Chapter 9: Family Trust Is Sensitive

We woke up and we decided that family isn't just emotions and 'being there for each other' it's having fun too! "Don't you think that we should be looking for everybody else? I mean I believe in having fun but…" I questioned, "If Lightning's there, they're fine, she wasn't just a part of the cocoon army for nothing" Snow told me confidently.

I realized that Lightning WAS a superior fighter to everyone so far, "But I noticed she gets flustered around you but I don't know why…" Snow realized, "I mean you challenge her in everything she excels at Seby…" Snow said as he lay down with his hands on the back of his head, I cocked my head to the side "What're you talking about Snow?" I smiled as I thought he was joking, "Well, as a fighter you are AMAZING for your age, you challenge Lightning!

And as for everyone else, we wouldn't have a chance against you, as a leader, you take charge, even from Lightning and she always likes to be in charge, but numerous times you've made her chicken out of a fight with you…" Snow made me realize, "sit down" he told me as he patted the spot next to him, I sat down and observed us both, "wow, we're really beat up" I realized.

"HEY!" Snow exclaimed set that navigator thing to a nearby town and we'll go to a firework show!" he suggested, I did as he suggested and set the navigator to the nearest town. "We have like an hour before we get there" I told him "what should we do?" I asked as I walked towards him, but suddenly he pounced on me and pinned me down, "wow you tend to do a lot of pinning me" I told him as I smiled nervously.

"Well I like to be in control" he winked at me perversely, "well sorry but for one, you're like 8 years older than me, two, you're a guy, and three,… well that would just be awkward" I smiled at him sarcastically. "C'moooooon, you can't say you haven't thought about it" Snow said as he inched his face closer to mine "Did we not say that we were like brothers? Wouldn't this be incest?" I chuckled nervously.

"You didn't answer my question, have you thought about it? Just one kiss c'mon!" he pleaded "Snow, NO, STOP!" I yelled, but he caught my face and planted his lips on mine, my eyes went wide, "no,hmhhmhm" I muffled but he wouldn't stop, he just kept his lips on mine, his body getting closer and closer making me more and more uncomfortable, finally I pushed him off of me in anger.

I jumped on him and punched him in the face, with all my strength, he looked shocked, "WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!" Snow shouted, I stood up and pointed where our kiss happened "whatever happened there, that's my problem!"I shouted. "You lost Serah for like three days! AND ALREADY YOU'RE ABOUT TO GIVE UP ON HER! ON YOUR PROMISE!" I yelled furiously, "WHAT? TOMORROW YOUR GONNA ACT LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW ME? YOUR GONNA LET ME DIE, JUST GIVE UP?" I shouted in pain and anger.

Snow just laid there in astonishment, "Look Seby, I'm sorry" he apologized, he walked towards me, his arms extended trying to get a hug, "I… I haven't given up, I just…I just needed the love only Serah gave me, and I thought you could replace her…" he said ashamed trying to get me to hug him, "No…." I told him sadly, "I can't…I can't trust you anymore …" I shoved his arms away.

I walked away in pain and changed the coordinates to the navigator to find another PSICOM ship. "We might as well find a new ship to see if anyone knows where Lightning and the others are…" I said avoiding all eye contact with him, before we knew it, it was nighttime, as Snow laid down expecting me to lie next to him, I sat in a chair and crossed my arms to keep me warm. "Goodnight" Snow said to me, "mhmm" I said coldly to him as I drifted off to sleep, with my trust for Snow slowly disappearing overnight… Will things be the same again? ...