I hate Zero.

No, that's not right. No matter what he does, or doesn't do, I could never hate him; I love him too much. Ever since I was little I did, even though I didn't understand what it meant then. Even when I realized what it meant and what others would say, I still chose to love him as I did. I couldn't stop. I didn't want to stop.

My head hurts from thinking about everything. I feel like shit. I probably look like shit right now. My eye feel so puffy. Well what did I expect after all the crying I've done over the past few days?

I'm so glad I came outside, though. The fresh air really calms me down and takes my mind off of Ni-san-

"Disgusting"

Oh.

Tears began to well up in my eyes again.

"Hey, are you okay?"

Why are you here?