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Warning: Sexual content
"Lily" Severus nearly choked the words out and stood up quickly.
"Severus." Lily said gently, full of warmth and relief. It had been the longest they had been apart in months. All she wanted to do was run up to him and wrap her arms around his slender frame, but assumed this would not be appropriate in front of Albus Dumbledore. Although, reality came crashing back quickly.
"I believe you two have some explaining to do." Dumbledore said to both of them, peering over his half moon specs. "Please, sit down." He assumed this was going to be a long and tedious conversation.
Severus pulled out Lily's chair like a gentlemen and then sat in his own. Lily tried her best to not look guilty in front of Dumbledore and clear her head of all emotions like Severus taught her, but it was very difficult. Especially since she could feel her arm brush against his, and if she moved her thigh just slightly to the right, it would be able to press up against…
"Would it be wrong for me to assume that you two have become rather close friends." Lily's eyes snapped back up to Dumbledore's. His gaze shifted between the two of them. Lily could feel vile begin to creep up her throat again, and her whole body became tense. Did he know? She wondered. Severus slipped his hand into hers under the table and gave it a tight squeeze. It took some of the edge off of the panic and grounded her. He always knew what she needed, and it melted her heart.
"No it would not, depending on your definition of close." Severus retorted, for the both of them. Lily was rather glad he was replying, because she wasn't sure if she could keep her voice steady.
"Would you agree Lily?" Dumbledore's eyes now began to pour into hers.
"Yes." Was all Lily could reply, sounding a little more high pitch than normal. With her free hand, she began to rub her stomach in a counter clockwise motion to try and soothe the unsettling feeling.
"So then it is safe to say that there is nothing else I should know about. That this is an innocent friendship between two people who have reunited after many years AND before you answer me, I would like to state that although you two are no longer my students, this does not change my feelings towards lying or cheating." The last words directed at Severus.
Lily didn't even know what to say. Perhaps this was their opportunity. She was 90% sure he knew anyways but she could hear Severus scuff beside her and his chair creaked as he leaned a little more into it.
"Do you find something I said humorous, Severus?" Dumbledore questioned.
"You are trying to tell me that since this war began, you have been 100% honest with all your precious order members?" he sounded rather bitter, and Lily looked up worried. She hadn't ever heard anyone speak to Dumbledore so disrespectfully.
"To the best of my abilities." Dumbledore replied calmly.
"Oh I can imagine." Severus said sarcastically, not believing a word. He wasn't sure what had overcome him, but perhaps it was his fight or flight instincts kicking in. Maybe he believed that Dumbledore would take Lily away from him, and was getting annoyed at everyone trying to invade his personal business.
"Maybe we are more than friends." Severus spat. "But so what? How is that any of your business?"
Lily's eyes had gone very wide. Was he mad!? She thought loudly. Dumbledore still appeared serene though.
"Well if it is true," Dumbledore continued, "then I must regrettably ask if that is in fact James Potter's son."
Lily was beginning to shake now and tears were prickling her eyes. This whole situation was not only extremely embarrassing but also saddening. Severus hated to see her upset and felt like hexing the world into oblivion.
"How should we know? In case you are not aware, a paternity test can't be taken until after the baby is born." Severus let go of Lily's hand and crossed his arms over his chest. Lily felt a little more cold.
"That is very true." Dumbledore answered, as if Severus were a student answering a question correctly in class. "And with that I should be off. But before I leave, I would like to remind the both of you that Lily will be entering her safe house with James Potter, her husband, very soon. So I recommend you say your farewells. I presume you can get her home safely?" Dumbledore asked, and with a twinkle in his eyes, disappeared before they had time to answer.
Lily looked over at Severus, still not really sure what had just happened.
"Don't worry about him." Severus reassured her and brushed a thumb over her cheek. He knew what Dumbledore's words meant, and that they would not be able to see each other again for a long time.
"Severus, the last weeks have been so hard not seeing you. I don't know what I am going to do."
"Sssshhhh." He quieted her, not moving his hand away from her cheek. "I promise you that if we both make it through this war alive, I will always be your friend."
Lily began to quiver and let her head fall into his shoulder as she sobbed. "Don't talk like that Severus." She mumbled into his robes. "Of course we are going to make it." She looked up at him with watery eyes and placed both her hands on either side of his face, to make him look back.
She is always optimistic. He thought to himself and gave her a small smile. "Alright, I won't." he reassured her.
"Good." She whispered and pushed her lips against his. He could feel the dampness of her fresh tears on his own cheeks but didn't waste any time. He quickly wrapped his protective arms around her waist and kissed her back fiercely.
"How long do you have?" he asked, between the kissing.
"I don't know. Twenty minutes." She answered, not really able to think.
"That's long enough for me." He smirked and picked her up and placed her on the edge of the table.
"Oh Severus." She moaned, now able to wrap her thighs around his waist, and pulled him in even closer. Without waiting for permission, he claimed her lips as his, and forced his tongue into her mouth. Lily didn't know if she should be crying in pain or pleasure. With her fists, she grabbed the front of his robes so he couldn't stop or pull away.
"Damn you." He moaned, feeling his trousers become less comfortable as his hardness pressed against them. It did not take long.
"Severus.." she quickly said between a kiss, "I want you," she said between another, "inside me."
"HHmmmm." Was all Severus could reply as he began to tangle his fingers into her long auburn hair.
"Did you hear me?" she asked, not really sure what hmmm meant, but he was already grabbing his wand. Stepping back quickly, he made a slicing motion in the air and her clothes split open as if he was cutting through a stick of butter. They fell to the ground with a soft thud.
Lily gasped as the unexpected cold air touched her exposed skin. She was not expecting that, but definitely enjoyed it. Her nipples hardened quickly as the breeze gently tickled them. Severus's gaze looked her from top to bottom and he absorbed the beautiful figure before his eyes, because he knew that he would not see her like this again for a very long time. Lily was also aware of this fact, and leaned back, propping her body up with her arms as she was still on the table, staring back at him. Severus smirked and quickly dismantled his own robes.
As he stepped closer to her, his hardness lined up perfect with her moistened opening right between her legs, but he did not enter.
"I am sorry I will not be able to give you the pleasure you deserve." His lips were so closer to hers, that they brushed against hers as he spoke.
"I understand." She said, a smile spreading. He pressed his waist a little more firmer into her, and he could tell that she was ready. His manliness rubbed against her clit which nearly made her eyes roll into the back of her head. "I just want you in me one last time." She whispered and he did exactly what she said.
With a slow and deliberate thrust, he glided inside her. Gradually he filled her, until the tip of his manhood pushed up against her g-spot.
"Oh." She whimpered, reclining back to expose her breasts. With a bare palm, he squeezed one which only intensified the pleasure and he slowly pulled out and in again.
"Please, faster" she pleaded after the 4th or 5th thrust.
"Patience is a virtue my dear." He said in cruel voice as he teased her, despite the lack of time, but his thrusts did begin to speed up. She reached behind him and grabbed his buttocks and dug her nails in. Not only did she hope it would make him move faster and deeper, but she needed something to hold onto while the pleasure began to build in her womb.
"Tell me Lily," he whispered into her ear as she came closer to a climax, "Tell me you will never leave me again."
"I'll never leave you Severus, I promise." She whispered back, and then she felt his thumb rub her clit in a circular motion as he began to thrust faster and deeper.
"Oh Severus,." She moaned, as he did not stop forcing himself in and out, "I'm going to…" but he knew. Not only did her mind think it but a scream escaped her mouth as the pleasure began to rip through her body. Waves of pleasure filled her form everywhere, and tears dripped down from her eyes, only now they were from pleasure not pain. He kissed her gently on the lips but while her walls began to contract against his manhood, he could feel the pleasure begin to rip through his own body as well and it didn't take long for him to spill into her. A soft groan escaped his lips as he could feel the waves of pleasure in his own body, as they came crashing down.
Slowly looking up between the dark strands of hair that had fallen into his face, he could see her smiling. The candle light silhouetted their two naked bodies, that were still joined.
"I don't want this moment to end." She said, and hugged him.
"Nor do I." he replied and shut his eyes tightly as he hid in her shoulder now. They stood like this for awhile before he had to pull out and clean them up.
Quickly they got changed and smoothed out each others hair and clothes. There was nothing else for them to say or do so Severus made sure he got her home safe as he promised Dumbledore, and walked the cold and lonely streets of London lost in thought and sorrow. He didn't know where she was going or when she would come back. But he knew what he had to do…
"A teacher at Hogwartsss…" Voldemort responded and Severus was nearly cringing, thinking about the pain he was about to endure. "Yesss. YESSS. That will work perfectly. You shall be my spy. Brilliant Severusss. Let's celebrate. Wormtail, fetch Severusss his reward."
Wormtail scuttled off and dragged in a good looking girl around the same age as Severus. She appeared to be wearing… lingerie?
"Your reward Severuss! The blood traitor from the ministry, employee of the muggle protection servicesss, for you to play with however you like."
All the death eaters began to cheer and make cat calls. Severus approached her as she cowered on the floor. At one time, this may have impressed Severus but since being with Lily, he couldn't imagine being with anyone else.
"Come." He commanded and grabbed her by the wrist to leave the room. But she was to scared to move. Grumbling, he wrapped magical ropes around her and dragged her out. The death eaters cheered even louder. Although they assumed Severus had a night of romping and torture in one of Lucius Malfoy's luxurious spare rooms, in reality, he killed her quickly and sat there on the bed thinking about the future.
Dumbledore had moved Lily and James into their new home the day after she saw Severus for the last time. A part of her was worried that he would tell James then and there, what her and Severus had or were, but instead, Dumbledore pretended like nothing had happened and wished them well.
The house was small but a perfect starter home for any family. It had two bedrooms and a quaint living room that looked out onto a quiet road. Although they were not entirely sure where they were, and were not allowed to leave the home, Lily assumed they were in a small town.
Weeks passed, and Lily would stare out the window wondering where and how Severus was doing as her belly began to grow bigger over time. James knew something was wrong but assumed it was from being cooped up all day. He to was feeling lonely and missing his friends and family. But together they learned how to love each other in a different way. A more, mature way. Until one day…
"James! James! I think it's happening." She cried, and looked down at her legs that were now soaked.
"What?" he ran into the living room, a dishtowel in hand.
"Either I weed myself, or my water broke." She answered, looking down at the mess.
