CHAPTER 9


**beware of the YukiShuichi yaoi that occurs!**

Yuki sat Shuichi on their bed, kneeling in front of him, he wrapped his hands around Shuichi's small face and made him look him in the eyes. "What?" he whispered; in the one whisper, all the emotions were heard. Anger, fear, sadness, pain, despair.

"Let's just get the divorce, Yuki," his voice was emotionless as were his normally fired up eyes, "your Father will never be happy with me nor our children, what's the point of being married?"

Yuki moved away from Shuichi in shock, getting up from his knees, Yuki glared down at him; "I don't care if no one approves us being married!" Yuki yelled, "I married you because you stayed by my side no matter what!" He grabbed Shuichi by the shoulders, "I married you because you kept coming after me, saying how much you love me! When you found out that I was engaged to Ayaka, you screamed that I was yours at your concert, remember!" Shuichi blinked in shock, "Or when I told you that 'I'll disappear for your life', you still came after me!" Tears started to fall from Shuichi; tears started to gather in Yuki's eyes, remembering everything that they've gone through. "You even dressed up like a girl to get married to me, remember?!" He fell onto his knees, "When we broke up, I heard that you went to New York - of all places - I went after you; I wanted you to come back with me, I wanted you to be with me!" The tears created a stream under Yuki's eyes, showing Shuichi just how much he was loved without knowing it, "Please," his voice cracked, "please don't do this." Shuichi slid down to the floor, pulling Yuki's head to his chest, he rubbed his back in circles, "You're the only thing keeping me sane, you and our babies." He whispered against the smaller body, "I don't care if I'm disowned from Father, I don't care! All that I do care about," he looked up into the teary eyes of his lover, his partner in life, the mother of his children, "our little family."

His smaller body was shaking, sobs were being bitten back, his arms tightened around Yuki's much larger body; but as he looked into the light brown eyes that belonged to the one man that he has loved, he saw the love in them. His love was naked to Shuichi; before it was hinted in his cold eyes or what he did or said, but now, it was bare and open. "Yuki..." Shuichi cried, moving his head to Yuki's shoulder. Yuki wrapped his arms around Shuichi and held him closely, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" he repeated over and over again and again.

When the two regained themselves, they pulled away but still each other in their arms, looking at the other with a need that made their hearts give a painful squeeze. Before they knew it, Yuki picked up and tossed Shuichi onto the bed before he crawled over him and kissed him like life could end for either of them in the next few moments. Pulling off their shirts the moment that Yuki pulled away so they could breathe, they went back to kissing with their bare chests touching. Pulling away, Yuki slowly kissed his way down Shuichi's lips to his neck - creating tomato red claims - to his sensitive chest - his teeth nipping at the over sucked on nipples - to his stomach - where Shuichi carried their babies for eight and a half months. "Not now," Yuki gruffed against the stomach, sending shivers up and down Shuichi's body, "but soon?" Shuichi looked down at Yuki, seeing his slightly puffed eyes.

Shuichi knew what he was asking, what he was thinking; Yuki - who hated children - wanted more children. "Yes," he nodded, "but when their older, Yuki!" he giggled when Yuki rubbed his smiling face against Shuichi's stomach, "That way they can help out with the babies too!" he ran his hands through the golden locks - already knowing what they felt like after their first few times together - pulling at them when Yuki undid his pants and pushed them down along with his boxers.

Yuki hmed against Shuichi's manhood before sucking the hard organ into his mouth making Shuichi nearly jump off the bed. Yuki smirked at the reaction, trying to recall the last time he took Shuichi into his mouth, 'Too long,' he chuckled. Holding his life partner down by the hips, he started sucking on him slowly, wanting him to beg for him to do more.

"Nnnn!" Shuichi moaned at what Yuki's talented mouth was doing to him, the way his tongue was moving and pressing against him as he slid in and out, the way Yuki's hands forced him to submit to him. Shuichi loved every bit of it, "Yuki," Shuichi moaned, "please!"

Yuki sucked harder and harder - till his cheeks hollowed - on Shuichi's peinis, under his hands he could feel Shuichi's stomach muscles starting to tighten, Shuichi's expression on his face only showed Yuki how close he was. Pulling away at just the right moment - right before Shuichi released - Yuki moved away from his whimpering "wife", took off the last of his clothes before moving to his side of the bed, under the pillow was a barely used tube of lube. Opening it, he coated his fingers in it before sitting between Shuichi's parted legs; with his slicked fingers rubbing around the hole - making it twitch - Yuki watched as Shuichi was panting and writhing in lust. With a sudden movement, Yuki pushed in his middle finger making Shuichi gasp while he arched off the bed. Quickly moving the the finger in and out of the hole, pushing it against Shuichi's spot, he added another finger, scissoring the hole to loosen. When Yuki deemed him loose enough, he pulled Shuichi's legs farther apart and had them wrap around his waist. "Wait!" Yuki looked up, his cock throbbing to enter Shuichi, "You have to put on the condom," Yuki's head fell, a weary sigh coming off his lips.

"I'm not going to!" Yuki growled, getting ready to enter again.

"I don't want to have an abortion!" Shuichi cried out, pushing against the frozen Yuki, "We made a deal with Thoma that I wasn't going to get pregnant again till the deal ends, we still have eight more months. Even after that, I'm going to be busy with tours and concerts, Yuki!" Shuichi slowly sat up, pulling himself onto Yuki's lap, but made sure that Yuki's "friend" was between them and not in him.

"...what if you took that pill?" Yuki raised an eyebrow at Shuichi who blushed and looked away.

"You know those don't always work," then he turned to Yuki, "and they are only for women, Yuki."

Yuki shrugged, he wrapped his arms around Shuichi's slim waist and pulled him closer, "Your point?"

Shuichi sighed, "It'll be harmful if I took it, even if I brought two beautiful children into the world, I could end up in the hospital..." Shuichi whispered, "and it wouldn't have anything to do with being pregnant, Yuki."

Nodding, "Fine," Yuki sighed, playing around with Shuichi, "I'll wear that stupid condom." Shuichi smiled, "Just so you know," he playfully glared at his partner, "it feels like its suffocating me when I made love to you." he grumbled. Shuichi laughed at Yuki, sighing happily as he was gently set onto the bed on his back - still spread like a virgin - while Yuki walked like a zombie to the bathroom to get the box of condoms and the trash can.

Becoming impatient, Shuichi grabbed the lube that lay innocently next to him and poured some on his fingers. Putting it back where he found it, he slowly started to finger himself with one finger; wincing at the foreign feeling of fingering himself for the first time, he failed to notice that Yuki had walked back in with his box of condoms and the bathroom trash can - empty of course. Seeing his "wife" fingering himself, Yuki suddenly found the need to hurry up and put that stupid plastic on. Setting the trash can on one side of the bed, Yuki quickly sat between Shuichi's shaking legs and - with shaking hands - he tried several times to put the condom on him. "Yuki!" Shuichi moaned; Yuki looked up to see that Shuichi had three fingers in him already, "Hurry!" Yuki could see his stomach quivering - hinting that he was close to releasing, his breathing quickening, his face showing one of pleasure.

Growling, Yuki quickly rolled the condom on as soon as he got it on; his nails making a slight tear near the tip that became bigger when it was pulled on. Yuki ripped Shuichi's fingers away from his hole, lined himself up and thrusted in slowly; Shuichi groaned at the feeling of being filled by Yuki. "Oh god," Shuichi hissed, his back arching against Yuki's chest, "Yuki!" His hands gripped Yuki's shoulders, his nails digging into the sweating flesh. Grunting, Yuki pulled back and thrusted back in, repeating the same process over and over, each time at a different angle. "Ahhhh!" Shuichi pulled Yuki down to him and bit him right on the shoulder; Yuki growled and thrusted faster and harder in and out of Shuichi - who was starting to rock against Yuki's swift movements.

"I love you," Yuki muttered in his bedroom voice into Shuichi's ear; purple eyes started to sting, "Compared to how I felt to Kitazawa," he moved his head to look Shuichi in the eyes, "it was nothing but a fling compared to what I feel for you." Yuki kissed Shuichi, slowing his movements to enjoy the kiss; guiding Shuichi back onto the bed, Yuki slowly kissed Shuichi. His hand gripping onto the pink locks to keep them together, his other hand around Shuichi's waist to keep them connected. Shuichi, sighing and moaning into the kiss, wrapped his arms around Yuki's neck as he legs wrapped themselves around his waist. Pulling away from the heated kiss, Yuki sucked on Shuichi's bottom lip between his teeth. "I just thought I should tell you," Yuki whispered, "Shuichi Shindo Uesugi." Shuichi pulled himself toward Yuki's waiting lips - that whispered and did things to his heart and body - and crushed them with his own.

"I love you, Eiri! I love you!" Shuichi kissed Yuki everywhere he could reach, "I love you so much!" Yuki kissed Shuichi hard when his lips landed on his own. "Don't be gentle, Yuki, don't!" Yuki complied; forcing Shuichi back on the bed, he took his hands in his own and quickly thrusted in and out of him. Pounding him as hard as he could; Shuichi moaned as each thrust, feeling every emotion that the other was going through mix with his own. "Yuki, m-more!" he gasped when he got what he wanted, "So good!" Yuki leaned down and took Shuichi's plumped cherry lips into his own.

"I'm close," Yuki looked into the eyes that stole his heart and breath.

Shuichi giggled, "Me t-too!" his hands tightened around Yuki's, his hips started rocking into Yuki's thrusts. Shuichi started to feel the heat pooling in his stomach as it leaked down between his legs, he could also feel his body getting hotter and hotter at each of the thrusts. WIth his legs wrapped around Yuki's waist, he could feel his muscles getting tighter, he could hear Yuki's breathing becoming more and more shallow. Knowing that he was close, Shuichi smirked inwardly as he reached up from the rocking that Yuki had set and bit his ear. At that time Yuki had perfectly hit his spot when his ear was bit, sending the two in an orgasm that made Shuichi scream when he threw his head back and Yuki to lose his breath.

Yuki fell onto Shuichi, trying to regain his breathing; a few moments later - when his breathing was more in control - he pulled away from Shuichi and found his sleeping like a rock with his angel face relaxed. Bending down, he gently kissed the lips before he pulled out of him. Sitting on the back of his legs, Yuki was about to pull off the condom when he saw that half of him was sticking out of it. Staring at it for a minute, he pulled off the condom to see that it was still together but there was a huge rip, he quickly tossed it into the trash can like it was on fire. "Crap..." Yuki looked at Shuichi to see his cum laughing at him maliciously as it slowly dripped out of Shuichi - who mutter Yuki's name as he rolled over onto his side and sighed happily. Hoping that Shuichi wasn't going to find out about this, nor get pregnant - 'Did I just ask if we were going to have more in the future? Now I don't want any?!' - Yuki quickly got up and went to the adjoined bathroom to get a wet rag to clean Shuichi as best as he could.

When Yuki thought that he got all of it, he heard whimpering from the monitor; "Hmm," Shuichi rolled over and blinked at him, "whose turn is it?" his voice was a bit scratched from the screaming.

"I'll get them," Yuki grabbed the rag and trash can and left the room only to come back a moment later looking for his boxers. Shuichi chuckled at him as Yuki looked around frantically for his boxers before giving up and grabbing his pajama pants on. From outside the hall, Shuichi could hear him muttering that "daddy's coming" to the kids as both of them started crying. Sigh, Shuichi got up and pulled on Yuki's shirt; he felt startled that he felt something drip down his legs, he thought of Yuki when he was quickly trying to put the condom on. Before he could think about it more, Yuki came in hold both of them - Hikaru sniffing and Aimi screaming for no reason. "Help?" Shuichi laughed before holding his arms out for Yuki to give one of them; Hikaru moved closer to Yuki while Aimi became silent and looked at Shuichi with a small smile.

"She really doesn't like you, does she?" Shuichi laughed when she glared - with Yuki glaring back at her - before she curled up and slept against Shuichi.

"Tch, whatever," Yuki glared at her before sitting down with their son in his arms, "you have Aimi and I have Hikaru," he looked to Shuichi who was reaching over to brush the back of his finger against Hikaru's damp pink cheek. "I think we're pretty evened out," Shuichi looked up as Yuki leaned in to kiss him, "Thank you." Shuichi smiled and rubbed his nose against Yuki's.


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About next week, I'm going to try to post the next chapter. The reason that I say "try" is because you guys have caught up to me! I haven't had any more ideas on what happens next after this, soooo there could be another update or not next week (on time)! Just a heads up~