~Bella's Pov~

I watched with a smile as Paul carried me out of Emily's house.

His smile down at me made my heart race the closer I held onto him.

His gently tone caught my attention quickly, "Heads up, big brother alert," And with that I was down to my feet and close to his side.

I narrowed my eyes as I watched Jacob heading towards up, huffing and puffing from running.

When he made it right in front of me I took in his expression as he looked me over.

"You ok Bells,"

I rolled my eyes, and crossed my arms across my chest. "Oh so you remembered me, that girl must have been finished with you huh," I muttered.

Jacob threw Paul a death glare now, "You told her, I was going to explain this to her later,"

Paul shrugged with a cold look at him, "She asked me where you were, and I told her, what you wanted me to lie to her,"

Jacob growled rubbing his face, but turned back to me with a pleading look.

"Bella, please understand, I have no control over this at all, if I could I wouldn't have imprinted, but this doesn't mean that I'm going to forget about you, I promise,"

I shook my head, looking away from him. I didn't want him to know how much I feared that he would forget, and just leave me alone, but then again I had Paul.

I turned to Jacob with a tight look. "You're my brother, I've depended on you for years, but now, I'm not your number one priority; she is,"

Jacob swallowed, his hand running through his hair as he looked down. "You're still important to me Bella,"

My heart pained at his words, and I staggered for a minute, but Paul's arm came around me in that moment; helping me stay on my feet.

I smiled up at him, feeling better knowing that I had someone to keep me up, and keep me going, he was my new protector; he was here for me no matter what, while Jacob had his new person to watch over.

But I had to get this all straight so I knew for sure of how Jacob felt, and know if I should let him go or not.

"It's her, or me,"

At that Jacob and Paul both stared at me in shock.

"Y-You can't expect me to pick between the two of you,"

I narrowed my eyes at Jacob, "I do, and you better decide fast who it's going to be,"

Paul held me closer to him, looking down at me with concern.

"You know who I have to say," Jacob tears filling in his eyes with anger, and pain.

I looked away tears sliding down my cheeks.

Paul's growl sounded, pulling me completely to his chest, and holding me comfortingly.

I let myself cry silently, hurting more then I could have imagined.

"Bella, it's going to be ok," Paul's sweet voice soothed me.

I wiped at my tears, looking up at him.

"Are long as I have you,"

Paul gently kissed me, his hand stroking my cheek with a worried look. "I'm here for you, forever,"

My heart again began to race, and I felt the pain slowly fading away to just a pin prick, and finally I was able to turn and face Jacob with a hard expression.

He crumbled to my feet looking up at me, tears falling from his eyes.

"Then you can just worry about that girl, and just forget about me, I don't want you to even bother trying to be my brother, you have a new person to worry about,"

Jacob grabbed my hands looking up at me in horror, and agony.

"Please Bella, don't do this,"

I ripped my hands away.

"I made up my mind, stay away from me, forever," I spoke each word with the power of a true alpha.

Jacob now was sobbing right before me, and turned away from us phasing, and running into the woods.

I sighed out, letting tears come to my eyes again.

Paul quickly picked me up; curling me into his arms like you would with a small child.

"Bella shh, you know you need Jacob still, he's your brother,"

I shook my head, closing my eyes as I leaned into his chest, needing to feel that I wasn't alone.

"I don't need him, I have you; you're all I need,"

Paul sighed, kissing my forehead.

"You know this is just a sibling fight, things will be fixed up in a few days,"

I shook my head slowly as Paul began to walk us down a small dirt road, on the way to his house I was sure.

"I doubt it, as long as he puts that girl before me; he truly isn't being a brother, family comes first Paul, and now that girl does,"

Paul sighed, holding me closer.

"I'm so glad I don't have a younger sister that still around,"

I raised a brow with a slight laugh.

"I didn't know you had a sister,"

Paul shrugged. "I didn't either, but apparently my father fooled around with some woman in Forks, and had a kid, the woman kept the kid, and won't come no were near the reservation,"

I thought about this. "How long ago was this?"

"A few months after I was born,"

I nodded, resting my head on his shoulder.

"Do you want to meet her some day?"

Paul slowly shook his head. "Never,"

I wondered for a second as to why that was, but I didn't say anymore, this topic of discussion seemed to bother Paul.

I wasn't sure if I would ever Jacob, and I didn't know if I even wanted to.

Sure he was my brother, but why forgive a brother that; if you were lying on a floor dying, and a few yards away this girl is dying, he would go to her first, while you lay there and die.

I didn't want a brother like that, I wanted one that would look after me always, and always put family first. Like Paul, but I loved Paul way differently then a brother.

I wanted to be with Paul forever, he was the only one that truly would do anything for me, and would always put me first.

Was that so wrong to want?

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