~Okay So....PLEASE review I felt like writing. I am also sorry that I spelled the name of Bella's book wrong. It is called Wuthering Heights and is an awesome book-just started reading it. Got a sprained ankle and it hurts..had extra time. My secret to this story is making it up as you go along ha ha. No...but I hope people like this story. I'm coming up with new stories for you guys so if you guys want more, please review and tell me so .Read my twin's story "Ditching" it is GREAT!~

BPOV

I look at Edward in alarm. What if they want to get me out of there? What if they hate me now? What if they want to give me another room? Okay, the last one I could work around. But, I just thought I belonged next to Edward. But, I guess I should have known better. They are the perfect family, with beautiful people. I am just a broken piece of Bella, getting stitched back together by Edward. Edward meets my gaze and smiles.

"Bella, you look all worried." He says kissing my forehead.

"I am." I admit blushing. He sighs and puts his forehead on mine.

"why?"

"What if your parent's want to boot me out of here?" I ask biting my lip.

"Out of this room?"

"No! Our of Forks!" I say.

"Like that would happen." Edward says. "They love you way too much. Even if they did though, I would fucking come with you or you know...kidnap you."

"Mm...I like them both." I say smiling.

"Now come on." He says taking my hand. He stops and looks at me.

"What?"

"Good, you had no lip gloss or lipstick on." He says. I touch my lips. That's right. If...if they found out...I would be submitted to pure torture. We open the door and he lets go of my hand. We still need to talk more. We need to find where we stand in our relationship. If we make it public..or not...Probably not though. We follow Jasper downstairs. My heart speeding and nausea overcoming me. What is going on? We walk into the dining room and I see them all of them sitting. Alice, Rose, Emmett, Jasper (he just sat down next to Alice), Carlisle, and Esme. Esme was holding Carlisle's hand, beaming. I waved.

"Hey big hoot." I smile. Still nervous. They all chuckle. I swallow back something rising in my throat. Alice saw Edward sitting next to me and her face instantly lit up. But..Edward always sat next to me. Alice was next to Rose, Rose sat next to me. Alice whispered something in Rose's ear. Rose lit up and whispered in my ear.

"Oh my God. You. Edward. Really? Already?" I blushed. I didn't know Rose could be such a spaz.

"Okay, so we ordered this family meeting because of Bella." Esme said beaming still. She has that motherly glow to her.

"Continue." Edward says taking my hand. I squeeze it for comfort.

"We love having you Bella," Esme starts off. "You are like a...frankly an angel!" Um...cheesy.

"Your such a sweet girl, and we feel like your part of the family." Carlisle says.

"So.....your not going to throw me out?" I ask. Esme gasped.

Where...where is she going with this. Edward notices water. I notice everyone had glasses of water in it. I'm kind of reminded of a talk-show that has water in front of everyone and we are all the center of attention. Jasper holds his breath as Edward takes a drink. Esme says smiling brightly. I look as Edward's eyes go big and then he coughs up his water.

"What?" He asks.

"Won't it be great? Bella would be your sister Edward! Since you two are so close I figured it would be great." I lower my head. I feel myself numb again.

"Mom! Mom! No Mom wake up! Wake up!" I cry. "Jake what...They're dead?" I said shocked as the horrible realization went off like a light bulb.

"That's right, they're dead." Jake said laughing coldly.

"Why! What did you do?" I yelled touching my mother's blood.

"We're finally free of them!" He says in a hollow shaky voice.

"What? No, you'll die. You'll go to prison and-"

"No, no I won't." He says.

"How! You-"

"Because, you...won't...tell them." He pushes me on the floor. "Right?"

I start crying. "Why!" I scream. "Why!"

EPOV

I remember this. I was about thirteen.

"How would you like it if you lived with us?" Esme says after meeting with the court.

"Someplace to..live?"

"Yes, live and be loved. With a big brother. And another brother about your age." Esme says smiling warmly.

"I..I think...I would like it."

"You want me and my husband, Carlisle, to adopt you?" She asks I nod furiously. I just want to be loved. And there, I think, I will find some of it.

This though was different. "God no! Actually the exact opposite." I look at my water and lift it up to my lips, taking a long swift drink. "We would like to adopt you." Wait. What? No. I love Bella. But not in that way. I cough up water in shock.

"What?" I ask, my throat hurting.

"Won't it be great? Bella would be your sister Edward! Since you two are so close I figured it would be great." Esme say quickly. I look at Bella, she puts her head down as her eyes glaze over.

"No, I don't think it would be so great." I say. Bella, don't. Please don't leave this important conversation. Don't zone out. Don't remember.

"Why not?" Esme looks taken back.

"Because-"

"Why!" Bella suddenly yells. I stare at her. We all stare at her. "I don't want to be adopted!" She yells.

"Why?" Esme asks.

"Because I don't!" She screams bloody murder. I look at Carlisle. He looks at me. I hear his mental thought: "What's going on?" "That would mean...My parent's...my stepdad...I can't be adopted and forget about it!" She yells.

"forget what?" Esme asks.

"Them!" What a blunt direct answer. "If I have new parent's...no. I won't. You..you people can not change my mind."

"Bella, you wouldn't be forgetting them if you moved on and you would be happy." Carlisle outstretches a hand towards Bella. "I promise." She stares at it. Then stands up. Without saying a word she walks upstairs. We are silent. Then I blurt:

"You guys really screwed up this time." I say sighing.

"What?" Esme asks. Rose stands next to me. Alice stands next to Rose.

"You guys can't make her just...let you adopt her. Think about how she feels." Rose says.

"She was close to her family." I whisper. "I get that now."

"Then let me ask you this Edward: why did you let us adopt you?" Esme asks.

"Because, I wasn't as close," I say sadly. "I had shut off any emotions I had, a long time ago. Me punching the walls was me imagining my mother's face." I say. "And my aunt's."

"But we..we love-"

"I don't care!" I yell. "She is upstairs crying because of you two!" I yell walking up the stairs. "I am not letting Beautiful Bella cry anymore." I say opening my door. I see her curled in a ball on the floor. She didn't even make it to the bed. I scoop her up and bring her to her bed. I lay down beside her, watching her blank face. It goes darker. And darker. Her eyes get blanker and blanker, to the point where I'm worried about her. What if she never comes out of this state? I kiss her lips. "Bella, come back to me." I whisper. I kiss her again and her lips start trembling.

"I...I don't want to cry anymore." She whispers. "I want to be totally numb. I want to go to the bottom of the sea and never come out again."

"Then where would that leave me?" I ask. "I don't want another person I love to kill herself."

"Another?" She asks me meeting my eyes for the first time.

"Yeah, you want to hear the story." I ask intertwining our fingers together. She just nods. "Okay well as you know my mother was selling her body and...one day..."

We went to the doctor, it was raining. Carlisle was doing tests on my mother, taking her blood. And testing it. My mother kept praying and crying. "I love you Edward." She kept saying. "Right now momma is scared." I held her hand tightly.

"Why?" I asked. "You can tell me, I'm not a little boy anymore."

"Of course. Your my little man now." She smiled. "Momma might be very sick." She said as we stood there in the waiting room. Carlisle came out with a grave face, and took my mother to the side. I eavesdropped.

"We have your test results Ma'am." Carlisle said.

"And? Am I sick?"

"Yes." Carlisle said.

"With?" My mother asked biting her lip.

"We did numerous tests. The last test we did...we..it was just a guess." Carlisle said. "How many sexual partners have you had?"

"Why-"

"Let's start off with the recent ones." He said.

"Why do you need to know?" My mother asked embarrassed with herself.

"Because we need to contact them immediately."

"Why? What do I have? Why won't you tell me!" My mother asked.

"You have an STD which is a Sexually Transmitted Disease. But this kind of virus can be shared through needles also."

"What is it?" She asked.

"You came back with HIV positive." Carlisle asked. My mother gasped then cried.

"My baby!" She cried.

"Are you pregnant?" Carlisle asked.

"No! Edward! Who is going to take care of him while I'm gone?" She cries.

"Well, we can give you medication and you will die about when he turns eighteen. We would have put you on medication sooner but...you didn't have enough insurance or money for the tests." Carlisle sighed. "As for Edward...do you have any close family members?"

"Yes." She nods.

"I would recommend him staying with those relatives for the weekend. So you can plan on when to tell him." Carlisle said. His pager went off then. He checked it. "I'm sorry but I need to go and help a patient of mine coding." He says running off saying: "I'm sorry!" My mother grabbed her stomach and covered her mouth. She ran into the woman's bathroom and threw up. She came out and saw me. She grew paler and grabbed my hand getting out her cell phone.

"Theresa?" My mother said. "Can Edward stay with you just for two days...uh-huh...well...I need to talk to you...I have....yeah I'm sick. I have..Edward cover your ears for momma." I did as she told my aunt she had a terminal illness, crying into the phone. I went to my aunt's house. My mother saying good-bye and that she loved me no matter what happened. She left me. Theresa, my aunt, drank Vodka and Whiskey. Spitting out words to me.

"It's your fucking fault." She once said. "Your a fucking disgrace to this family. You are your mother's poison and I hope you die."

I ran away from her, and went to mother's apartment. I opened the door. The room was flooding. Little puddles of water pooling into the floor. The bathroom door was closed but there was water coming out from there. I then saw blood. I ran, I heard my sneakers screeching on the floor and swung the the bathroom door open. There I saw my mother. Pale. In the water. Blood still coming out of her right wrist. My mother was still in her clothes. I shut the water off and tried to get my mother out. I ran and got the house phone, dialing 911.

"911 what is your emergency?" The operator asked.

"My mother....she slit her right wrist and I think she's dead."

"This is what I want you to do honey. Check her pulse. What is your name?"

"Edward Anthony Masen." I said. "We live.." I told them my address.

"Does your mother have a pulse?"

"Yeah but it's slow."

"How many beats?"


"Check her breathing." I do.

"She isn't breathing."

"you need to do CPR. Now listen carefully." I learned how to do CPR.

"When is the ambulance getting here!" I yelled.

"They should be there soon hun. Now keep doing that." I do.

"Ed...ward..." My mother rasped.

"My mother she said my name!" I said. There was a shred of hope.

"Stop..I want..I want to die." My mother said.

"Check her pulse." The emergency women said.

"It's not getting faster." I said and my mother said something.

"I love you." She rasped and her eyelids fell at the same time as the ambulancemen showed up. MY mother was pronounced dead. In front of my eyes. I went to her funeral. I saw Theresa.

"Your mother gave you to me." She said talking to me like I was some thing. "I don't want you. You are poison. You make me sick. You are dead to me. You killed my twin." Theresa said. I went to court and was going to go into foster care when Esme just fell in love with me.

"How would you like it if you lived with us?" Esme said after meeting with the court.

"Someplace to..live?" I asked

"Yes, live and be loved. With a big brother. And another brother about your age." Esme said smiling warmly. Reminding me of my mother's smile. I've almost forgotten it.

"I..I think...I would like it."

"You want me and my husband, Carlisle, to adopt you?" She asked I nodded furiously. I just wanted to be loved. And there, I thought, I would find some of it. They put me in therapy. I got 'better' laddie-da-de-da...and that happy shit and then you came. And made me feel...again.

"....The End." I smile down at her.

"Edward?"

"What?" I ask.

"I think...I can tell you...what happened to me..full on. With no interruptions."

"Then we need to find a place where there is no interruptions." I say.

"Yeah." She nods.

"I know!" I say getting up. "Get on your coat. I'll show you something beautiful." I say. She does. I get on my leather coat. "Ready?" I ask we need to face the downstairs. She nods. I take her hand and we run downstairs, running out the door. We hear Esme ask:

"Where are you two going?" We keep running. We are running through the forrest. IT starts raining. And snowing. Like last night. Memories of last night come flooding back to me and I turn around and pull her in. I kiss her in the rain. I feel her smile underneath our lips. She will never be adopted. I will never allow it. She licks my bottom lip and I welcome her again. What was supposed to be an innocent kiss turned into a tongue tied kiss. She sucks on my top lip while I suck on her bottom. She releases and looks high again.

"Wow. Best part of my day." She smiles. I smile crookedly down at her and pull her deeper in the forest. We past by our waterfall and our cottage. We go into my favorite part. My meadow. It becomes our meadow. She smiles going into the middle, trees surrounding us, she twirls. Looking so beautiful. I remember my dream. I come up behind her and lift her up. We twirl together.

"Edward!" She yelps as we loose balance. We tumble over and she lands on top of me. We needed some fun before talking about more serious, sad, depressing things. She blushes and giggles. She lays there on my chest. Then strips herself off and lays next to me. Wet grass tickling her cheek. We intertwine our fingers again. We stare at each other. "Ready?" She asks.

I go closer to her and run my fingers through her soft hair. She lays back on my chest. I breath in her scent and sigh heavily. I am ready for anything. If she can tell me. I can listen. This is her story. And this will be a big one. Our legs looping together, her head on my chest, my hand through her hair, and her scent filling my heart. Making me high off of Bella. My Beautiful Bella, my Bells ringing in my ears waking me up softly. She is going to tell me her story. "I'm ready if you are." I whisper. Barely audible. She take a deep breath and slowly lets it out.

"Okay. Here we go."

~Sorry, this chapter was a little bit short. I don't think you guys will mind though...I hope Eek! GO DOLPHINOGIRL! And her story: "Ditching" Girly, add another chapter for me will ya? 3