Should've kissed you there
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes
Instead of run in place
I should've called you out
I should've said your name
I should've turned around
I should've looked again
Nathan shuts his phone off and puts it back into his pocket before Jimmy could see him, he found Brooke and unfortunately he also found the person who caused all this chaos. He was now on the floor next to Peyton and Lucas, and he had to admit he was scared shitless, what the hell was he supposed to do when a gun was ready to be fired? He messaged Haley and had to lie, he knew she would be worrying and telling her, he was in danger would drive her mad and he didn't want her doing stupid things, but as he looked around, he realized he was the one who done a stupid thing.
Peyton tries to focus on anything but Lucas, Brooke and the gun. She doesn't even have her head up because her eyes drift and see things she doesn't want to see, but her and her stupid mind do it again and she lifts her head up to see the gun on Brooke's head, then to see Brooke's face, tears filled in her red eyes her mouth shut and even without needing an x-ray she could see, her heart was broken, Peyton couldn't help but feel guilty and selfish for kissing Lucas but she couldn't control what she felt and proof that she couldn't control her feelings was what she felt next, when she saw what Brooke's eyes were staring at and really not even staring but digging into, she followed her gaze which ended on Lucas, who wasn't ashamed to be seen with tears in his eyes, his face filled with pain and his heart wide open wishing he could do something for Brooke, you just can't control your feelings Peyton thought looking to the ground her body filled with anger and jealousy.
Lucas thought this could be a dream that he would wake up soon to find himself in 4th period finishing off his English work, but then he looked into her eyes and every single feeling he felt in his body told him this was so real and trying to deny it was the stupid thing to do. Lucas sighed and tried to let go of Brooke's gaze but he couldn't, he kept looking at her hoping she could read his eyes, im sorry he was trying to say, even though there was no use, Brooke right now was being hold at gunpoint because of him and he, he had been so stupid with his actions that he wished it was him in Brookes position and she was safe and sound. Lucas was about to whisper to Brooke telling her he would try everything to help her, but before he could she stopped looking at him and her eyes went to the floor, each tear drop falling down, stabbing his heart.
Brooke let her mind wonder while still looking at Lucas, but then she saw his mouth about to move and she put her head down, afraid to see what he would whisper and unsure on how she would react.
I done this for you Brooke thought, when she saw Lucas's face, she saw all three of them, Peyton, Nathan and Lucas and she wondered where Haley was but remembered how Haley was acting when she ran into the school, and she couldn't help but feel bad that she made Haley feel that way and Haley probably wanted to go in but Nathan went instead, she smiled in her heart, if she ever got out she owed them everything because they cared.
