It was a nice day in the spring village, the sounds of the villagers reached the mansion Ayu and Yayoi lived in(Idk if they live together). Ayu was out enjoying the day with Ayame while Yayoi stood inside, staring out the window. He hadn't gone out in a while, being depressed was never easy. It should have been one of those normal mode swings people would have but...was he really depressed?
Last Yayoi checked, nothing bad really happened to him. Sure his heart was broken when Ayame took off with Ayu, but that wasn't really anything now. His body felt like shit, not wanting to move from his bed or bother to even sit up. His thoughs dated back to his mother. Anger built up inside of him with sadness. His mother hated him, yet she begged him to kill her to prove he loved her.
What mother would ask such a thing?
"Yayoi?" The familiar voice of a white haired ninja came from his door. The blond opened his eyes, starring back at him were a pair of green ones. "Oh, you're awake. I'm sorry to bother you but Ran seems to have a problem...Could you help him?"
"Whatever...Bring him over." He knew about Ran's feelings towards the Spring Village, and made exuses every so often to come over—surprisingly he had good manners when staying over at the mansion.
"H-hey, Yayoi..." Ran's voice came from his door. Still laying in his bed, Yayoi lifted his arm and motioned Ran to come over to his bed.
The white haired ninja's heart froze, his feet stuck to the floor. Yayoi was asking him to go over to his bed, where he laid, nearly half naked. Bitting his lip, Ran made his way over to the taller blond. A slight feeling of heat touched his face as Ran's knees touched the floor in order to look at Yayoi.
"U-Um..."
"What do you want? I'm not in the mood to do anything right now." Yayoi coldly remarked, "I shouldn't even be living." Ran looked towards Yayoi with a strange look. What did he mean 'I shouldn't even be living'? He indeed should! Yayoi was handsome, he was Ran's crush after having heart ache from Ayame. Yayoi was his light—and as a child who was rejected by his own village, and being called a "devil" child, sending his days in darkness—he loved everything he stood for, and here he laid saying he wasn't even fit to be born?
"What do you mean by that? You should be living!" Ran shouted, "You've been able to do some much more then I have when growing up, if anyone should be depressed it's me!"
Yayoi looked towards Ran, he felt angry and sad. Ran didn't know what he had gone through in his childhood and the cheerful attitude he had was something Yayoi wished he had.
"I've be shut out by my mother, hardly raised by my father, and shunned by my own village! What makes you think you have every right to be depressed?!" Ran was now crying his eyes out. "T-Then me having to deal my mother's beatings till this day and heartache!"
Yayoi was eyes' widen at Ran's words. His mother beats him till this day? "R-Ran..." He reached a hand out towards the white haired ninja. His eyes became puffy as his cheeks were red, tears standing his cheeks. His eyes looked broken, leading to the broken person he was inside.
Yayoi's thumb wiped away tears streaming down from Ran's eyes, staring into them, admiring their beauty. Suddenly, the comfort of his bed touched his back with Ran on top of him—arms wrapped around him. Tears stained his chest, Ran's sobbings filled the room.
"Ran..." Yayoi's hand ran through Ran's white hair, kissing it slightly—seeing Ran like this made him realize how much the smaller male needed love. Even though Yayoi was suffering from Heartache as well, maybe he and Ran could give each other love to recover. His arms wrapped around Ran's waist, "Listen."
"W-What..?"
"You and I both suffer from Heartache and depression, only you know how to hide it. We could live of each other's love and happiness in order to gain back what we lost..."
"I-I really do love you, though, Yayoi...I only want you to be in love with me back...S-So—!"
Yayoi planned a kiss on Ran's lips. It didn't matter, he wanted Ran to show him love, make him fall in love with him. This depression he had whisked away as Ran's lips slowly kissed back, carefully following his movements.
"Then teach me to love you, make me fall for you every time your name is mentioned." the taller blonde spoke, "Help me get you out of heartache and let me help you in return with whatever you ne—" Ran looked away. Something touched Yayoi's chest, his eyes looked down, a small grin appeared on his face. "Well...That didn't take long."
"S-Shut it! I'll...I'll help get out of this depression. So long as you make me feel as if I'm needed—I don't care how, just make me feel needed." Yayoi nodded his head, nuzzling his head into the crook of Ran's neck, light kissing it.
"Deal."
