A/N: Yeah...this one is hard to post... Well... I don't own anything, and little kids shouldn't read this chapter. there is a reason why this storyis rated M...
Come Down To Me
(EPOV)
Tripping up on my tongue,
It's all over my face and I'm racing
Gotta get away from you
Burning all the way home,
Try to put it to bed but it chases
Every little thing I do
When the light falls on your face,
Don't let it change you
When the stars get in your eyes,
Don't let them blind you.
You're beautiful
Just the way you are
And I love it all
Every line, and every scar
And I wish that I could make you see
This is where you ought to be,
Come down to me.
Spell it out in a song,
Bet you never catch on to my weakness
I'm singing every word for you.
Here I'm thinking I'm sly
Then you're catching my eye, and just maybe
You're thinking what I'm thinking too
When you see it on my face,
Don't let it shake you
I know better than to try and
Take you with me.
~Come Down to Me, Saving Jane
I walked silently to Bella's room. She had asked for me to come to her room tonight, something important must be on her mind. I opened her door and took a step in. Her room was much larger now and didn't have a camera hidden in it. She was sitting in a chair next to a fire place. She whirled around and pointed her gun at me. I raised my hands and she sighed, putting her gun down.
I then realized what she was wearing. A knee-length, overly form-fitting, midnight blue nightgown… Fuck me, she was gonna kill me. "You can stop undressing me with your eyes, Edward." Bella teased after a moment. "I have something to tell you." She walked over to a desk in the corner of the room. I followed her, forcing myself not to look at her. She opened a drawer and pulled out a key.
"What is this?" I asked when she handed it to me.
"It's a key to the basement lab. The boss chose me as his successor should he die any time soon. That there is the key to the end of this mission." Bella said. Her eyes were glowing with excitement.
"That's wonderful!" I stated happily. I wrapped my arms around her tightly and—without realizing what I was doing—I kissed her. I was shocked at my own actions and was about to pull away when she pulled me closer to her. We kissed deeply until both of us ran out of breath.
"You kissed me…" Bella stated with wide eyes.
"You kissed me back." I replied.
"We're in so much trouble."
"I know."
"I kinda want to kiss you again." She said leaning forward again.
"I wouldn't mind." I smiled. She kissed me again, more passionately than last time. Her hands weaved themselves into my hair as I wrapped my hands around her waist. When she broke away I continued kissing her, down her jaw, to the base of her throat and back again.
"We're royally fucked." She whispered airily.
"Nice choice of words." I teased as I kissed backup her throat.
"I told you not to fall in love with me." She said in a shaky voice, her hands grabbing my shirt tightly.
"Easier said than done." I whispered into her ear. She shivered slightly.
"We shouldn't be doing this, it can only hurt us."
"But it would be such a sweet type of pain." I smiled.
"But—" She protested. I kissed her again trying to keep her mind from over-thinking the situation.
Before I even knew what was happening I had pushed her up against the wall, and I could feel her hands undoing the buttons on my shirt. Within seconds my shirt was somewhere on the floor and her hands were running over my torso, eliciting feelings from me that I had never allowed myself to feel before. I started to pull her nightgown upwards when Bella's eyes flashed open.
"Stop…" She ordered in a sad voice. I did what she said, only because I didn't want to hurt her. "I can't do this…the last time I did…he died…I can't…" She whimpered. I wiped tears from her eyes gently.
"It won't happen again, Bella… I won't let either of us get hurt." I promised.
"You can't know that." She whispered. I pulled her chin up and looked her directly in her eyes.
"And you can't go on living without feeling. You cannot live without emotion, Bella, it will kill you…" I stated. I kissed her again, this time she didn't stop me. She leaned closer to me putting everything she had into the kiss. I didn't know she was pushing me backwards until my back landed against the bed.
I smiled against her lips and pulled her nightgown over her head without her trying to stop me. The…things she was wearing underneath couldn't constitute as clothing at all. They might have counted as fabric…maybe…maybe not even that. I kicked my shoes off as she undid the belt that held my suddenly too tight jeans up. Once I was free of unnecessary clothing I rolled over, pinning Bella beneath me.
(BPOV)
I looked up into his forest green eyes. How had I stayed away from him this long? No fucking clue. I don't know why i didn't jump him after that first day. He was beautiful, and he knew how to balance an out of balance soul like mine. Yeah…I loved him from the beginning, it was his job to stay away from me, to keep me thinking that he didn't love me so that I could resist him… The good that plan did.
He pulled off what was left of my clothing and I swear I turned red. Why? I have no clue. He had seen me naked at least twice, but something about the way he looked at me now, made me feel more exposed then I had ever felt.
"You're beautiful." He whispered to me, brushing my black hair out of my face. "Cosi bella…"
"You speak Italian as well?" I asked with a slight smile, trying to recover from my embarrassment.
"Certo che ci credo, l'amore ..." He chuckled slightly and he began planting kisses all over my body, whispering his love for me as he went—in several different languages I might add. I had never felt more vulnerable nor more safe at the same time. The man who held me was perfect in every sense of the word; so not fair…
"Edward I…" I started to say something but his lips were on my neck, slowly working their way upwards and I completely lost concentration. My hands wound around him instinctually, one feeling the bands of muscle on his back while the other enjoyed the soft texture of his hair.
"Yes, love?" He asked, kissing my cheek gently.
"I love you." I whispered softly to him. I had never said more true words in my life. He smiled and kissed me lovingly. I wrapped my legs around his waist needing him close. I could feel every inch of him against me as we kissed. He pulled away for a moment.
"I love you too, forever." He whispered intensely to me. A second later he was fully buried inside of me. I gasped at his sudden movement and the foreign pleasure it brought me. We fit together, like two perfect pieces of a puzzle. For once I was glad that he was able to talk me out of being—well me…if he hadn't I wouldn't be here. He kissed me sweetly as he moved slowly within me. It was heaven, peace, bliss to be with him this way.
"I love you…I love you…I love you…" He whispered to me over and over again as he thrust into me over and over again, bringing me closer to that edge...
"Edward…" I gasped as he hit me in that sensitive spot. He smiled at me brightly and kissed me again.
"Bella…" He groaned when my legs tightened around him. I gasped when he pushed me over the edge. Lights seemed to explode like fireworks as I clenched around him. I was barely there enough to notice the muscles in his back and arms tightened as he released his seed into me. The last words I heard were three little ones, being translated into more languages than I cared to count.
888
I woke up, feeling rather comfortable. I noticed I was lying against Edward's bare chest and I could feel his arms wound around me tightly. I sat up slightly to find him smiling at me. "Good morning, love." Edward whispered, kissed my shoulder gently. I hummed quietly, happily.
"Good morning." I replied sweetly. Honestly I was very happy to see that he was alive. Almost as though he could read my mind he chuckled.
"I'm perfectly healthy, just so you know." Edward smirked.
"If I weren't happy I would beat you up for that comment." I sighed and lay against him again. Then it hit me. I sat up quickly and looked around. "Shit." I cursed quietly.
"What?" Edward asked in a shocked voice.
"We still have jobs to do." I stated. It would not be good if anyone caught us together.
"Funk, you're right." Edward sat up as well. I quickly got out of bed and walked across the room. "Damn… Do you always look that good in the morning?" I rolled my eyes and threw on a bathrobe. I walked to the door and peaked my head around the corner. When I turned Edward had somehow already dressed. "If you hurry you might make it…" I told him. He walked over to me with a sad look on his face.
"I don't want to leave." He kissed my jaw gently.
"I don't want you to." I replied, kissing his cheek.
"I have to though…"
"Yes you do…" I sighed.
"I'm not going to be able to come anywhere near you for a while am I?"
"No…" I shook my head. He sighed and looked down. He looked back up and cupped my face in his hand.
"When this is all over, we are going to go on a proper date, you and I." He smiled. "I'll even embarrass the hell out of you by taking you home to the family." He chuckled.
"If you take me home to your family I might just smack you." I teased.
"Well, it would only be proper for you to meet them before we got married." Edward taunted back.
"Are you proposing?" I asked slyly.
"Yes…the ring's at my house, and I am pretty sure it is a perfect fit." He said truthfully. His eyes glowed with happiness and love.
Jeez, he was serious. "Go, before they catch you." I ordered.
"Yes, ma'am." He saluted me, kissed me once more, and then he left, smiling.
A/N: Shreiks and runs for cover... I didn't really want to put this one up... I can't even belive i wrote it.
