Started writing this while still listening to frozen, went to work, came home, had four drinks then started writing again, now I am losing my buzz and getting hungry but the chapter has ended, So I have poster. Read and review 3 chapter in just a few days that deserves something, right?

So please, it is no fun writing for ghosts I might as well stop again.

10/04/14 10pm

EDITED 22/04/19


I chuckled quietly and stood up gathering her in my arms and heading towards my bedroom. She was still wearing her full uniform and cloak hadn't even slipped off her shoes. I got her as comfortable as possible taking off her shoes and cloak and then got myself ready for bed slipping in beside her. She wrapped herself around me and we drifted to sleep together.

(Hermione's POV)

The next few days passed nicely, I watched as Ron, GInny and the rest of the school got more and more… rattled up, I guess. I could tell it wouldn't be much longer before someone started something and I was sure it was going to be Ron. I was actually surprised he had kept his mouth shut for this long, it had been over a week and I swear I could see his ears growing redder and redder every time we passed in the halls or were in class together. I was also sad to say in the last ten days the morning sickness hadn't gotten any better and I was even starting to get sick at dinner instead of just in the morning. I had gone too see Pomfrey on Saturday, well we had…

****** flash back*********

"Ahh Miss Granger what can I do for you?" She said as we entered.

"Hermione has been getting really sick and we want to know if that's normal?" His concern obvious.

She frowned slightly but nodded. "It is not unheard of, some women don't get sick at all during their pregnancies, others it is just certain smell and with some any little thing can set them off. Do you get sick often before?" She asked and I nodded thoughtfully.

"I used to get carsick all the time and I can't set foot on a boat without throwing up." I grimaced, the rumours were getting pretty bad, I was hoping to keep this between us until I was showing, but already people were saying things. I had, had some luck with the charm research but I would need to get Flitwick to look at it before I even thought about using it.

"See it isn't unheard off, however if you are getting sick that often, I will suggest you start taking these potions," she said rifling through some cabinets. "I have made some up for you already and will make some more, these were for later in your pregnancy but are fine to use now, they just boost your vitamins, hydration, iron ect… To help you stay healthy even while you are getting sick so much. Like a muggle IV." She pulled a handful of vials with a purple coloured liquid out of the cupboard. "It is for pregnant woman and vomiting diseases to keep people healthy so it has no smell."

She brought them over to the bed and laid them on the table next to us.

"Thankyou." I said even though I was pregnant I was sure I was losing weight with how sick I was getting.

"No problem and as long as you are hear I was hoping we could have a proper appointment, I was going to ask you to come in on Wednesday, but if you are here now.." She trailed off.

"Yes that's fine, I would love to get any information I can get, there isn't much available on teen pregnancy in the library, trust me I've checked." I said with a laugh, it was true, I hadn't been able to find anything so had ordered several books from the shop in Diagon alley, but it would be another several days before they were delivered.

Madam Pomfrey laughed and then nodded, she summoned a privacy screen to surround my bed so if anyone entered they wouldn't be able to see me. She then asked if I was sure that I wanted Draco to stay for which I nodded.

We then proceeded to find out that I was almost exactly eight weeks along and my due date was march 14th of next year, it some ways it seemed so far away, but then it was only seven months.

*********** End of Flash back ***********

Draco and I hadn't slept together, with how sick I was and it being our final year we just hadn't yet. Not only that but I guess we were both kind of avoiding it, as much as I wanted to change my memory of the events that surrounded what sex is for me, at the same time I was sort of scared and Draco was too, I don't know of what but I could tell he was scared. We still slept in the same bed every night, still in his room. I haven't been able to sleep in my room yet, but I am getting better I have been in there a few times, each time for a little bit longer then the time before. I was making progress, also getting better with people. I mean I had never been a people person before all of this, but afterwards everyone had started to scare me, now however I would face a classroom of peers without shutting down, well not really but I could last longer than before, I mean it had only been a week.

No one had said a word to me about Harry, Dumbledore had said that it was going to be released that he was travelling abroad, taking a break after the war. Taking some time to find himself, blah, blah, blah…. It worked for me, sure there was stares, whispers and people pointing behind hands in the corridors, but no one had actually talked to me and that's all I cared about.

It was Thursday when the volcano that was Ron finally erupted.

He grabbed me roughly in the hall, pulling me into an empty classroom.

"Hey!" I yelled, pulling my arm from his grip and looking around.

"Please Hermione," Ron almost begging. "Please just talk to me, I don't understand, I thought you were my best friend, I love you. Where is Harry, please just tell me what is going on?" He eyes were what did it, they tipped me, he had been one of the most important people in my life for the last eight years, how could I just leave him? I felt so guilty I started to cry, I just couldn't help it.

"I'm so, so sorry Ron I will explain everything. I never meant to forget about you or leave you out of everything. I just so much has happened. I promise I will explain it all." It was at that point that Draco caught up to us and boy did he look pissed.

"What is going on here?!" He yelled Ron was on his knees and I was crying on the floor, he came and knelt behind me wrapping his arms around me. "What did he do to you?" He whispered shotting a glare at Ron.

"He didn't do anything" I sniffled, "Just showed me how selfish I've been." Which started me bawling all over again. I took a deep breath then look at Ron steadily. "Meet us at the Heads dorm after dinner tonight and I will explain everything." I said standing up, tears still falling.

He looked scared, but nodded, he had always hated it when I was crying. "Promise?" He whispered.

"Yes Ron, I will tell you everything I can, but you have to promise not to tell anyone." I said seriously.

"If it means you will explain all this crap to me I will take an unbreakable vow." He replied just as seriously.

Ron left the classroom and I turned hugging into Draco, I just, Ron had no idea what was going on, any of it and I just shut him out, stopped talking to him one day. I was punishing him for what, not seeing what no one else could see. Ron had never been sensitive and I had hidden everything the best I could, did I really expect him to be my knight in shining armour? For him to rescue me from my personal hell. With two days one of his best friends had dropped off the face of the earth and the other had stopped talking to him completely. I just I know how I would feel if it was the other way around and I needed to fix it. It wasn't fair, once Ron had all the information he could choose what he wanted, if he still wanted to be friends or not…. But it was his choice.

We didn't go back to class after that, I just honestly couldn't stop crying and it was only a single of D-A-D-A we had both finished our papers and I didn't have the patience to listen to some snob try and teach me what I already know.

Once back in our room we laid on the couch in front of the fire and it wasn't long before I drifted to sleep, head in Draco's lap while he read some novel and played with my hair. I woke to a bang at the door with my stomach grumbling, I was now alone on the couch.

"I'll get it," Said Draco as I sat up straightening my skirt, I'm sure I looked like crap, but honestly it was Ron and Draco, they could deal with it. Draco Opened the portrait and I stood up, I was going to need food for this… At least to start it.

I went into the kitchen and thought really hard on what I wanted opening the fridge.

"Hey Ron," I said sitting down with my food, a glass of water levitating behind me. "Sorry I fell asleep and missed dinner so I'm eating now. Did you eat Draco?" I doubt he left me hear alone to go eat.

"Yes, Love I ate while you were sleeping." He said kissing my forehead and sitting down next to me.

"Ron are you okay," He hadn't said a work, he just nodded looking shocked. "What?" I asked.

"Mione you know I love to eat, but umm what the hell is that?"

On my plate was half a grape fruit along with several large pieces of pizza topped with, chicken, cheese peperoni and mushroom and three pieces of fried chicken on the side, yum.

"My dinner." I answered biting my lip. I saw Ron looking over my shoulder and turned to see Draco waving his hands, he dropped them immediately and smiled at me.

"Ahh okay, right." He said nodding. At that point my stomach grumbled and I choose to ignore them and concentrate on my food, hopefully I would get to keep it tonight. We sat for a few minutes in silence as I ate.

"So, ahh. What's been happening?" Ron said as an attempt to lighten the mood I guess.

I swallowed and looked at him. "First of all, Ron I'm so sorry, I never meant for any of this to happen." I'm not exactly sure why I was apologizing, I mean obviously I never wanted this to happen. "But you have to understand what I'm going to tell you, you need to promise not to yell or scream and you have to promise it won't leave this room through you. If this story gets told to the public, it needs to be by me, on my terms." I said and he swallowed loudly nodding. I loved Ron, but I knew he wasn't good at keeping his mouth shut. "And I'm sorry but I need you to take an oath, not an unbreakable just, well it will prevent you from talking about it without my permission unless the person already knows."

"So this shit is real serious?" He asked and I elbowed Draco as he laughed.

"Yes Ron, please?" I almost pleaded.

He rubbed his face with his hands before nodding. "Okay let's do this. Wait what do I have to do exactly?"

"Just say, 'I do agree' once I finish the spell," I said pulling out my wand. I muttered to myself as I swished and flicked my wand the nodded to Ron.

"I do agree." And with his word a blue light surrounded us both before disappearing.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Asked Draco.

"Yes, it's not fair on him." I took a deep breath. "Ron what I'm going to tell you won't be easy for you to hear, but I need you to listen to the whole story then at the end you can do whatever you want, scream shout, break things, ask questions… Okay?"

"Merlin Monie what have you guys gotten into, with everything we have ever done I've never seen you like this." He rubs his face with his hands again and then lets out a long breath. "Okay, let's do this."


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