HOLY SHI-, it's been DAYS since I last updated.
I'm hella sorry guys, it's just that I've been so busy and I had a bit of a writer's block, but now everything's fine and I can get back to work. :3
This chapter was written while listening to One Ok Rock - Liar, a perfect song for the fic. That's how I find my inspiration. 8D
Anyway, i'm tensing this story up a bit, making the chapters a bit longer and trying to make you guys happy. And oh my gosh, so many REVIEWS AND FAVS AND ALERTS, you guys made me happy for the rest of my life. T.T -gives everyone a cake-
I'm sorry for the typos and all that grammar crap.
Disclaimer: I don't own Ane, nor Rin, nor Bon, nor Shima, nor anyone else mentioned in this entire fic. I only own myself at this moment. Which is sad, by the way, because I would sell myself to own AnE. ANYWAY, CARRY ON WITH THE FIC ALREADY.
"What happened?" I asked Shura as I walked trough my dorm door.
She leaned against the wall and sighed.
"The Vatican has decided, that yer have to stay indoors for a few days, while I'm away. It turns out that Four-eyes needs help at his mission, and they're sending me. Which means, no one is here to secure yer."
I thought for a moment. "Wait, what do you mean by 'staying indoors'?"
She smiled sadly. "No school, no friends, no everything. Don't look at me with that face, I know it's stupid. But it's not only the Vatican, who agreed on this solution - Mephisto had his hands on this too."
I kicked the rubbish bin, which was now rolling towards my bed. I'm not a house pet, damnit!
Shura facepalmed herself and walked away from the wall. She put a hand on my shoulder and smiled again.
"I understand yer, kid. But it's only for a few days." I pushed her hand away. She couldn't understand what was going trough my head now. A few days? All alone in this dorm? That's torture. And especially when I found someone to finally trust me. It strucked me. A few days?
"Oy, Shura, how many days are you going to be there?" I turned around to ask her.
She shrugged and simply looked at me.
"Shouldn't take 3 days." My eyes popped out.
"Are you kidding? I'm not supposed to go anywhere for 3 days?" I shouted.
She nodded and grabbed the door handle.
"Take care, boy." And went out.
My head was spinning.
'I'm going to wait for an answer for two days, Okumura.'
How am I supposed to give the answer now? I could do it trough the phone, but that would be stupid, right? No, I have to figure out something.
I could wait for a few hours until I can walk out of the building and there's no Shura to beat me up for not listening. Also, I could do it tonight, and then be a good boy tomorrow. That's almost the best idea I've ever had in my life.
Probably.
My phone vibrated.
I walked up to my desk and answered.
"By the way, kid, the Vatican has put special spells on yer dorm, yer can't go out. So don't even try to sneak out."
"GOD DAMNIT."
And she hung up while laughing histerically.
Is this a big joke? Because it's not funny. I can't risk losing Shima now. The kiss has convinced me. I want him.
After I jumped into my bed, thoughts rushed into my head. How could I break the spell? Maybe I should seriously think about the phone idea?
I poked my phone, which was safely put into my pocket after Shura hung up on me. I grabbed it with a shaking hand and stared at the screen. Should I do it?
I found his number and clicked "Dail". I am stupid.
A few beeps, and someone picked up. "Oy, porn king here.." I went red.
"SHIMA, STOP JOKING AROUND." I shouted.
"Rin? Holy shit, I didn't think it was you, I just pressed answer. What's up? Are you ready to confess your undying love to me?"
Silence.
"Um...Shima...about..t-that. Well.. I'm k-kinda.. uh.." I was trying to get the words out, but it was hard as hell. I didn't like being such a girl, gosh. He was patient, hearing my studdering and babbling. But I couldn't get the words right.
"Dude, I can't understand a thing you're saying. Wouldn't it be better if you came to my place and we talked about it?"
"NO. No... Shura told me the Vatican made some stupid s-spells to keep me in for 3 days. I can't m-meet you even though I want to..." Shit, I almost said it. And now I ended up saying something even more embarassing.
"Oh... I see..." He answered after a few seconds of silence.
Wait, did he understand what I was trying to say? I heard a little laugh at the other end of the phone talk.
"I see now... You called her somehow to get away.. I understand now.."
What?
"You made me confess, and you're making some lame excuses to not meet me when I asked you for an answer in 2 days. It isn't funny, Rin."
"Shima, what the hell are you talkin-" I got interrupted.
"I understand. You should've just told me you don't want anything to do with me after I kissed you."
"SHIMA, LISTEN FOR A SECOND, this was not what I planned-"
"No, don't explain yourself." He said it with a cold tone. "I'll see you at school, you don't need to stay at home to prove me wrong." And then he hung up on me.
What's with people always hanging up on me first?
I ruffled my hair with my free hand and stared at the screen again.
Why did he just jump into a conclusion without even trying to hear me out? I was afraid of losing him. And now he didn't believe me. So easily. He did it so easily. Just blurted out the words of mistrust and hatred. Mad at the world, I threw my phone at the wall and grabbed my pillow to let out the feelings of sadness and disbelief. Was he only using me? Is he trying to make me feel like I'm the bad person, instead of him? He kissed me, afterall. Wasn't my kiss enough to prove I'm not lying?
I hugged my pillow and buried my face in it. I can't go back now. My feelings went too far. I like him to the point of love, I can't just stay away.
I have got to figure out something... Some way to meet him in these two days I have left. The question is - how?
SHIMA'S P.O.V.
I was boiling inside. Thank god I was a pretty good actor, so none of my classmates actually saw what was happening to me, while I was sitting in my chair and listening to what the teacher was talking about. I didn't care, to be honest, but man, did the disappearance of Rin made me mad. Didn't I say it understandably enough? He wasn't supposed to try and prove his lie. I took a pencil and started writing something on a piece of paper until the lesson was over. And then I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Whacha doin'?" Bon asked me.
"None of your bussiness." I hissed, hiding the paper.
"Problems? Tell me about it." He sat next to me and started looking at me with his 'i-know-everything-and-there's-nothing-you-can-do-about-it-so-deal-with-it' face.
"None. Of your. Bussiness. Suguro."
He quickly bumped my shoulder with his fist and distracted me from seeing him taking the paper.
"Liar?" He asked me with his eyebrow raised.
"Give me that." I said angrily and took back the paper.
"Something must've happened, if you're tearing this paper apart with 'Liar' written all over it." He put his fist under his chin to hold his heads weight.
I simply looked at him and turned away.
"Lemme guess... It's the Okumura guy, right."
I trembled.
"Ha. Thought so. I told you he's no good. You should've listened to me." He took my hand and turned me around to face him. "I'll forgive you." He smiled and gave me a pat.
I threw my eyebrows together and stared deep into his eyes.
"You're probably right about him. Anyway, wanna go grab something to eat after school? I'm dead hungry."
"Sure."
He stood up and went up to Konekomaru.
How many times have I been mistaken about the people I liked. Too many to count. Too many to remember. Although this experience is the most hurtful of them all. The worst thing was that I was still in love with him.
Rin P.O.V.
Are you serious?
I was standing in front of the main door of our dorm, and questioning the stupidity of the Vatican.
Are you kidding me?
I chuckled to myself. And they thought I wasn't capable of burning a few stupid papers glued to the door. They literally glued them. And wrote some curious stuff on it, saying some spells I didn't really care about. I was sitting at my place all day, thinking about what Shima had told me over the phone. I decided to not give up and meet him, no matter what it takes, destroying a building or just burning a few spell sheets.
Ha.
I got a glimpse of my phone being shut off. I grabbed it from my room to know how much time do I have until it gets dark. I turned it on and saw the time. Perfect.
I dialed his phone number and got surprised - it had voice mail turned on.
"Shima, i'm coming over to confess. I wasn't lying. I was just too afraid to fight for you." and clicked "Hung up". Get ready, Shima. I'm going to confess.
Shima's P.O.V.
I stood in front of my door and sighed.
"What's keeping you?" Bon asked me.
"I'm just... daydreaming, I guess."
"About what?" He moved closer to me. I let go of the keys and smiled.
"It's not important." I caught his eye. Oh no. I knew that face.
"Shima, we've gotta talk about something. About us."
I shook my head.
"Bon, we broke up a while ago, can you please get over it? I thought we decided to be friends."
He grabbed my hand and put it on his chest, where the heart is supposed to be.
"Do you feel it? I'm still not over you." Bon exclaimed. I was afraid of it. "We can try again." He sounded so eager, so honest. I remembered all the times we had, the sleepless nights, both wrapping our arms around eachother. After two months I knew this isn't supposed to happen between us. I dumped him in the least painful way. He greeted this decision with a smile and a simple request to stay as best friends.
"Really? You still feel the same way, huh.." I pointed this out without making it into a question. He didn't have to answer this. I didn't need an answer. I needed someone close to relieve the pain I encountered.
Finally, I drew him close and hugged him with all my might.
It's alright I guess. Having a relationship with him again. At least I would forget about Rin.
Bon leaned back to find my lips and kissed me. The magic of this wasn't the same as the old days, but I still kinda enjoyed his skilled moves, our tongues dancing and our kiss deepening in every second. I pushed him to the wall and kissed him again. He answered with hands wrapping around my waist, one of them lingering on my butt, squeezing it. It didn't make me go crazy like it used to. Nothing was like it used to be.
I opened my eyes to see Bons concentrated face, and accidentaly saw what was going on in the corridor.
Rin was standing there, quite breathless, holding his phone, and watching me and Suguro making out. Right here.
His face was unreadable. I pushed away from Bon and stared at Rin. Bon immediately saw what was happening and chuckled.
Rin quickly looked away and ran back from where he came. I couldn't help the feeling of being useless, a cold-hearted bitch. He wasn't supposed to see this. But what does he want, he lied to me.
"Ha, the kid really managed to get here trough all those enchantmens? I'm surprised." Bon said, wrapping his free arm around my waist.
"What did you just say?" I asked quickly.
"You didn't know? The Vatican has secured him for a few days, because his so called 'guardians' are away. Stupid fool." He shrugged and turned around to unclock the door.
My head crashed. He...wasn't lying. He didn't lie to me.
He broke free to see me.
What have I done?
I grabbed my phone from my pocket and found a new voice message. I clicked on it and heard Rin. He came here to confess.
WHAT. HAVE I DONE?
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