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Beep, beep, beep,...

A monotonous sound was the first thing Chloe registered when she reclaimed her conscious. She kept her eyes closed remembering all what had happened, remembering the pain.

Now there was none, and she felt numb, cos as long as it'd hurt her she'd known that Lily had been still there. Now she couldn't find courage to open her eyes and find out what had happened.

She felt gentle squeezing on her hand, and then she heard a voice. Lana.

" Please Chloe, you have to wake up, you have to, please, common you are stronger then that, fight"

Chloe felt a small drop of water on her hand, 'Tears' she thought

" Amy is asking for you, you know, she's so frighten that you won't made it just like P..." there was a sob " ...but I know better, you are tough, you will"

There was a silent for a moment, and Chloe felt her friend moving from her side.

" You know, I used to love hospitals, I know that you've always laughed at me because of that, but I'd loved them, it was here when it all started,but it can't end like this, it can't! "

Lana moved back to Chloe's side

" You remember, I was sitting just like this waiting for you to wake up, and telling you that Pe..." she still couldn't tell her husband name without cry of pain, but she fought against it for her friend

" that he asked me to a date, but I can't leave you, and then you open your eyes and said that you would call your limo so I can go" Lana smiled at memory of happier times

" And then, you remember, Lex came saying that he'd drive you home..., oh Chloe, I swear I will bring up all those cheesy memories and I won't stop talking till you wake up, you hear me?!"

Lana almost screamed the lost sentence than added whispering " They need you Chloe, Lex and Lily..."

" Lily..." Chloe hoarse voice sounded in the room and her eyes met Lana's puffy orbs

" Oh, God, Chloe!" Lana smiled through her tears

" Lily?" Chloe asked again begging for any information

" They have to put her to incubator, Chloe, they doing everything they can"

" But it's too soon, she's only 7 months, too soon" Chloe felt her own tears

" Shhhh, it's gonna be OK, you'll see" Lana tried to console

" Lex...where..."

" He was here, whole night, he just went to check Lily and talk with doctors" Lana quickly explained

" Is he... hating me ?" Chloe disgusted the way she sounded, so week, but she couldn't help it, she's never felt so vulnerable, so aching before.

" God, no Chloe!" Lana almost screamed " He told me what had happened, and he's..., he's blaming himself for not protecting both of you, he's ashamed..."

" I need him...please" Chloe asked

" I get him, don't worry" Lana quickly went to find him

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" You can come out" Chloe said aloud watching a lonely figure who was hiding behind the window

He slowly stepped inside

" I'm so sorry Chloe, I don't know what happened ..."

But Chloe interrupted him

" But I know, it was your anger and hatred!" she looked straight into Clark's face " It was you"

" NO! Chloe it wasn't me, you know that I'd never hurt you, it was the red kryptonite..."

" No, you are wrong, it was your emotion, the same emotion you are hiding now, red kryptonite made them came into surface, but it didn't create them!"

Superman only shocked his head " I'm sorry Chloe, if only there weren't those rocks..."

"Stop it, just stop it! It's always someones else fault Lex's rock's but never yours, you are never the one who should be blamed!" Chloe knew that her words were cruel but it didn't bother her anymore since he hurt her child

" But I guess I can only thanks myself for it, cos I made a wrong choice trusting you instead Lex"

He didn't answer.

" Get out" he didn't move " I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!" she screamed

He flew through the window without looking back.

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She saw him entered her room. He looked like hell, bruised and tired.

"Lex?" she asked silently

He met her eyes and she gasped seeing how thorn he was.

" I'm so sorry, it's all my fault I..." she started to cry but his strong arms silent her

" No, Chloe,the one to blame is me" he held her as close as he could, burying his face in her neck " I've pretend to be so fucking smart, but I was an idiot, I couldn't figure out the meaning of those dam rocks, and almost lost you because of that..."

" I let that happened to you Chloe, I watched him hurting you and our child..."

" No, you saved us, and the one to blame is him, not you, never you" Chloe cupped his face in his hands and they foreheads touched

" I love you Chloe, I love you so much"

" I" Chloe thought about last days, about all she'd experienced about all she'd read in her journal " I love you too"

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The doctor went interrupting them.

" Mrs Luthor, Mr Luthor there is something I have to tell you" he said his face full of sadness

' Oh God, please no' was Chloe only thought

" Your daughter has a serious infection, and there is nothing we can do to help her, if she'd been borned few weeks later we would have been able to save her, but now..."

" What are you saying?" Lex voice sounded broken

" I'm deeply sorry, but your daughter have only few hours left"

" No, no, no" Chloe repeated it over and over

" There must be something we can do, anything" Lex couldn't believe it, couldn't accept this

" There's nothing" doctor answered him " You can only spent those hours with her, the nurse will bring her to you"

Two men met there gaze, one full of pain the other full of compassion

Lex and Chloe just sit there, no able to move, or speak, holding each other.

The nurse arrived with a baby a handed her to Chloe.

Chloe looked at her small daughter ' So perfect, so beautiful' she thought through tears

Lex moved so he was embracing both of the most precious person in his live now.

They sat in silence watching a little bundle, both silently counting every breath she took.

' It's my fault Lily, it's my wrong decision... yes one more breath, that's right, you are so beautiful, one more, please one more... Lily!'

Chloe felt Lex arms tightened around her when their child stopped moving, that was it, she was gone.

" NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Chloe screamed before darkness claimed her yet again

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I'm sitting here, on my bed, my white dress is hanging on my doors. Tomorrow is my wedding, and I can't sleep. Funny, but now I can't stop but wondering, did I make a right choice, what my future will be like??? I know how it sounds, but still I have those thoughts, maybe I just call Lex, no it's 3 a.m., besides it's stupid I love him, and no matter what CK or LL said I made a right choice!!!!!!!!

It is my life and my decisions, not anybody else.

Now I better get some sleep, cos Lex may cancel this whole thing when he look at me tomorrow!

Chloe Luthor, it sounds nice, isn't it?

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