Chapter 10: The Ask and the Answer

"Bella, may I have a word with you?"

I turned to see who spoke. Santiago.

"Of course." I said shyly, following him from the chamber.

"So, the Mind Reader was not so kind to you?" He said carefully.

"While I was human he was. He was very courteously; A gentleman really. But I think when I became a vampire, the thing he hated most, he was heartbroken."

"And this 'Edward', was he your mate?"

I gasped, embarassment flooding though me, " Oh, no. It was never like that."

"Iapologize for being so outright, but the question was on my mind since you arrived."

"I understand. With him, I always wanted more; and he, less. So we never really discussed that aspect of our relationship."

Santiago nodded, as if deep in thought.

"And, now that you have left him, what are your feelings towards him?"

"They are...confusing." I spoke carefully, "I care for him, but it is not as strong as it was when I was human."

"I can understand that. When we become vampires, our emotions intensify. So, if your feelings did not, perhaps they were as strong as they were ever meant to be."

I nodded slowly, " And now that I am here, I can feel my emotions towards him slipping away. Like they were never there."

"Isabella, you speak wisely for one so young." Santiago spoke, his accent becoming more pronounced.

I laughed," Well, my mom always did say I was born middle aged."

He chuckled deeply, "We all have our quirks."

Santiago paused for a moment, " Forgive me for asking, but may I join you in your chambers this evening. I would enjoy continuing our conversation at a later time."

"I don't mind at all. Thank you for asking."

"You are very welcome Isabella. Untill tonight, ragazza dolce."