Chapter 8
Previously on..
And inside of all of them was a very small bag an inch by inch filled with a tablet worth of white powder, and the
silent promise to see each other soon.
Next...
Three weeks later, all was settled into I had decided to get settled in, by settled in I mean traded up I now live in a small dirty
motel 6 where I work as a cleaning maid to help pay the daily rate, and still work bar-tending at the wagon wheel it was turning
into the place for the college crowd to be at. I saw the man who slipt me the drugs, who was called J, around once every week or
so, but no more than, My brother and his friends came in once, and only once before, and I ducked out before they could spot
me, he looked happy they all did, and I didnt want the first time we, well he saw me to be within a bar, while I was on the clock
or furthermore while I was high. Looking at him I couldn't help but wonder what our child would have been like, which brought a
little bite of vomit inside my mouth, I didnt want to wonder because it would remind me of everything that happened back home
but I suppose at some point or another I had still had a child growing inside of me, and felt a little whisp of motherly instinct growing
inside of me. This is now the second time I saw then enter but I wasnt as lucky to get away without being seen, as he looked
straight into my face it had been almost a year but he still remember what I looked like.
