

"Aren't you so smart." Cloud said sarcastically.

"Yes I am. Glad you admitted it, idiot." Yannah replied, a smirk glowing off her face. Cloud gave a heavy sigh, "I think you messed the name calling up a-bit. I'm pretty sure you're the idiot, not me."

"No… You just said I was smart, that's the opposite of idiot, idiot." She explained.

"Fine, thanks for the compliment smartass. Now if you will, your majesty, leave while you still have legs." Cloud suggested. Yannah said calmly, "I doubt you could hurt a fly mister. Let alone me. I'm a league above you. So try it. I dare you to."

"Guys, no blood shed, 'kay. Do it tomorrow, out of my room. I don't want to explain why there is blood on the floor and one of the two of you is hurt or dead. That just makes me look bad." Cindy broke in, again.

"Fine… fine. Fine." Cloud muttered, Yannah just went with silence.

(How to save a life by The Fray)

The three hours passed slowly with joking, arguments, and a bunch of worthless threats.

The last thing I remembered doing was dragging beer can to my lips and swallowing the foul liquid.

My eyes blinked over to welcomed black. Something was different though… really, really different. I suddenly noticed the warmth next to me. Instantly knowing what it was.

A body. Someone was sleeping in the same bed as me. Not right.

Now, most guys might have tried to see if they were clothed or what not, but I was weird-ed out at the time so I just shoved the person right off the bed into a lump that let out a squeak.

Cindy.

"What the hell were you doing in my bed?" I growled at her.

"Apparently, getting shoved off." She snapped at me. I almost smiled, she was cranky. Good. Won't have to deal with a morning person this morning then.

"Well you try waking up to someone right next to you!" I growled at her,, giving a huff and glaring at where she was supposed to be, hint supposed to be.

"You know, glaring at the floor won't change anything right?" Cindy stated.

"Well, I would have been glaring at you if you weren't so damn quiet and moved!" I snapped at her before getting up and grabbing clothes to go get changed.

As soon as I walked up to the door it flung open and I practically did a face plant in the floor, just this time it came to me or the likes.

"Ready to see what's on the camera!" Yannah yelled in complete happiness.

"God damn it Yannah, it's the morning! Later!" Cindy snapped at her.

"Cranky ass." Yannah mumbled before walking away.

Finally I noticed the pain and made an 'Ow' noise before walking out. Thankfully, I didn't have a hangover. Surprise there aye?

Short, yeah the original was longer, but… my dad 'magically' deleted it, damn dad. So net's fixed (yay!) the cable man must of thought we were idiots because what actually happened was that my dad forgot to plug something in. They said it was the ruder (sp?) and would take a month or two to buy a new one, hint the last chapter…bad news- I no longer can use Microsoft (Damn parental controls) until I get my dad to fix it so, please speak about any and all mistakes you find…

I did not proof-read this one, I said right after net was fixed well that was a couple hours ago and I was pushing it off, then bam thirty minutes left on the laptop so this was very quickly written to get it up today, when my net was actually up… next chapter is about what is on thy camera, enjoy?

Oh yeah, the songs are background music and just completely random, also gives more to converse about :P