I stayed in the bathroom until the plane landed, the sharp jolt of hitting earth jumping me out of my daze. I stepped out of the small room, eyes fell upon me as I walked to get my bags and leave the aircraft. Once outside I almost choked, the sudden frosty winds stinging my skin. I bit my tongue, standing next to Clint as we got our luggage and slowly made our way to the base.
'Hey, Steve, you ok?' Clint asked me. We were inside now, it was cold but better then outside. I looked up at him, giving a nod to say yes. 'You sure? You locked yourself inside the restroom for 4 hours' Clint said, claiming the bottom bunk bed next to mine. I started to slowly unpack my things, laying our my clothes and sorting out my bed. 'Just a bad dream, I'm fine' I say, looking up at Clint and giving a wide, fake smile. He sighed, deciding not to push the subject. 'Ok well lets get going, Fury wants you to tell him all you know about Hydra' he said, patting me on the shoulder as he walked past me.
I hang my head, I could hardly think about Hydra let alone talk about them. But I can't refuse an order. I followed Clint, making our way to the room were Fury was waiting. I sat down in front of him, fidgeting with my jacket to keep from looking him in the eye. 'So Rogers, tell me everything you know about Hydra' Fury started, sitting down at his desk. 'I want to know details, what they did, why did they do it, did they achieve anything?' I looked up at him, my lip caught in between my teeth as I clench my jaw. I release my lip, tasting blood in my mouth. 'I know as much as you do sir, I wasn't there at the end of the war. I don't know what happened after I.. was frozen' I say. He sighed, 'well that's a shame, because after you became a human ice cube, all information on Hydra was lost. They buried everything and scattered, and now they have come out of hiding. I want to know who they are working with' Fury groaned, knowing he won't get much more information out of me.
He sent me away, to work with Clint and Natasha. We spent most of that day gathering as much information as we could. Turns out Fury was right, after Red Skull disappeared and I was lost. Hydra lost there courage and surrendered. Destroying all evidence that they were even there.
Red Skull...
The thought gave me a headache. The three of us had returned to base, Natasha and Clint had quickly climbed into the shower to clean up, and do other things. I took my time, Red Skull wouldn't leave my mind. What if he was the one that was organising this? Hydra would follow him, and he would build them into the cold hearted army they once were. I shivered, laying down in my bed and attempting to sleep. I closed my eyes, my body slowly giving out. My body relaxed as I wrapped myself in my blanket, there seemed to be a cold draft in this building. My mind began to slip into unconsciousness. Flickers of Loki and his warm embrace filling my mind. I drifted into a deep sleep, smiling wide.
'I don't love you, I never did you mewling quim' Loki glared down at me, he had just struck me down using his powers. I stared wide eyed up at him, tears beginning to form in the corners of my eyes. 'Loki please.. don't do this! I love you!' I cried out, reaching out to him. He snorted, kicking my hand to the side as he walked away. He stood next to a man, a very familiar man.
'R-Red Skull?!' I choke out, staring up at my old enemy. Loki was right next to him, smirking evilly down at me. I stared bewildered at them, Loki? Working with Red Skull? No, I don't believe it… I won't!
I stood up, stumbling away from them as I ran. Ran as fast as I could. I didn't want to watch them join together. Didn't want to watch Loki become my enemy again. I looked over my shoulder, unable to stop from looking back at him. What I saw made me stop dead in my tracks. He was on his knees, his arms chained above his head. Blood dripping down from the iron cutting into his wrists. I stared wide eyed as Red Skull dragged a nail across his exposed chest, causing Loki to cry out in pain as blood spilled out of the wound.
I couldn't move, watching Red Skull torture Loki in front of me. All I could hear was Loki's cries of pain, my vision locked on the drops of blood leaking out of his countless wounds. Red Skull turned around, a wicked smile spread across his face as he stared at me. 'So I have gotten your attention? Good, now come and get me' the end of that sentence ended in a whisper, Red Skull dove a dagger deep into Loki's chest, twisting it violently and making him scream.
I shot up in my bed, thankful for not screaming this time. I shook my head, 'just a bad dream, just a bad dream.' I continued saying that, as I quickly got dressed. I headed outside, usually I would shy away from the cold blast of a winter storm. But right now I needed it.
I found a small ledge, sitting down and leaning back. I let out a heavy sigh, my breath coming out in white fogs. 'Hey, couldn't sleep?' a voice broke me from my trance, turning to face Clint. I looked at him, a small smile coming onto my face. 'Nah not realy, you?' I shifted to the side so he could sit next to me. He chuckled, 'Tash is terrible when it comes to sharing a bed, she hogs the blankets.' He smirked at me, elbowing me in the gut. 'Hey remember when we first met?' he shook his head and laughed. 'Yeah I remember, you tried to shoot us out of the sky' I laughed with him, relaxing back against the cold ledge. 'Yeah but in my defence, I was under Loki's control' he said, looking at me with a grin. I smiled, nodding my head. 'Yes, it can be almost impossible to break away from his power' I mumble, weakly smiling.
Clint rolled his eyes, 'god I remember the day you two got it on for the first time, HA Tony was not impressed at all.' I looked at him, shaking my head as I start to laugh. 'Sorry, he was drunk and I couldn't stop him. He can be very persuasive' I say, smiling warmly at him. Clint rested his head back against the snow covered ledge, a grin on his lips. 'Well you did it in his office, on his desk. You should have seen his face when he walked in to get something for Bruce' Clint was laughing loudly now, the memory obviously a huge joy to him. 'I was occupied, and it's his fault for not knocking!' I exclaim, laughing along with him.
Clint nodded his head,, folding his arms behind his head as he stared up at the sky. 'Hey Steve, can I tell you something?' he asked, amusement replaced by seriousness and a touch of worry. I looked at him, 'of course you can, you're my best friend. You can tell me anything' I say, smiling at him. 'I-I think Tash is pregnant' he mumbles, keeping his eyes towards the sky. I held my breath, not sure what to say. 'Uh, sorry?' I say curiously. Clint suddenly looked at me, 'no don't be! I wouldn't say this but, I want a family. A big family, and a family pet, and I want to marry Natasha' he said, sitting up and staring at me.
A smile broke across my face, 'that's great then! Congratulations' I gave him a soft hug. 'I don't know what to do though, how do you look after a kid? How will I be a good father, I mean I'm going to be terrible' he spluttered, running his hands through his hair. I smile at him, looking up at the sky. 'You will be great I'm sure, it comes naturally.'
We lay there in silence, each thinking of different things. Clint was picturing his perfect life, marrying Natasha and having this child, living in a big house, family pet, normal life. He let out a heavy sigh, smiling warmly at the thought. 'Yeah, I think I'm going to like this' he whispers, more to himself then me. I smile at him, glad he was living a great life. My thought were running all over the place, thinking about when I first met Clint, how I thought he was an enemy. A chuckle rose my throat, boy was I wrong. Then my thoughts carried on to the time me and Loki had sex on Tony's work desk. I smiled briefly, that had been fun… And messy.
'L-Loki? What are you doing' I stammer, Loki had his hands rubbing against my chest as he laid sloppy kisses against my throat. I swallowed deeply, I could smell the bitter scent of alcohol in his breath. He chuckled throatily, his hands sliding down to my nether region. I gulped, my back pressed roughly against a closed door. The handle digs sorely into my lower back as Loki jerked his hips against mine, his arousal pressing into my thigh. 'Loki you're drunk' I say, pushing Loki away at arms length.
Loki smirked, licking his lower lip as he looked me up and down. 'But Stevie I'm so horny for you, please just let me fuck you' he asked, his eyes showing full innocence and his lower lips puckering out in a pout. I swallowed again, he was simply alluring looking like that. But this is wrong, two men don't do this! Back in my time if two men did this it was a crime, highly frowned upon. But something about Loki made me re-consider such actions, maybe it was his charm? Or his lying tongue, whatever it was I found him simply irresistible in his drunken manor.
I leaned back against the door, my hands releasing him. Loki grins widely, his hands darting out to unlock the door. He pushed me inside, already tugging at my clothes. I walked backwards into the room, my backside hitting a hard desk. I look around, realising we were in Tony's office. 'Shit, Loki, this is Tony's office, we can't be i.. oohhh' I didn't get to finish my sentence. Loki was on his knees, my cock in his mouth. How did he undress me so fast? I looked up quickly, making sure the door was closed.
I rocked my head back, moaning as Loki deep throated me. My elbows resting back against the table as I lifted my body to sit on the edge. Loki began working his mouth around my member, his tongue sliding teasingly around it. 'Nngg, Loki, w-we can't do this here' I whisper, but my body says otherwise. My hips buck forward, and a deep growl erupts from my throat. Loki grins around my throbbing cock, his tongue gliding across the underside of it. I moan, looking down into his green eyes, they were dark with lust.
Loki pulled away, rising to his feet and shoving me down onto the desk. I felt objects digging into my skin, I wiggled around and heard the sound of several different items falling to the ground. Loki quickly undressed himself, pressing his naked form against mine. I groaned at the contact, my skin feels prickly and hot. I looked up at him, urging him to continue. Loki smiled, pushing my legs apart to get a better view of my body. I have never felt shy about my body until now, watching Loki stare down at me, licking his lips and chuckling. It made me nervous, what do we do now? How do two men have sex? Loki seemed to read my mind, 'same sex relationships are very common on Asgard, in fact my brother had a sexual partner who was a male. That was before he met Jane, but still' Loki grinned down at me, his fingers already slick with his spit as he made his way down to my entrance. My eyes flew open, that's how men do it?! But it's so dirty! I tensed up completely when I felt his index finger begin prodding my hole. Loki slid the finger in slowly, wiggling it around slightly. I gripped the sides of the desk, a soft cry escaping my lips as he slipped in a second finger. I rocked my hips against his hand, feeling his fingers brush against my prostate.
'Ugh, god Loki!' I moaned, dropping down onto the desk and wrapping my legs tightly around his waist. 'F-fuck me, please' I whimper, biting my bottom lip. Loki smirks deeply down at me. Licking his lips, he removes his fingers and quickly spits into his hand. He slicks his length with saliva and positions himself at my entrance. I cried out loudly when he entered me. Locking my arms above my head, he licked his lips groaning in pleasure. 'Oh Steven' he muttered, licking up my neck as I shivered in lust.
'Please… move!' I begged, though I knew Loki was only teasing. Soon enough he began to thrust into me with new vigour, his hair slick with sweat as our body's slapped together in deafening pleasure. I could have fought back, his strength was nothing compared to mine, yet I wanted this. I desired to be dominated by the man, both in body and mind
'Loki…' I murmured in pleasure, eyes rolling back as I felt him quicken his pace. This wasn't slow, filled with love, this was needy and hot.
Drunken fuelled and animalistic.
I enjoyed it.
'WHAT THE FUCK?!' a loud voice screeched from the doorway. Loki slowed, but didn't stop. He briefly looked over his shoulder, staring at a very red, very angry looking Tony. 'Ah, the man of iron, what brings you to our love making?' Loki asks, a smirk playing across his lips. 'Care to join us?' he asks curiously, finally stoping his slow thrusts. I lay there, wide eyed, trying to push Loki of me. 'I.,. You.. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY OFFICE!' he yelled, his voice cracking slightly at the end. I sat up abruptly, pushing Loki away as I begin spewing apologies to Tony.
A hand struck me across my chest, shaking me out of my thoughts once again. I turned to face Clint, secretly thanking the gods that I hadn't gotten too excited from those thoughts. 'Hey Steve? I was thinking, after this whole thing is over, I mean. Once we figure out who the bad guy is this time, defeat him, then go back to waiting around' Clint started, looking around. 'I.. I'm going to ask Natasha to marry me, and I want you to be the best man, I mean if you want to be…' he smiled at me. My eyes lit up, a grin breaking out across my face. 'Of course I would!' I exclaim, patting him on the back. 'Also, if Tash is pregnant, I want you to be the god father' he said, giving me a serious look. I stared at him, smiling warmly. 'Wow… Thanks Clint, that means a lot to me.'
There was a crackly noise, and then a voice rang out through the walkie talkie Clint had brought. 'Rogers, Barton. Inside now' it was Fury. I nodded my head to Clint, we both got up and headed to the base. 'So, don't say anything ok?' he asked, just before we got inside. I smiled at him, placing my arm around his shoulder and hugging him. 'It's our little secret' I whisper in his ear, just as the door closes behind us.
