A/N: Little chapter for you guys. Sorry it's only a little, I just had to get some Zammie in for you but it turned out a bit of a filler… I'm sorry, stay with me for more action in the next chapter! ;)

Loving the reviews. Read+Review please if you have time!

So I now knew Zach's mom had tried to kill me, I knew Zach had been my almost boyfriend, I knew that I'd run away to find answers about my dead dad… but I still didn't understand who I was.

I couldn't sleep at all that night. I tossed and turned. The bed was too springy, the covers were too smothering and the nightmares were brutal.

'Shh, Cammie it's just me!' I woke with a start at the sound of Macey's voice.

'Do you want to go outside for a minute? You're burning up' Macey asked with genuine concern.

I nodded weakly. I raised my sweaty palm up to my throbbing head. My throat was sore and my hands were shaking. 'You look awful Cammie!' Macey exclaimed.

'Thanks Macey' I replied sarcastically as I forced my aching limbs out of bed.

As we began walking along the corridor that was of course empty at five in the morning the silence was too much to take. 'I had a nightmare' I shrugged.

Macey stayed silent. I wasn't sure if it was an invitation to continue talking or a sign that I should shut up.

I decided to carry on talking. 'I was in the… room… tied up, Catherine, she was hitting me. She was making me stare at this stone, but I couldn't see what it said but it made me break down whatever it was and… and…'

I suddenly realised we'd stopped walking and Macey's arms were around me.

'Don't think that this makes us okay with each other' Macey warned. Then laughed. 'I'm still mad at you for leaving, even if you don't remember it'

'Okay' I agreed smiling weakly as Macey drew away from me.

'And also, you must never tell anyone about this, I don't tend to show my caring side often, you'll find out for yourself soon enough' Macey grinned.

'I'm sorry Macey' I sighed. 'I wish I remembered you properly'

'Well maybe it's a good thing that you don't remember how much of a pain I was when I first came here' she laughed as if she had some kind of private joke with herself. Her face suddenly turned serious 'you know we won't forgive you straight away though, especially Bex, she's… hurting'

'Bit like Zach then' I shrugged. 'I just don't understand, I don't feel like the Cammie I used to be, I'm not her, I'm a new person'

'I don't believe that' I turned quickly to face Zach who'd come up behind me.

'I'll leave you two to talk' Macey began edging back down the corridor. 'You should take Cammie outside, she's not feeling too good'

Zach nodded. I tried to ignore the fact I was in my comfiest pyjamas and my hair must have looked like a bird's nest and concentrated on the fact that Zach wasn't even fully dressed in his sweat pants. His t-shirt was seemingly absent, exposing his toned body.

'Did you forget your shirt?' I asked sarcastically.

'Well I didn't really imagine I'd been following a girl around the school at five in the morning' Zach shrugged.

'So why are you exactly?' I asked raising my eyebrows.

Zach suddenly looked uncomfortable and I had a feeling he was admitting to some deep secret as he replied 'I hotwired your bed'

I rolled my eyes. 'I'm perfectly fine Zach; I don't need you watching over me'

'I'm afraid you don't have much choice' he retorted. His face suddenly softened 'I let you leave once; I won't let you leave again'

His face was so close to mine that he was out of focus. 'I'm not Cammie anymore Zach' I said as his hands entwined with mine. 'I'm a new person, a bad person, a person that doesn't deserve to be looked after'

'And you think I'm not?' Laughed Zach mockingly. 'My mom tried to kill you remember'

I cringed at his words. 'No I don't really remember as such… but I did read my journal which gave me a clue'

'And you don't care?' Zach asked.

'Nope' I shrugged. 'If I'm the spy I read about then they'll always be people with trying to kill me, whether it's your mom or a stranger it doesn't matter, it's not you'

Zach didn't say anything. He didn't need to.

'You really do look ill' Zach said looking me over.

'It's been said before' I shrugged.

'Maybe I should take you to the nurse?' Zach continued.

'No! Look I'm fine; I just need some fresh air'

We walked up to the airy room at the top of the caste. The wind whipped around my face, the cold felt refreshing against my clammy skin. But suddenly I wasn't on the rooftop anymore, I was somewhere else.

Someone's hand was gripping tightly to mine. I turned around to face Zach, smiling as his fingers traced the grooves of my palm. He was reassuring me that everything would be okay, that we'd stay together. I felt the butterflies in my stomach as his lips pressed against mine, warming my skin. As we drew apart he pulled me up and I noticed the mud caking my favourite jeans.

But then Zach's hand wasn't in mine anymore, I was falling, watching the face of Catherine disappear behind me. I hit the water, my shoulder was suddenly on fire, the pain was overwhelming but nothing compared to the waves that smashed roughly against me pulling me under. I was drowning, I was…

'Cammie! Cammie please wake up!' Zach's voice dragged me back to reality.

'I'm fine' I croaked. I was pretty sure Zach wasn't convinced.

He helped me up, I was shaking, his hands were entwined with mine again, just like my memory, except this time nothing was threatening to separate us. Zach was here with me.

'I need to get your mom and the nurse and…' He started to babble on.

'No, I just had a memory' I replied shakily.

'What was it?' Zach asked immediately.

'Tell me what it was!' Zach demanded again, his eyes piercing into mine.

'How about I show you…' My voice was nothing more than a whisper but as I touched my lips to his I had no doubt that he'd heard me. I also had no doubt that the kiss lasted three minutes and fifty nine seconds and I couldn't tell if it was the girl or the spy in me that realised… but I hoped it was a bit of both.

Bit of a short chapter… I'm sorry; it just felt a good place to end the chapter. I hope this wasn't too bad. Anyway, I now need your help… two friends down and a friend and a mom for her left to make up with. SO, plot ideas please?! I've planned out how she'll make up with the others but I DESPERTLY need ideas… anything?! Your ideas in the past have been so great and really helped with this story! Thank You!