Hinata POV
I woke up on a couch and my head cradled in someone's chest. I froze scared that it might be Kageyama when I realized it couldn't be. I looked up to see Kenma's face and started to feel bad. I've been causing too much trouble to people again. I started to get up when I felt someone softly push my head down. Kuroo shushed me and motioned for me to go back to sleep, as I went back down Kenma pulled me closer and I sighed feeling safe.
1 hour later
I wake up again feeling refreshed after the sleep I was able to make up after not sleeping for the past 2 weeks. I sat up to see Kuroo and Kenma walk out of the kitchen, Kenma on his phone like always and Kuroo holding him by the waist from behind. Kuroo turned around to see me and waved, Kenma noticing Kuroo moved looked up and smiled.
"Morning Shoyo! Breakfast is ready! Kuroo made it so it's good!" Kenma started to walk towards the table and sat down. I stood up and smelled miso soup. After thanking Kenma and Kuroo for letting me stay at their house I started to walk around the park. After an hour and my hands had frozen I went back home, I went up the stairs when I stopped seeing a pissed off Kageyama waiting for me at my door. He turned around glaring at me and stomped towards me, he grabbed my arm and took out my keys from my jacket pocket and unlocked my doors. I still was in shock when Kageyama had pulled me into the room, he was about to start yelling when he noticed how cold I was.
"Dumbass you're so cold what were you doing all night? Staying out? Go take a shower and warm up! I'll make some soup for you." He pushed me towards the bathroom and started to get in the kitchen, I started to take my shower as I started to remember Kageyama kissing the girl. After I finished shower I made sure that my hair was dry so I don't have to bother Kageyama anymore. I went out to find Kageyama in the kitchen over a pot of soup, I pushed him aside and started to attend to the soup.
"Kageyama I got it you can go home thanks for getting the soup ready," I said coolly as I didn't look at Kageyama. Kageyama suddenly grabbed me by the shoulders and looked me dead in the eyes.
"WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOU DUMBASS! YOU DIDN'T COME TO HANGOUT FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND THE FEW WEEKS BEFORE THAT YOU KEPT ON SAYING YOU WERE BUSY! WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG!"
"I was just busy with things over the past few weeks what are you so angry about?" I replied trying to remain calm.
"WELL, OF COURSE, I WOULD BE WORRIED IF MY BESTFRIEND WAS TO DISAPPEAR ON ME! I WANTED TO INTRODUCE YOU TO SOMEONE AND YOU J-" I got angry when Kageyama almost said that he was about to introduce his girlfriend.
"I DON'T CARE IF YOU GOT A GIRLFRIEND! THIS IS WHY I WASN'T THERE AT YOUR PARTY! I SAW YOU MAKE OUT WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND SO I LEFT!" I screamed back as I started to wipe away tears, Kageyama softened for a split second before he went back to glaring and confusion.
"WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU CARE IF I HAD A GIRLFRIEND OR NOT! IT'S NOT LIKE SHE WOULD GET IN THE WAY OF US HANGING OUT OR ANYT-"
"IT'S BECAUSE I FUCKING LIKE YOU!" Everything froze as the words came out of my mouth, I started to panic as Kageyama just stood there not saying anything. Kageyama suddenly looked up with sad eyes and I knew what he was going to say next. It was the same look as someone when they would say how they couldn't be friends with me anymore or how they couldn't be bothered with me anymore. So, all I did was get ready for pain.
"Hinata," Yup it's coming I thought as I clenched my eyes "I just don't see you that way… I'm… straight. That's why I have a girlfriend" Somehow Kageyama saying that sounded like he was trying to convince himself more than he was trying to convince me. But I just hung my head in shame and looked at the ground.
"I'm sorry to be rude but can you please get out?" Kageyama started to protest when I looked at him tears running down my face. He slowly got up and walked towards the door taking one last look at me before I closed and locked the door. I slid down the door and started to cry loudly, I didn't care if the neighbors heard or if Kageyama heard I just need it all out. So I cried harder, I cried for all the times that someone said they couldn't, I cried for all the times that I couldn't and I cried for love. Why is there no one who's willing to love me?
Kageyama POV
What the fuck did I just do?
Ok I wrote this right after failing a test and I started crying and feeling sad and depressed but I felt so much better after my friends helped me out. If anyone is feeling depressed or sad or anything talk to a friend or a trusted adult to make sure you're ok. Thank you for reading!
-Cyina
