Gasping, moaning, whimpering... All sounds quickly faded into the emptiness, ringing in his ears with an intense heat. There was something incredibly needy about the way Sasuke was acting. Naruto fell back onto the mattress with a breathless gasp, not expecting to be pushed down with so much force. They had made it to the top of the stairs before the blond was thrown into the closest guest room they came across, but he didn't have the breath to protest as the other's lips came down on his fervently. He parted his lips immediately to grant entrance, but even that didn't seem to satisfy the Uchiha.

He wanted to voice his concern and to do this with a feeling of relief, but after Sasuke had not replied with "I love you too" it only worsened his guilt and paranoia. Before he could begin to ask the raven-haired boy why, he found himself succumbing to his spontaneous advances.

Sasuke pinned him to the mattress by his shoulders, crawling into the space between his legs as his tongue hungrily explored the hot cavern. A moan escaped into the kiss as Naruto tried to free himself by arching his back with a sudden jerk. His fingers curled themselves into the satin beneath them, eyes closed to take in the sweet taste with his tongue's slow and tentative flicks into the other's mouth.

Even when his body was ready to give in, the pleasure slowly creating a warm haze, he still couldn't shake the unsettling feeling that kept a constant pressure on his chest. He turned his head to the side to break the kiss, only to have his shirt pulled over his head, leaving no time for wasted movements.

"Sasuke! Wai—ahh!" He gasped in surprise as the older boy slid his tongue down the length of his slender neck. Deft fingers started on unbuttoning his pants while he continued to plant small, slick, kisses along his jaw. "Please! Slow—hn!" Naruto bit his lip to keep the pants and slight moans from escaping into the empty room, but it seemed that Sasuke was not in the mood for patience, even if his behavior was unbefitting of him.

Pale hands caressed and explored the younger boy's torso appreciatively, occasionally running his thumbs over his hardened nipples and making him arch his back with another surprised gasp before their lips met once more. Naruto's could feel that his lips were becoming slightly swollen with every forceful lick and aggressive bite that eventually began to trail back down to his neck, reddening his sensitive skin as Sasuke ran his nails down the smaller boy's sides.

"Ahh!" The blond yelped with a slight shiver at the mingled pain and pleasure that shook his body. It wasn't like Sasuke to be so insistent towards him; in a way it seemed that he felt more assured when Naruto responded to his forcefulness rather than his usual gentle nature. It was still difficult not to be enamored with the Uchiha, even when he was being, somewhat, unlike himself. He was still as beautiful as always and looking at him only entranced Naruto even more.

He dug his fingers into the silky charcoal locks with a nervous twitch as he felt his pants being tugged away from his hips. Sasuke sat up for a moment, breaking all contact as he skillfully unbuttoned his shirt without wasting any time and tossed it to the side carelessly; there was something especially determined about his actions that made every movement seem premeditated, but not any less hurried. Naruto inhaled sharply as his eyes roamed over the perfect figure above him. He never knew that he could be this attracted to a man's body, but Sasuke had always been exceptionally striking, even before he knew he loved him.

The blond's hands rose to touch the other's stomach tentatively. His fingers gently grazed across Sasuke's pale skin before reaching the bottom of his chin. The Uchiha remained frozen, his eyes staring down at Naruto with an undecipherable expression that was able to soften the harsh glare in his features. For a moment, their movements stopped as Sasuke gazed listlessly at the blond beneath him with a mild trace of curiosity in his eyes. Slowly, as if any sudden movement would break the silence, Naruto brought the raven's face down to his, avoiding the inquisitive stare before planting a soft kiss against his lips.

His heart jumped into his throat when he felt Sasuke lips move against his as he brought the older boy down to his pace. With a shaky breath as they parted into a chilling stillness, Naruto chanced to speak once again. "Sasuke... I— hey!"

Before he could utter another word in protest, Sasuke had grabbed both of the blond's hands and pinned them down beside his head. Finally, he was forced to meet the suspicious gaze that had been burning its trace into his skin since he returned home. The dark eyes above him were still as enticing as before, yet there was a clear feeling of distress that was more readable than Sasuke, probably, wanted it to be, but, nonetheless, it made him seem more restless.

"Where were you today?" the question was abrupt, and so demanding that it had completely caught Naruto off guard

"W-why are you asking me this again?" he asked with uncertainty. He didn't want to sound as if he had anything to hide, but to ask something like that in a situation like this was only making Naruto feel more anxious.

Without another word Sasuke leaned in and bit down on the blond's shoulder, making him flinch from the sharp stinging that followed as he trailed up his neck. Naruto shut his eyes tightly, trying to find the words to form some sort of answer so that the pain would cease, but everything had become too jumbled and confusing for him to focus anymore. Sasuke's hands let up their hold on his wrists and began to trail their way down his torso, his nails lightly scratching at the blond's skin.

The air around him became heavy with a scorching heat that burned his skin to the touch. His body was getting hotter, but the pain and discomfort were quick to negate the pleasure he was supposed to be enjoying. "S-stop! Ahh... Sasuke!" He panted with another arch of his back as the other boy's fingers suddenly began to stroke his erection. His body jerked in response and his chest heaved his gasps through his lungs as the pleasure in the pit of his stomach grew. "Stop!" He pleaded with bated breath, his arms futilely pushing against the other boy to put some distance between them.

The friction ceased along with the painful biting as Sasuke's free hand grabbed a chunk of Naruto's hair and pulled his head up to meet his gaze. He could do no more than shiver, a reaction he had no control over when he came in contact with such a malicious sneer. It almost petrified him to see the anger in his eyes. "Where were you?"

Naruto bit his lip, trying to find some form of kindness, something he could take in for his own comfort. How could he open up to someone he wasn't even sure he recognized anymore? Where was the Sasuke that had been so concerned for him? Where was the sympathy that he had only shown to him? Was he no longer that special?

He closed his eyes tightly, severing their silent stares that only pushed him into a further state of apprehension. There was no way he would be able to talk to Sasuke like this, not when he maintained such a cruel demeanor. It was a selfish thing to expect that Sasuke should have been kinder to him, especially when he did not deserve that trust; it was slowly eroding away and he knew it was, but he didn't have the courage nor the strength to stop it.

This is all I'm good for...?

His fingers slowly grasped the sides of Sasuke's face, his eyes finally chanced to open, though he felt as if the other's gaze no longer reached his. He pulled the older boy in, closing their narrow distance and plunging his tongue into the other's mouth. Naruto was forced back onto the mattress, his actions quickly dominated by the resuming flicks of Sasuke's wrist, making the blond squirm in his confusion.

There was a hot prickling sensation against his skin that burned throughout his body. A part of him wanted Sasuke to continue as he did, making the younger boy buck his hips absentmindedly, though another part of him felt an immeasurable sense of guilt. Naruto bit his lip as Sasuke continued to lick and bite at his exposed flesh, if only for the fear that his protesting would bring about that uncomfortable question again. Was he really doing this to distract Sasuke from the answer?

Sasuke's free hand reached to the nightstand beside them, wasting no time as he rummaged the drawer before finding what he was looking for. Naruto kept silent, painfully swallowing his shameful moans as he continued to jerk him off; though, it did serve as an effective distraction until he realized just how far it was going to go.

A slender digit pushed against his entrance, sending a violent shudder that literally made his body jolt, letting out a strangled cry. "Wha—AHH!" He could not keep his voice contained as Sasuke's finger, which had been slicked up already by some sort of creamy substance, slid into him with no regard to his obvious discomfort. "What… is that?!" he managed to cry out, his eyes screwed shut and fingers digging violently into the silky comforter. The invasion was anything but pleasant; it stole all the breath from his lungs and took every ounce of control he had not to instinctively fight against it.

"It's just lotion. It's in all the rooms," Sasuke answered callously, not helping to put the blond at ease before he started to move his hand.

"AHH! ST—Nn!" Naruto bit down onto his tongue in order to keep from shouting at the Uchiha to stop. He could do this. He could withstand anything as long as he didn't have to answer to that dark stare any more.

The air was cold against his skin, especially since Sasuke had not bothered to press against him to supply any sort of warmth or feeling of true intimacy. It seemed as if he was focused on pulling a reaction out of Naruto, but did not bother to offer him any form of solace. Naruto tried to remain still, though the rough motion made the invasion all the more unpleasant. "P-please…!" He wheezed breathlessly as he reached his hand up to lightly pull on Sasuke's chin.

"Please what?"

"Kiss—Nnh!—Me!" He pleaded. He couldn't make it through with his own discontented thoughts by himself. There had to be some form of assurance that would lead him to believe that everything was going to be okay. Don't make me go through this alone!

"AAAHH!" His scream tore through his throat. His hand had been slapped away as his head was pushed back into the pillows while another finger was forcefully added. The air escaped him and the slight burning turned into a searing fire that shot through his abdomen. His fingers moved inside him, scissoring slightly, stretching him slowly, and making him writhe uncontrollably in pain. "Don't—Mmn!" He caught himself, quickly slapping his hand over his mouth to forcefully keep his demands from being heard.

"What was that?"

He shook his head vigorously before throwing his head back into the pillows with a stifled cry. It was his first time so of course he was going to feel discomfort, but, somehow, that thought was not enough to make him feel any better. With a little more force, the third finger was inserted, with his screams successfully muffled. There was no doubt of what Sasuke was going to do to him, and he felt as if he should have been more excited for what was about to happen.

Despite the feeling that his entire body had been set ablaze, it made the fact that there was so much space between them even more apparent. His hands, uncertain of whether to touch the other boy or not, unfolded and hid all of the blond's face from view, shielding the reluctant tears that forced their way through his closed lids.

I can't do this! I'm scared! He could clearly hear the sound of their bodies colliding repeatedly through the reverberating of his own erratic heartbeat. It was uncomfortable, discontenting, and wrought destruction on what little self confidence he had left. His tears were still hot in contrast to the burning of his skin; he could feel them rolling down his cheeks while his fingers tried to wipe away their existence.

Suddenly, his wrists were seized and pulled away from his face, the pain suddenly disappearing altogether. He blinked a few times in order to clear his vision, focusing in on the evident glare from Sasuke as he pinned Naruto's hands to the bed once again.

"Be honest! What are you trying to say?!"

The words were caught in his throat, but he could feel that they were still on the verge of bursting out before he could hold them back any longer. "Please..." He wheezed uncomfortably as he turned his head to break eye contact, "Please stop! I can't... do this!"

As if expecting the answer, Sasuke had already pushed away from the blond and stood at the foot of the bed, throwing Naruto's clothes at him while fitting his arms through his sleeves.

"Wait! That doesn't mean I want you to go!" he pleaded, pulling his t-shirt over his head hastily. "I just..."

"You just what?" Sasuke asked plainly, his eyes glancing at him indignantly.

"Couldn't..." he admitted, his fingers suddenly digging into the comforter in frustration. "I don't want you to leave."

There was a tense pause where he felt as if he could look Sasuke in the eyes. It probably had something to do with the fact that he actually was being honest with himself. There was nothing he wanted more than to be brought closer to Sasuke in ways that no one else ever could but, when he started to feel lonelier as things progressed, he knew it wasn't the way he had wanted it to go. He should have been comfortable, not scared, with what was bound to happen.

Sasuke's eyes remained calm, keeping his gaze fixed as his fingers worked even faster to button up his shirt, but seemed significantly less hostile than before. Finally, he sighed with a shake of his head, "It's not that I don't want to stay, Naruto. I just feel as if I should be expecting a call soon." Leaving the blond confused, but in no right mind to ask the proper question, he turned on his heels and headed for the bedroom door.

He stopped at the entrance to the hallway with a quizzical look before glancing back at Naruto with something that may have resembled a small smile before he said, "I love you too."

The door closed behind him, leaving the blond in complete darkness, too astonished to move. Hearing him say it was overwhelmingly comforting, yet he knew that not everything was okay because of it. There was something on Sasuke's mind that was bothering him enough to change the way he was acting. But, at the end of the day it seemed that his feelings for Naruto had not changed. However, that did not change the fact that he had become so forceful, and that Naruto had denied the only person he could ever imagine himself being close to.

I'm going to ruin us...