CHAPTER 10

I went to the terrace and looked at the huge tree in front of me. Scourge, I need you so badly right now. But where are you? You're there with your little chicklings instead of your best friend!

*Sighs* I still can't help but like him. I don't know why but I do. I closed my eyes slowly, wanting him to hear me sing my soul out. Scourge, hear me out. Making me sing.

WHEN I LOOK AT YOU

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

When my world is falling apart
And there's no life to break down the door
That's when I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You've loved me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

When my world is falling apart
And there's no life to break down the door
That's when I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you

I finished singing the song as I open my eyes. I was to look in his eyes. Our faces were so close and our lips were almost touching. Making me blush, I slapped my hand so that I can bring myself back to reality. He's a gay. Why bother blushing if his gay?

"Was that dedicated to me?"

I didn't answer because I was sure that I already sang that. De ja vu? De ja vu?

"Go away. I have no time for you and your handsome face" I said sarcastically as I slammed the door shut on his face.

"I'm sorry, I love you" He said

"I love you too"

END OF FLASHBACK

That was when he wasn't gay yet. I don't know if he is really gay or he's only acting that he is. I just think that he ain't guy

I hate to admit it but, I miss him being a guy and holding me in his arms, kissing me. Have I fallen for him? How about Sonic?

I don't really care about Sonic right now. I need to clear my mind. I need to get away from him. I must, I have to.

But before I do that. I'll have to ask him if he is really a homo. Before I go back to Tokyo, I'll finish this crap now.

I texted Scourge.

"Come here. A.S.A.P"

"We need to talk"

"Before I leave"

Text back, please.

"Honey, we have a visitor"

"Who is it?"

"Erik"

What is he doing here? Dafuq, get him outta here. I hate him. They'll be lovy dovy again. Eeew, gross

"I'll be there"

I went out of my room and went to the living room. I saw that Erik guy smiling at my mom, looking extra fly.

"Hey"

"Hi"

"How are the two of you?"

"Fine"

"Ready for tomorrow?"

What about tomorrow? DAHEQ? Maybe they're having a date or something. I might as well stay with Shane.