CH 8 Shots and Songs

*Author Note*

I'm back *evil laugh* just kidding sorry I'm being random right now only two hours of sleep and throwing stock since six a.m to one p.m will do that to a girl. So a lot of exciting things have happened in the past three days that un stead un leashing my anger on my boss I thought I would write another chapter. I know I didn't layout the story perfectly that rushed in to things this is just my first story so I'm still trying to finding my writers identity. I promise from here on that things are going to get exciting and even more steamier.

*Disclaimer*

I do not or will ever own Red Dawn or the characters if I did I would have to pick both the Josh's just joking but I only own Lilly and William. I do not own the dance by garth brooks.

*Robert POV*

Being a woke by a alarm clock is one thing you can shut it off ignore it but you can not turn off or ignore the loud booming voice of Jed tell all of us to get up then also three male voices at the same time yelling what the hell do you think you are doing. Then when it hits you are still laying down with Lilly and lets say your hands are probably to low for your own good meaning what are your hands even doing around their baby sister and cousin. All you can feel is her shift snuggling more in to you as you can tell that she is waking up and that she is probably just going to get yelled at but you might want to dig your own grave right now ,pull the trigger, and do them a favor. As you see her lift her head opening her beautiful light bluish green hazel eyes as she looks up to see her brother and cousins staring at them like they could kill someone that it hits her that yall were caught and there is nothing you can do about it. You feel her get up as she makes her way to her family as she starts to yell at them

"This is not the time or place if they want to have this conversation then we can go outside or do it later because we have to make a move before Pete rats on our location" she says turning on her heels walking off to see what you can find as you see her family turn to stare at you as Jed says

" She's right we do need to everyone collect what you can and drive the truck deep in to the woods and we will all regroup back up at the line where the woods are near the house by the fallen logs" as you see Jed and Matti walk off leaving William still there and just when you think you are safe your not when you thought seeing Jed mad was a nightmare just think how it would be to see her brother staring at you like he could rip off your head with no second thought of it. I turned around as I went to gather items as everyone loads up what ever they could find as William strives off going to go hide the truck as the rest of the people run in to woods minutes before they get there. You see Jed and Matte as Danny says "they found us" as everyone goes to the far side of the line where the woods start as you see Pete walk up and all you want to do is hurt him because he everyone in danger but most important as you look to the person beside you there she is staring as she hears what the Mayor has to say as you see her uncle grab the mega phone.

*Lilly POV*

Seeing my uncle step had my heart sinking to the bottom of my gut as you hear the words that he says "Kids I'm proud of yall now I am going to ask you guys to do what I would do I want you to kill this piece of shit or die trying" as you see Cho step lift his hand gun and shoot your uncle in the head the last family member you have left besides William, Jed, or Matte as you go to get up as you feel to arms grab you pulling you to them as they cover your mouth of the screams that are treating to come out as you start to crumble trying so hard to not to cry you look up to see its Robert as you also see your brother holding on to your hand as he also fights back the tears as well. The pain of losing the other Father figure in your life the one that taught everything about hunting, shooting, and the one that missed one birthday or anything important to you that you realize you have no one to call dad anymore, no dad to walk down the aisle, or be there to hold your unborn children. Then you think about Jed and Matti how they must be feeling losing their mother now dad and not having that bond is evident with you and your brother that your heart breaks a little bit more for them then you thought it possible be broken anymore that you pray that you never have to see another family member die in this war or the people that are here with you right now or even Robert that it breaks more you wonder if it would ever heal with time. All you can feel and hear at this moment is everyone talking Robert and Daryl talking about leaving going back to there parents that you hear Toni say " Robert your parents aren't down there I saw it happen and I didn't know how to tell you" and that moment you see Robert eyes get watery as you run up to him hugging him trying to pay him back for comforting you as you realize that you care for more then you thought you would. Then you hear Jed's moving speech and you know that you have to keep these people safe that we all start training and finding a place to relocate that you don't know what you would do with out them, without your family, and especially without Robert the man you are sitting with right now just talking to him. Trying to comfort him an anyway you can like he was there for you as you let him lay his head in your lap as you run your fingers through his hair as you start to sing the song your dad would sing to you when something to you.

Looking back on the memory of

the dance we shared 'neath the stars above;

For a moment all the world was right.

How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye?

*as you start to sing the first versus you see your brother look up at you smiling because he knows the meaning behind it as he starts to sing along to himself as he sees Robert grab for your hand holding it as you see him start to tear up trying to hold it back *

And now, I'm glad I didn't know

the way it all would end, the way it all would go.

Our lives are better left to chance;

I could have missed the pain,

but I'd have had to miss the dance.

Holding you I held everything.

For a moment wasn't I the king

If I'd only known how the king would fall,

Hey, who's to say - you know I might have changed it all.

And now, I'm glad I didn't know

the way it all would end, the way it all would go.

Our lives are better left to chance;

I could have missed the pain,

but I'd have had to miss the dance.

Yes my life is better left to chance

I could have missed the pain but I'd have had to miss the dance

You get done singing as Robert lifts up his head looking at you kissing you softly saying thank you as he pulls you to sit in between his legs. With everything that is going on in this war you are happy you at least have all these people around you come to the conclusion that you are lucky.