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Magnus POV

Faster than lightning, I gathered my things and drew a Portal. I was mostly calm on the outside, but on the inside I was screaming.

Alec Alec Alec Alec Alec

I fell into the Institute, in the hall. I heard people crying, someone was speaking hysterically to me.

But all I could see was him.

Alec's prone body lie on the floor in his fathers arms. His face was white as a sheet, and if I couldn't tell by the shallow rise and fall of Alec's breath, then I would've thought the boy to be dead.

"Can you guys get out of the way?" I asked quietly.

Somehow, everyone seemed to hear me, backing away from Alec like he had a disease. Even Robert who wiped his eyes when he thought no one was looking. I guess even a man as coldhearted as him could cry over his hurt son.

My father didn't. Neither of them.

Moving toward Alec as if I was in a trance, I lifted up the body of my ex-boyfriend. He was lighter and colder then he should've been, but I wasn't going to lose hope. I quickly moved toward the infirmary, holding him close to my chest. Alec's eyes were shut tightly, as if he'd been in pain when he was electrocuted.

I placed him on the bed, and tried to keep from screaming.

"I didn't think we'd meet like this again Alec." I said softly, though I was sure the other residents of the Institute could hear me clearly. "Its almost ironic. I fell in love with you here...and now..." I swallowed thickly, almost unable to see him through the tears. "Come back to me now baby." I placed my hands over his chest and got to work.


I worked until I could no longer stand. I collapsed to the floor from pure exhaustion.

"Young one. You should not deplete your magical energies like you just did. Its not healthy."

I snorted. Young? "Well, he's someone I care about so I kind of have to."

"Boyfriend?"The silent brother said in my mind with something of a smirk to his "voice".

"Not anymore."

"But you still love him. Don't you?"

"It's complicated. But yes."

"When you really love someone, you must do everything in your possession to keep them. No matter the roadblocks, true love is only found a few times. Do what you must, Magnus Bane."

"Thank you." Most Silent Brothers knew me well enough that they gave me advice. It was funny, but useful I supoosed.

I slumped against the ground, but someone hauled me up and dragged me out of the room. "What are you...Simon?"

The young vampire was stoicly carrying me out of the room. "Magnus you need to rest. You're dead on your feet."

"Why are you doing this for me?"

He smirked. "Because I consider you a friend. And its what Alec would want me to do."


Simon forced me to eat something, and then practically put me to bed. I was exhausted though, so i woke feeling somewhat rested if not still extremly stressed and worried and Alec Alec Alec Alec

I needed to check on him. Was he okay?

I quickly got up and stumbled out of my room. Unfortunatly, i collided with someone. Jace.

"Bane." he said, refusing to meet my eyes.

"Really, Herondale? Are we on last name basis now?"

He flinched, and finally looked up at me. His golden eyes were sad and he looked worn out. "The only reason i'm not reaching foward to strangle you is because Alec wouldnt want me to."

"Jace... i.. look you dont undersatnd -"

"What don't i understand, Magnus? This?" He pulled the collar of his shirt down to show me his faded parabatai rune. "I understand that Alec, my parabatai, my brother my best friend. Is almost dead. Why did you break his heart, Magnus."

"Look Jace. You're young. By mortal and immortal standards. You dont understand the full complexity of living like i do. I will possibly live forever and Alec won't.

I quickly walked away so he wouldnt see me break.


When i recovered myself, i went to check on Alec. I was nervous, but i knew that if i didnt see him my heart would literally beat its way out of my chest. In the Infirmary lay Alec, looking as still as ever, but maybe with a tad more color to his fair skin. I pushed his black hair out of his eyes and just stared at him.

I didn't even notice Isabel in the room until she moved. I nearly jumped out of my skin. "Magnus..." she ventured.

"Oh, so you don't hate me?"

"i couldnt hate you. You've saved our asses more then i could count." she said.

I offered her a weak smile. Izzy looked even more tired then Jace. Her dress was wrinkled, her makeup smeared. She was barefoot and her hair was tangled.

"So how is he?"

"The silent brothers said he was stable and somewhat healthy. It's sort of like a mundane coma." she sighed. "Now we just have to wait for him to wake up."

"Well that's good...right?"

"Magnus... I can't lose another brother. Max and.. what if Alec never wakes up?"

"If i can help it, you won't."


I told Izzy to go sleep because she looked dead on her feet. So i was alone with Alec. I listened to his heart beat, making sure it didnt falter.

"Alec... Aku cinta kamu. I love you."

A/N: Sorry if this wasnt very good, but i tried! Please erview, maybe you'll see an update tomarrow, haha! :D School starts for me on Tuesday, so once that happens, updates probably wont happen everyday :'( But hopefully i will still be able to update a couple times a week! Much loev!