A/N: I'm BACK! I promised my boyfriend I'd say that. After much much MUCH convincing I have decided to return and complete this story, It was killing me leaving it the way I did so in order for me to not be able to sleep at night due to writers block I must continue. Enjoy!
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Wot am I not getting?"
He moved away from the door abit.
"The fact that I still love you." And with that she walked out the door.
That image stayed within his mind. As much as he wanted to erase that moment from his memory he just couldn't.
"I can't take it anymore. All she does is fight wifh me."
"This wasn't supposed to happen...this...this entire situation!"
Paula was the main reason this entire problem began in the first place. She had her chance to be with an outstanding man, so why did she blow it? What was so wrong about him that drove her into the arms of another man or men for all he knows?
"I'm talking about you fucking someone else within hours of our break up, getting her pregnant and then calling me to complain about how miserable you are!"
"Pfft!" Escaped his lips.
What happened that night was magical, everything he ever wanted... Right? It's not like he intentional made love to Noodle, he couldn't even remember coming home, But it was her fault he was that way.
She treated him similar to dumpster dog, betrayed by his uncaring owners and what did he do? He let her hurt him time after time. He forgave her for loving another living being the way he wanted her to love him.
"All of a sudden now...Now is when yew love me."
The singer began to question what he just said. Now?
What is it Now? What is so different?
The only difference between then and now is that 2D didn't have the disgusting title of 'her boyfriend'.
Her lips that day were so warm. Could she have changed? She may have lost her chance to be with me, but will I lose my chance to be with a different her?
Thoughts were racing, his mind pumping.
"I'm not ready fo' this..."
On the night stand next his bedside laid a small black box. It was to his love who has been holding his unborn infant for 6 months, or that's who he intended to give it too.
"I just need to know..."
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"Hmm" she placed her hand on the swollen lump on her stomach.
How are you today little one?
Noodle felt a little bit of movement where her hand was, that was usually where the baby kicked.
Only 3 more months until I can meet you. Did you know that you already have very special people that love you already?
Noodle smiled as her thoughts continued to cross.
There's uncle Russ and uncle Murdoc. Then there's mommy, who loves you so much...
She looked down.
I hope you love me too little one.
She closed her eyes and stared to become more relaxed.
And there is one more person who I know you will love, daddy. Without him I wouldn't have you. He takes really good care of mommy you know. He is pretty much perfect. Words wouldn't be able to describe how much mommy loves him with all her heart.
That won't ever change little one...
Never.
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He sat there on his bed for what seemed like hours. Just waiting, until...
Knock knock
The singer stood tall and made his way over towards the door. On the opposite side of the door stood Paula.
"I'm here" she kissed his cheek.
"t's about time!" he laughed.
She smiled back at him then made her way to his bed.
I'm willing to forget this whole situation you created to start over with you.
He sat next to her, arms mear inches away from each other.
"Paula I... I need to know sumfink."
"Mhm..."
"Wot is so different 'bout us now then from before?"
She turned away from him.
You mean besides the fact that you have another female carrying your baby?
Her eyes watered.
But, I'm no better. I hurt you twice as hard as you hurt me.
"I guess now, we managed to realize how much we betrayed each other."
2D cupped her face, their eyes met in an everlasting gaze.
"I didn't know I hurt yew Paula... If anyfink I felt like I wos holding you back from being with someone else."
"Things between us were awful... But that doesn't mean that they can't change."
He smiled and wiped tears that just began to stream down her face. Before she knew it, 2D pulled her into his embrace.
At that very moment the door opened.
"D? I was wonder..."
The couple on the bed both turned towards the door.
There she was, a fear she wished to never become true. The one bit of light left within the darkness of her life, the one she loved was in the arms of another.
Ironically enough 2D was doing to Noodle what he feared Paula had done to him.
"Noodle..." was all he could manage to mutter.
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