okay couldn't resist posting another chapter tonight... sorry if im posting too fast lol... ENJOY :)

Chapter 9: Small Moments

"Are you mad at me?" Jason asked, when he headed back into the kitchen and Jane was quietly doing the dishes. Jane continued doing the dishes, Jason frowned and quickly grabbed her by the wrist.

"Come on, Jane sweetheart, talk to me."

"I can't," Jane pulled her arm away.

"I think you and that Grant guy are more than just old friends."

"I told you Jason, I don't want to talk about him."

"He broke your heart, didn't he?"

"Please Jason, I'm not going to talk about this," Jane felt her eyes stinging, threatening with tears.

"Fine, fine, but I'm here for if you ever want to talk about it," Jason sighed and went into the guest bedroom to watch his son sleep.

Jane grunted and dried her hands, sitting down on the counter, her face being covered by her hands, "Damn you Joey."

Jane took the cell phone out of her pocket and dialed Maura's number.

"Hey Jane, what do I owe this pleasure?"

"Joey came over just a few minutes ago."

"Joey Grant, what is he doing back in Boston?"

"He said he was done in D.C, now he's back."

"And what exactly is the problem with that? You're in love with Jason, right?"

"I don't know Maura, I messed up, I let Jason get away from me and now he's back, and Joey kept on leaving me, but now he's back. I haven't been this lost since Hoyt," Jane frowned. "What should I do Maura?"

"It's sounds like a very complicated situation, but you do have a son with Jason, and Joey and you have been dating on and off because he lived in D.C. A pro and con list is a very productive way for you to make a correct decision if you're ever confused."

"Pros and cons, damn Maura, why didn't I think of that?"

"Why do you think I don't decide things with my heart?"

"I need to start doing that," Jane smiled. "Me and you need to get together soon Maur, feels like we've been too occupied in our romance lives."

"Agreed, do you want to go out to the Robber tomorrow, just us?"

"I think I'll like that, anyways, I really should go talk to Jason, he thinks I'm mad at him."

"Alright, see you tomorrow then. Hope things work out for you."

"Yeah, me too, bye Maura," Jane said and then hung up the phone. She took a deep breath and slid off the counter.

She went into the guest room, and noticed Jason laying down on the bed next to Matthew.

"Jason, we need to talk," Jane told him softly. He nodded and slowly left the bed, closing the door on his way out. He leaned against the door.

"Yeah?"

"I'm not mad at you. I'm just confused about this whole Grant thing."

"You do still like him don't you?" Jason asked, softly, afraid of the answer.

"That's why I'm confused, I almost loved him, and if you didn't show back up in my life I would probably be dating Joey."

Jason nodded, "So what do you want to do about it? Want me to go live with my parents, until you get things straightened out?"

Jane shook her head, "I don't want you to leave Jason, I want you. I was never really in love with Joey, and we have a son together."

"So you don't want to date him?"

"He lost his chance, about two years ago, when he told me that we should just be friends. It broke my heart, but I dealt with the fact that I was just going to be alone forever."

Jason pulled her close, "You are never going to be alone again Janie," he ran his fingers over her cheek. "I love you Jane."

Jane nodded, "I love you too Jason," she looked up at him as he lowered his mouth on hers. She moaned as his tongue ran over the bottom of her lip, and his hands ran down her back.

"I want you Janie," Jason pulled back, resting his forehead on hers.

"I know," she nodded out of breath. "I want you too, but we can't."

"Yeah, I know," Jason sighed. "It is really hard to resist you."

"Same goes for you," Jane replied, running a hand through his hair. "But that's how Matthew happened, remember?"

"You got to admit that was a very amazing night."

"I never slept with Joey before, if that makes things better."

"Oh, trust me, that does," he kissed her softly. "Whenever we are ready for a night like that again, I have a feeling it's going to be great."

"Me too," Jane smiled, kissing his neck. He ran his hand up and down her back, kissing down her neck, nipping at her collarbone. "Jason," she moaned as she backed up against the wall.

"You taste good," he looks at her with a grin.

"Then why'd you stop?" Jane asked. Jason grinned, and grabbed Jane's hand pulling her towards the couch.

They sat down next to each other, and Jane moved her hair out of the way, as Jason continued kissing at Jane's neck.

Jason slowly lowered Jane down on the couch, brushing his lips against hers, "You look great in that position," he whispered in her ear, sucking gently at it.

"Jason..." she sighed and Jason pulled back with a look of confusion on his face. "What if Matthew wakes up?"

Jason shrugged, "Hmm, I almost forgot about our son. Do you want to continue this later?"

"Not really," Jane frowned, "But we have to before we get too carried away."

"Of course," he pulled her up to a sitting position and wrapped his arm around her waist. He kissed the top of her head. "I'm glad things are less confusing for you now."

"Yeah, me too," Jane smiled, kissing his lips softly. "I love you and frankly I couldn't be happier."