DISCLAIMER: I DONT OW ANYTHING
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"Did she ever mention a headache earlier?" I asked Esme.
"Yes she did. Why do you ask?"
I pointed to a place on the floor.
"Oh dear God!" gasped Esme.
"Love, call 911."
Chapter 8
(Bella's POV)
I opened my eyes. I was blinded by a bright light in a white room. I looked around. Nothing looked familiar.
"Shit! No! No…no… this, this isn't what I wanted!" I cried.
"Bella. Calm down." said a voice. I looked around. Everything was blurry.
"Bella." someone held my hand. Their hand same temperature as mine.
"How are you feeling?" the first voice asked.
"I'd feel a lot better if I could see clearly. I feel like crap." I said.
I laid there. After a few more minutes my vision cleared. I saw I was in the hospital, and Carlisle was there and Edward was holding my hand.
"Bella…" started Edward but Charlie walked in.
"ODing… really Bella?" he said off the bat.
I just looked away.
"Are you going to say something? That's a damn suicide attempt!" he hissed.
"There is nothing to say." I said blankly.
"You are lucky Carlisle and Esme checked on you when they did."
I looked out the window.
"Can I talk to Bella alone please?" asked Charlie. Edward and Carlisle left the room.
He got onto his knees and held my hand.
"Why… why would you try such a thing?" he said as tears slowly fell from his eyes, "You be leaving me, your mom, Phil, your friends, your fiancé, his family, and your child." he said.
"Dad… I thought you knew." I whispered.
"Know what?"
"Dad… my, my baby…died. It was a still birth."
"No one told me."
"Well now you know…and now you know why. I wanted to be happy, like you were every Christmas I came. You know… like you were blessed to have me. I wanted to know how that felt. But now I cant. And to add to it… our relationship has been a rollercoaster of emotions. And right now you hate me again." I said.
"Bella… I don't hate you. I'm just…shocked. It's not like you. Even when you were catatonic when Edward left….you were never like this."
"Care you sure? Because I remember riding a dirt bike, walking over to drunk guys outside a bar, and cliff diving. You don't think that's potentially suicidal?"
"You what?"
"Nothing. Nothing… look I'm sorry. Go back to work."
"I'm going to act as if I never heard any of that."
"Best idea." I smiled.
"God… it's been ages since I'd seen that smile of yours."
"I'm sorry dad." I hugged him.
"It's okay." he hugged me back.
Two weeks later at the Cullen House
"So, everything is cool between you and Charlie?" asked Alice.
"Yeah. The suicide attempt… mental breakdown… incident really mended the wounds in our relationship." I said.
"That only happens to the people who are lucky."
"To live?" I asked.
"Yes and a lot of relationships are broken from the stress of a loved one being suicidal."
"True… after Charlie left… I thought Edward was going to give me shit for it…but he didn't. he came in and laid next to me and held me all through the night."
"That's what he does. He could never ever hurt you Bella. He loves you too much. Wait, I don't have to worry about you attempting suicide or anything right?"
"No… you don't… I think I'll be ok." I smiled.
"Ok… well…how's about we…plan your wedding?" she said.
"How's about toward the end of senior year? It just started." I smiled.
"Fine."
I laughed and Esme walked in.
"Oh it's so good to see you happy." she said hugging me.
"It's good to be happy." I said.
"But… I'm kind of sad that you followed in my footsteps. Bella you have a full life ahead of you." smiled Esme.
"So did you."
"Yes but…"
"But Esme, there is no difference except you are older than me." I smiled.
"You're right. So, what are you girls doing today?"
"Not much of anything to be honest." said Alice, "How's about we go shopping? Bella needs a wedding dress."
I gave Esme the 'save me from that torture' face.
"How about some other time Alice?"
"Fine." she pouted.
Edward came in, "Love… I have a surprise for you… come with me?"
"Edward…"
"You'll love it... Please?" he said extending his hand.
"Fine. I hate how I cant say no to you."
He grabbed my hand and brought me to his car.
OKAY PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT! TELL ME WHAT YOU THOUGHT... NOW TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK SHOULD HAPPEN... HERE ARE YOUR CHOICES...
1. I COULD HAVE THEM GO ON A ROMANTIC DATE TO THE MEADOW
2. CHARLIE COULD WANT BELLA TO MOVE BACK IN AND THAT IS EDWARD'S SURPRISE BC CHARLIE ACCEPTS BELLA FOR WHO SHE IS.
3. THEY COULD GO ON A MOVIE DATE.
4. THEY COULD GO TO A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR BELLA.( she did say Senior year started... soo... it could be September...)
