Isabella Winter Peverell
Chapter 9- Why?
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…Harry Potter.
"What the fuck do you want Potter" I spit out.
"I was wondering I this seat was taken"
"Yes but you're not sitting here"
"There aren't any spare seats Bella"
"You don't get to call me Bella, its Miss Peverell to you; you lost the right the second after you took my mother's life"
"I didn't mean to Bella"
"So you just cast killing spells at people with hoods on" rage dripping though my voice, (lucky the teacher had to go get some supples)
"I thought it was you-know-who?"
"So you were trying to kill my father as well?"
"That wasn't what I mean Bella, I'm sorry for your mother's death but-" I cut him off my slapping him.
"Potter when your mother and father died you was merely a baby, you had no memories of them, and I grew up with my mother when my father was in hiding because of you Potter! I have millions of memories with her, I remember her and you killed her! You are a murder Potter, a killer. You are no hero, you killed my innocent mother that day and you took away my happiness and destroyed my life, you are no better than the fucking dementors Potter, I will get my revenge soon Potter, I will kill all the people you love and you will know how much it hurts" I say and walk out of the classroom, not caring that I just left, all of this is fucking bullshit!
I run outside and run near the forbidden forest and to my secret spot. In my first year of Hogwarts I would always go here, it's at the black lake, there was this huge weeping willow tree, it was rare to see a muggle tree there but I loved it, perfect view of the lake, it was close to Hagrid hut.
Once I am at the weeping willow tree I fall to the ground, crying, I just couldn't help it, this was the first place I went to after I heard the news about my mother, when she was still alive I told her about this spot and she laughed and said she planted the tree there, it was her favourite place, the tree even has my mother's name caved into it along with my father's inside a love heart.
I don't have many things left of my mother, just her ring, this tree and Kreacher, Kreacher has been my mother's elf for ever it seems, he tells me stories of my mother, he was only ever nice to her, father and me, he is the only alive thing I have left of my mother.
I remember her favourite song; she would sing it to me, It Was You by 12 Stones. I bring my knees to my chest and hug them for dear life as I let the tears take complete control over my body, I sing the lyrics.
It was you
That showed me who I am
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real
I was sick of all the pain
Tired of all the shame that I felt
But you showed me a way
To never have a doubt
And always to believe in myself
Now I see
It was you
That showed me who I am
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real
Now I'm breathin for the first time
And I'm leavin, all this behind
I've become, what I am because of you
It was you
I'm so sorry 'bout the ways
But I can't take away my past
But you love me anyway
And now I wanna do
Everything for you that I can
Even though it won't erase
The foolish things that I've done
Things that blinded me
But now I see
It was you
That showed me who I am
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real
Now I'm breathin for the first time
And I'm leavin, all this behind
And I'll stand
For what I know is real
So how can I make this up to you?
I'll fight and I'll push and I'll strive
Now (X2) that I'm living my life for you
I'll fight and I'll push and I'll strive
Can't you see?
It was you
That showed me who I am
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real
Now I'm breathin for the first time
And I'm leavin, all this behind
I've become, what I am because of you
It was you
I can see the writing on the wall
As time begins to crawl away from me
And I've become what I am
Because of you
It was you
After I finished I started to sob, god I miss her so much, why did she have to go?
I scream and run to the weeping willow tree, hitting it with my fists. I could feel the bones in my hand breaking, but I didn't care why did this have to happen to her, why her?
I scream, I hit, I kick and I cry. My hands are bleeding and I could see the bone of my pinkie but it didn't stop me. I finally sink to the ground; my knees could no longer hold me up
"Bella' I hear someone shout, I couldn't be bothered looking plus I couldn't, my tears made it impossible to see but I know its Draco
"Bella what happened?" he says, he sits in front of me and pulls the hair out of my face.
"I got angry at Potter, slapped him and ran here where I hit, kicked and screamed at the tree" I say, my voice sounds ruff since I've been screaming and crying.
"Let me look at your hands" he says, I show him my hands.
"Fuck Bella, we need to get you to the hospital wing" all I could do was nod while Draco picks me up.
(1 month later)
It's been a month since I snapped at Potter; I of course got in trouble for slapping Potter and ditching class but I just rolled my eyes.
Hardly anyone knew what happened but the class (Luna, Cabbie, Goyle and Pansy do too) I was in when I yelled at Potter, all they know is what they heard when I yelled at him, Slytherin people of course was cheering me on when I slapped him.
Draco has been so nice and caring about it, he is the perfect boyfriend and Luna took my advices and has started dating Cabbie last week.
Luna told me that while I was gone she didn't have any friends, everyone teased her and bullied her, and it got to the point where she had started to put of notices on the bulletin board for people to give her back her stuff.
It took me 10 minutes to calm down, Luna nearly had to grab Draco, Luna never really thought people would want her in that way, she never thought of boyfriends and kissing and dates, I blame the people who made fun of her, they put all that bullshit in her head, Luna is beautiful and has a strange but fun personally, she is truly one of a kind.
Pansy and Goyle aren't together yet but they will be soon, I can tell.
Luna is in my room now on my bed talking, it is a Tuesday night and dinner wasn't for another hour.
'Luna I have a bad feeling"
"Like what Bells?"
"It's a bit of the same bad feeling I had when mum died, plus I haven't gotten a text from Kreacher or Dobby" I say, Luna was close to my mother because she lost her at a young age, her and I can see things that are normally invisible to the normal eye, I don't know why I can since I didn't see my mother's death but after that I started seeing them, the things Luna would see, I always believed her. Our favourite thing we saw together for the first time was Thestral, funny how it was the first thing we both saw.
"Oh… maybe it's the-"
Luna was cut off by Draco and Cabbie slamming the doors open, their faces in a grim, Luna and I look at each other before turning to them.
"Bella's there something I need to tell you" Draco says, I nod and smile.
"Go on Draco" Luna says as Goyle hugs her.
"It's… Kreacher…. Bella…. He's dead"
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