CHAPTER 10
I went to the terrace and looked at the huge tree in front of me. Scourge, I need you so badly right now. But where are you? You're there with your little chicklings instead of your best friend! *Sighs* I still can't help but like him. I don't know why but I do. I closed my eyes slowly, wanting him to hear me sing my soul out. Scourge, hear me out. Making me sing.
WHEN I LOOK AT YOU
Everybody needs inspiration When my world is falling apart When the waves are flooding the shore
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy
And there's no life to break down the door
That's when I look at you
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you
When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You've loved me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone
When my world is falling apart
And there's no life to break down the door
That's when I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you
I finished singing the song as I open my eyes. I was to look in his eyes. Our faces were so close and our lips were almost touching. Making me blush, I slapped my hand so that I can bring myself back to reality. He's a gay. Why bother blushing if his gay?
"Was that dedicated to me?"
I didn't answer because I was sure that I already sang that. De ja vu? De ja vu?
"Go away. I have no time for you and your handsome face" I said sarcastically as I slammed the door shut on his face.
"I'm sorry, I love you" He said
"I love you too"
END OF FLASHBACK
That was when he wasn't gay yet. I don't know if he is really gay or he's only acting that he is. I just think that he ain't guy
I hate to admit it but, I miss him being a guy and holding me in his arms, kissing me. Have I fallen for him? How about Sonic?
I don't really care about Sonic right now. I need to clear my mind. I need to get away from him. I must, I have to.
But before I do that. I'll have to ask him if he is really a homo. Before I go back to Tokyo, I'll finish this crap now.
I texted Scourge.
"Come here. A.S.A.P"
"We need to talk"
"Before I leave"
Text back, please.
"Honey, we have a visitor"
"Who is it?"
"Erik"
What is he doing here? Dafuq, get him outta here. I hate him. They'll be lovy dovy again. Eeew, gross
"I'll be there"
I went out of my room and went to the living room. I saw that Erik guy smiling at my mom, looking extra fly.
"Hey"
"Hi"
"How are the two of you?"
"Fine"
"Ready for tomorrow?"
What about tomorrow? DAHEQ? Maybe they're having a date or something. I might as well stay with Shane.
