Dreams
Those who have compared our life to a dream were right... we were sleeping wake, and waking sleep
-Michel de Montaigne
Disclaimer
I do no own Inuyasha. Solely the right of miss Rumi Takahashi.
Authors Note:
I have always loved this story. Upon rereading this several years later, I still love this story and will continue publishing new chapters. I hope my old readers are still active and ready. You were all so damn supportive.
Chapter 9: A fight for the right mind.
Miroku had to get out of the house for a while. He was going to wait for Inuyasha to come out but it had already been 2 hours and he was becoming restless. Kaede simply nodded and smiled at him and told him she'd beckon him when the time was right. He thanked her and dashed out quickly with the most red face she'd ever seen him wear. She could only imagine what kind of strange possibilities were going through the poor kids mind, especially considering he only knew bits and pieces of the real story. Paying no attention to the bathroom she began cleaning up the destroyed front door that Sesshoumaru sent his body through. Wood chips all over, sticking out of her entryway carpet.
"Ye are fixing this Sesshoumaru-Sama" she muttered with a grimace on her face.
"Yes, Kaede, I will. I do apologize about being so brash. I was overwhelmed." His voice echoed across her house
"KAEDE BAABAA IS THAT REALLY YOU? DAMN LADY YOU'RE STILL ALIVE?" She faced Inuyasha with a gleaming smile.
"It has been too long, Inuyasha" she opened her arms and they met together in a crushing hug.
"It almost feels like yesterday that I saw you."
"Inuyasha, I do not know the entails of reincarnation. I wish I could explain to ye how it works, but it's a miracle that ye have been awakened. It's been 500 years."
Inuyasha's smile widened listening to her voice. It was such a pleasant sound. Even though it felt like it was just yesterday she was making soup for their ragtag group of friends. He eyed her and really took her in. If it was 500 years, then how? She also looked and smelled different.
"Kaede-baabaa, are you..?"
"Ah, yes Inuyasha Still keen as ever I see. I'm hanyou."
Inuyasha's eyes widened. "But how?!"
"I mated a handsome fox youkai who helped shippo train. Once he died a piece of his lifeforce was left to me. It made me hanyou and increased my lifespan. If it were not for him, I would not have been here for ye, Inuyasha. For both of ye." Her eyes switched from between the two brothers.
She connected eyes with Sesshoumaru and he genuinely smiled at her.
"Thank you Kaede."
"The pleasure is all mine Sesshoumaru."
Inuyasha coughed. "Damnit, I'm starving! What do you have to eat?!"
They all began to laugh. It seemed that so far, Inuyasha was the same as he always had been.
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Sesshoumaru sat across from his mate. He had never felt so happy in all his existence to have the one person who ever meant anything to him, back at his side. He watched every move Inuyasha made at the dinner table and enjoyed when Inuyasha caught him staring. His cheeks tinted and he'd stare back at him with wide, wanting golden eyes. He felt his cock twitch again and his mind wandered back to their reunion in the shower. Their second mating ritual was well worth waiting 500 years to have Inuyasha back, screaming in his arms. He was fully erect thinking about his mate and could feel his breath become uneven. Inuyasha stared at him, mouth slightly open, eyes dark and hazy. He could smell the utter desire, the deepest most darkest inner want and need seep out of Inuyasha. They hadn't even notice Kaede leave the room, but when Sesshoumaru heard the front door close shut, he jumped across the table and tackled Inuyasha to the floor.
"Oh my god Sesshoumaru, please. I can't... I can't take this anymore. Please..." the words barely escaped his lips before Sesshoumaru's crashed upon his in such a desperate kiss. It was fervent and erratic. Inuyasha's hands gripped the back of Sesshoumaru's neck tugging him deeper.
Sesshoumaru growled deep and low in his chest and in a flick the shirt Inuyasha dressed in was shredded in pieces. A hot tongue slipped out and curled around one nipple, softly nipping between the two. Inuyasha let out a soft breathy moan when a hand snaked into his pants gripping his cock. His whole body shuddered at the sensation and Sesshoumaru smirked. "I will take you so many times you will beg me stop. Little one, you will not be able to handle it."
"Aniki-sama..." Inuyasha whined and in the same sentence he choked, his eyes going wide and slightly glazed. He continuously coughed until he reached a dry heave. Sesshoumaru immediately pulled his lover into his arms.
"Inuyasha! What is happening?"
Inuyasha gasped like he couldn't breath.
"Uuuungh," Another dry heave. "H-he's fighting me." Scared golden eyes looked into Sesshoumaru's equally scared eyes.
This original Inuyasha was not going to give up so easy. Damn stubborn hanyou reincarnate.
Just then Inuyasha's struggles ceased and he went limp.
He is unconcious. Brows furrowed. He was beyond worried. He had less than 3 hours with the only person in the entire universe who gave his life meaning. He roared desperately and let a sadness wash over him.
I was SO close! How is this possible?
Amidst his roar Inuyasha twitched and whimpered.
"Sesshoumaru?" Dreary eyes slowly opened, the fogginess erasing.
"Are you well? How do you feel?" he tried not to let his voice betray the worry deeply laced in his heart. He had a bad feeling about this.
"I don't know, I feel weird, I feel..." he gagged slightly, bent over to his side and dry heaved again. Sesshoumaru began rubbing circles on his back to try and calm his queasy stomach. "I remember taking a shower.. I was thinking about you and I just started feeling really really bad..."
Sesshoumaru heart began to race.
Inuyasha moved his face to get a better look only to feel a burning sensation run through his shoulder area.,, "Aah, the fuck man. Why am I so sore?!" a hand instinctively reached to his neck cupping his mark. "Did you fuckin bite me again?!" He started to move in a sitting position before he winced and gasped; his face turning crimson. He lowered his eyes and dropped to a whisper. "I hurt... there..." he looked up into Sesshoumaru's troubled eyes under long dark lashes.
"Did we..?"
Sesshoumaru looked away unable to meet his gaze. This reunion meant so much to him and now he felt void. He essentially in a sense had sex with a recipient who had no idea. It crushed his soul, but not entirely. He knew his Inuyasha was in there just a soul away. Sesshoumaru scoffed at his own musings. What was he talking about?! This Inuyasha was still his as well.
"Yes we did." He murmured coolly.
"I...What...Well...Why the hell can't I remember my first fuckin time?" Inuyasha stammered blushing beyond normalcy. He urged the bit of unwanted sadness away. He could deal with it another time. What exactly DID happen? He was in the shower... thinking about Sesshoumaru.. .releasing himself but then.. he felt weird. He had a flashback and he heard himself talking to himself?
Let me out. Let me out. Let me out.
Oh... it clicked in his mind. He knew exactly what happened.
Sesshoumaru was still looking away trying to loose control.
"He came out didn't he? The other guy... your mate."
Sesshoumaru growled and snapped back to Inuyasha's face. "You ARE my mate." He huffed a bit and nodded. "Yes."
They both sat in silence, his arms still wrapped around his desire. "I don't know what you did but you released him. He called my name. I was at the school grading papers and he called me. I was here in a second and you were in the shower.. and you were mine."
"I'll forgive you this one time."
Sesshoumaru looked at him incredulously. "Forgive me for what?"
"For taking my virginity without asking." Inuyasha simply stated and like that, passed out.
He could not deny the boys statement. It was true. Even thought it was not exactly him, it was his body and he completely destroyed it... for over two hours. Even though he was sincerely apologetic, he was at the same time, not. Not at all.
Authors Note:
It's been a long time!
I know my style is a little different,
but I'm trying to keep it
in the same ballpark.
Please review
and mostly
Enjoy.
