Hi all, so anyone miss this? I decided to end this soon after a bit more whomping on Nick this chapter. This is pretty much a filler as I said in prologue she is unconscious three days. Day four she awakens.

Not sure how much more but prob only a few chapters.

"If it helps I blame myself too Nick" Joe whispered. It had been a half hour since anyone spoke after Nick went to his chair.

"Why? You didn't say…" Nick questioned and Joe shook his head.

"That's why, I never got the chance to advise her" he said.

"This is no more your fault than it is his Joseph" Stella interrupted.

"She's right, let's face it, Frankie fell because she is convinced she can be Jonas's princess and still live a normal life, she can be famous and still have to make friends the old fashioned way, but she can't have both" Macy added.

Nick nodded. "Yeah but…I still feel as her big brother I should have…I don't know been more helpful, I gave her the dumbest advice ever" he said.

"Nick…."

"Shut up okay! Just shut up everyone, I don't care what you all say don't you get it, I never care okay cause your all idiots half the time" he hissed.

That shut everyone up and the four moved away. "Fine then, man you are so not fun, only time I think I even like you is onstage" Joe hissed.

"Yeah, I'm glad were no longer dating, your just a jerk with a good voice just like you said" Macy added.

"Stop bothering with him, Nick doesn't even deserve our lectures" Stella said and they all sat away from him.

Nick woke with a start as Joe shook his arm.

"Mom and dad are here, they said we can see Frankie" he was saying.

"How…how long was I asleep?" Nick asked.

"About an hour and a half, you dropped off about ten minutes after you sat back down" Stella said.

Nick nodded and stretched. "Okay, well you all go see her, I'm going…" he said and Kevin and Joe lifted him out of his chair.

"Your going with us Nicholas and don't bother trying to break free, we can carry you there" Joe said firmly.

Nick nodded. He saw his friends and brothers still liked him and he sort of wished then his dream was real.

'I don't get it, I just hurt everyone, I've hurt every girl I ever met and who knows how many times I snap at Kev and Joe…yet they all still love me…I don't deserve this' he thought.

Nick allowed himself to be escorted to Frankie's room and when he saw her he gasped.

"Frankie! Frankie, I'm so sorry!" he cried.

"Nick wait, she can't respond to you, didn't you hear us say…." Sandy said and the look on his face was her answer.

"On baby, I don't think Frankie…honey the doctor said she may never wake up" she said and started to sob and Tom grasped her shedding his own tears.

Everyone in the room was crying then. Nick let his own tears fall as he grasped Frankie's hand.

"I am so sorry kid…I don't deserve to be your brother…I don't deserve to even live for all the hurt I cause" he whispered.