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Chapter 9: I'm Coming Home

(RED)

Seven weeks after.

He was still in Alaska with the Denali Coven. He was busy controlling and enhancing his gift with the help his friend Garrett.

"That will be all for today." Garrett announced. "Our kind needs also a rest." He walked towards the house. "I miss my Kate already." He smirked at Red.

"You just saw her about five minutes ago." Red raised his eyebrow.

"It feels like five years to me." He showed his gloomy eyes.

"You're overreacting." He rolled his eyes on Garrett.

"You'll understand it why I'm this, soon." He put his hand on he's chest. "Are you coming?" He smiled at him

"No, I'll stay here for a while." Red turned around.

He walked and walked. He didn't know where he was going. After a long walked he decided to sit at the snow. He closed his eyes and lay down. He released a long sighed. Once he opened his eyes. He gazed at a clear blue sky.

It was my first time in my eternal life to stare at the sky again. During my human days, I gazed at the sky with my father, day time or night time. He really adored it. By looking up, it made him calmer and thinks straight. I stop looking the day my father died. It was hard for me and painful as I remember. Pain and hatred were my companies when he left and when the secrets were been unfold about my mother. I still had them inside my cold lifeless heart even if I'm with the Cullen. Jasper sometimes uses his gift to me but they find a way to come back. I don't want to let it go because it reminded me of being a human and my past. As I looked up the sky another flashed back came up to me. The day my beautiful life started to tumble down.

I arrived early in his office because my teacher has something important to do so he discharged our class early. Bob, my chauffeur always picked me up at school and drop me off to my father's office.

"Hello Master Jared." Sasha, my father's secretary greeted me once he saw me and my chauffer approaching. "Your father is not yet here. He's having a meeting outside but he told me that he won't take long." She stood up on her table.

"Thank you for the information. I just have to wait for him in his office then." I flashed a smiled on her.

"Do you need anything else?" She was blushing.

"No thank you, Ms. Sasha. I'm fine." I enjoyed making her blush actually I loved making girls blushed.

I was different before, I was a good kid at that time. I'm nice but naughty. I make sure that people surrounded me will leave a good impression about me and make them smile. I wanted everyone to feel happy, make their jobs easier for them. I also did the same thing in school; I was a campus heartthrob, I make all the girls knocks them right off their feet when I smiled at them or even talked to them. I really liked it a lot being their center of their attention because I don't get that to my own mother. This was my way to fill my emptiness, my yearning for my mother's love but that was not enough. I'm still hoping that one day my mother will love me back and show me much she cares for me. But as day fast by, I felt she's million miles away from me. All of them don't know about it except from the people who worked in our house. Even in this office or the people who knew us, they always thought that we were a happy family, a perfect family the way they sees it. I always wear a mask in front of other people because I don't want to ruin my parent's reputation and I don't want to be pitied. I'm a really good actor; I might just get an award as a best actor. I don't want to blame my parent's especially my mother. I know there's a reason behind her coldness towards me. Maybe she just needed more time as my father always saying this to me every time I brought it up about her.

I turned to the person on my side. "You can go home now."

"Thank you. See you later, Master Jared." Bob told me after he accompanied me to my father's office.

I waved at him. "Ok Bob. Thank you."

He waved back and headed to the exit.

I turned to see Ms. Sasha and she was still gawking at me. "Please notify me when my father arrives."

"I will Master Jared." She didn't even blink.

I winked at her and headed to my father's office. As I closed the door, I heard a sound. Something fell on the floor. I'm opened it again to see what just fell.

"Ms. Sasha?" I looked at her table.

She immediately stood up and smiled with embarrassment. "Nothing Master Jared, I just tripped my feet on the chair. I'm not hurt." She said with hand gestures.

"Be careful next time. You know that my father is worthless without you." I advised her.

"Yes Master Jared I understand. I'll be careful next time. Thank you for your concern." She was now with a tomato face.

"You're welcome." And I immediately close the door. I don't want to be blamed if something bad happened to her like broken bone or forgot to breathe because of my charm.

I laughed; I managed myself not to laugh so loud that Ms. Sasha would not hear. I went to his bookshelves and took a book about cars and sat to his chair. I opened it and started reading it when my phone vibrated. I took it quickly in my pocket and looked at the caller id. I accepted it and put it in my ear.

"Hello my little bunny (littlebunny48)." I put a bookmark on the page where I stop.

"Hello Uncle Jared," said in the other line.

"How was your day my beautiful cousin?" I turned my chair and face the mirrored wall and gazed at the view outside.

"Not much, how about you?"

"Same as you are."

"I just call to know if you and your parents will come to my birthday party." She said in a happy tone.

"Yes, we will. We won't miss it for the world." I almost forgot about that.

"Why am I thinking that you forgot about it? Maybe busy flirting with the girls or even women." She got me there.

"No I'm not." I bit my lower lip.

"I already know you. So don't act like you knew. That's why I called you." Her voice changed to an angry voice.

"Ok ok ok." He gestured his free hand showing he surrender. "Don't be angry. Sorry."

"I bet you don't have any gift yet." She was now not in the mood.

"Little bunny," I used my smooth voice. "I didn't miss any of your birthdays, so don't be mad," as I remembered.

"Yeah, if I didn't call you to inform you about my birthday." She was now sarcastic.

"Please, don't be mad. I'll make up for you." I'm using my charm now. "I'll bring you a knight in shining armor with a car." I teased her.

I heard her laugh. "Stop being a match maker. You're not that kind of person and you knew my parents. They already made an arrangement wedding for me."

"And you don't want to argue with that?" I asked her. I don't know why she agreed with it. I felt lucky that my father let me chose the way I want to be unlike my cousin, who her parents always decides for her.

"Well, I'm beginning to like this guy. Actually I already met him before. We have the same school." She confessed. "He was so nice, sweet and-"

"Cut that out. I don't want any details." I'm beginning to get sick with her love story.

I heard someone called her name.

"Oh well, I got to go my dear cousin. See you in Romania. Bye."

"Yeah, thank you for calling me. See you soon little bunny. Bye." I hung up and put my phone in my pocket.

I continued reading what I left off until Ms. Sasha burst to the door with tears in her eyes while holding the phone tightly.

"What's the problem Ms. Sasha? Is there something wrong?" I'm beginning to get nervous but I didn't stand up from my father's chair.

"Master… It's about… about… Sir Wnyrick…. Your father…" Her voice was shaky.

I stood up. "What about my father?" I gulped.

"He was…. was… in… involved… in the…. in the…" She never finished her sentence and started to cry.

I moved quickly and held her both arms. "What happened to my father?" I asked in demanding tone. "Answer me."

Sasha took a deep breath and looked me in my eyes. "Your father was… involved…. in a… car ac… accident."

I looked at her trying put her words sink in to my troubled mind. This could not be happening. I know that we will all going to the same path but not like this, not too soon. I still need my father not until my mother and I are okay.

I'm trying to calm myself. "What hospital where he was admits to?"

As Ms. Sasha answered my question. I quickly got out of his office and called the taxi.

So many things had running to my mind right now. No it can be. I was thinking that Ms. Sasha was making fun of me and when I reached the hospital my father was waiting for me outside not hurt and laughing saying that I got you there, my son. These traffic lights were kept holding me for a while. I just wanted to shout at the driver to ignore the lights, so that I reached the hospital in no time. My phone vibrated and answered it without looking at the screen.

"Master Jared." Bob voice. "Are you heading to the hospital?" I heard that his also in the street because of the horns at the background.

"Yes I am. I can't wait for you so I headed off," trying to calm myself.

"Okay Master I'll meet you there." He's going to hang up.

"Bob." I wanted to know something.

"Yes Master?" Looks like he knew what I was about to asked him.

"Is my mother with you?" I wanted to make sure that she cared for my father.

It was silent for a while and heard a sighed before he answered. "No Master. She's-"

I cut him off. "See you at the hospital." And pushed the end button and out it in my pocket.

I don't know what I felt right now. It all mixed up. I started to calm myself by breathing slowly.

"Everything will be alright." The driver said giving me a comforting smile in the front mirror.

"Thank you. Can you make it faster?" I untied by tie just make me breathe easily.

"I'm trying my best to take you there as fast as I can." He's eyes were on the road.

As I reached the hospital, I immediately asked the nurse in the front desk and she directly answered me that my father was still in the emergency room. I ran to where the emergency room was located and took a peck at the window. I didn't see anything just another door. I walked back and forth to the door. Hoping that the door will opened and the doctor will soon be saying that he was now in a good condition.

Someone grabbed my shoulder and I turned around. It was Bob with the others. They all here except for the only who should be here - my mother. She should be here at times like this not with her friends, spending money on shopping and other women staff or in her room.

I looked at my nanny. "Did you tell her?"

She just nodded.

"Did she say something?"

She shook her head.

I formed my hands into a fist and calm myself as far as I could. Pain and hatred were now forming inside my heart.

"Why is she like that? Did she never love my father? What kind of heart does she have?" I started to blurt it all out.

"Master Jared please, calm yourself." My nanny was trying to comfort me but it won't work this time.

"I swear if something happens to my father I won't ever forgive her." Those were the words that came from my mouth. I needed to let it all out.

"Master Jared please," my nanny pleaded. She tried to hold me but I moved back from her.

After a few minutes, the doctor came outside of the emergency room and headed towards us.

"Are you the Mr. Wynrick's relatives?" The doctor seriously asked.

"Yes and I'm his son. How was he? Is he in a good condition now? I quickly asked, I don't want to take it too long.

He put his hands on my shoulder. "We did the best that we can. He's hit very bad. His left lung was directly hit by a metal frame. When he got here, he was lifeless. He lost a lot of blood. We're very sorry for your lost."

As he said those words that I don't what to hear. I felt numb. I thought someone splashed a cold water on me. "You're kidding, right?" That's all I could say to him.

He shook his head. That was the time I blocked out. I just found myself that I was pulling away by my helpers because I was punching the doctor to death. The doctor's face was covered with blood. I really hit him hard.

"MASTER JARED, PLEASSE STOP. IT WON'T BRING YOUR FATHER BACK!" My nanny cried out at me. That's why I'm back to myself again.

She was right. Punching the doctor who attended my father won't change anything. I closed my eyes and sighed.

"I'm sorry doc." I looked at him while wiped the blood in his nose. Then I looked to the persons who were holding me. "You can let go of me now."

Bob and the other guy looked at each other and agreed to let me go. I stood properly and looked at the doctor again. "Can we see him now?" My voice was so weak.

The doctor nodded. "Yes you can see him." He excused himself.

Once we entered the room where he's lifeless body laid. I gulfed and stop once I saw him. The others walked to him and started to cry. I tried myself to walk closer as I could to see his lifeless face. They gave way when I was near. I couldn't compose myself anymore. I don't know what to do. I held his cold face.

"Father… I know you're sleeping… Just wake up… You're a good actor… so open your eyes and say something." My tears started to fall down. "Don't do this to me… to us… Please wake up." I pleaded.

My nanny put her hand on my shoulder. "Master Jared."

I tightly held my father in my arms and cried out loud. The numbness that I felt before where been place by unbearable pain. I don't know how to ease this so much pain in my heart. I don't know what will happen to me – to us without him. What should I do? What I will do next? How can I face tomorrow without him? So many questions were running to my mind right now. I wanted to be save, but who will save me?

I opened my eyes and looked at the sky.

Decade past, until I found those beautiful blue eyes, I was caught off guard. All the pain and hatred that I held for a long time quickly wash away for a while just by looking at her eyes. All I could see was hope, forgiveness, kindness and love. I started to get angry at her. Who gave her the permission to just come in to come into my life and spoiled my world filled with darkness, loneliness, anger and pain.

So, I decided to make her to feel what I've been thru. I wanted to let her fell that life was so unfair, that not everything has to be good always. I wanted her to be gone. But I don't want her to be gone that easily. I wanted her to be broken and won't ever be recovered from the damage that I brought to her.

But now I'm here with the Denali – defeated and alone again. And now I was looking up in the sky and reminded about her eyes. I'm troubled right now. All my life I wanted to be safe but when I'm about to give up, she came along to put an end to my suffering. But, what if I let her in and soon she will leave me. Maybe I'll end up more hurt that before. I remembered something what my father said.

"If you trip or fall don't hesitate to stood up and face the whole world with a smile." That was he always told to me all the time.

Maybe I should give it a chance. But what should I do? What if I turned her into becoming what I am right now? Is she still being the same? What if not? Will I'll be the one to kill her?

The thought of Edward and Bella popped up in my mind. The undying love between them, they loved each other even more. Wait a minute. Do I love her? ME falling in love!? A lifeless person falls in love with a human. I don't know what love is. A four simple letters but hard to explain and very powerful. I don't know how to love or to be love at all.

I sat.

What should I do? What should I do? I'm so troubled right now. I need an answer right now. Then I remembered what Edward told me.

"You can't fight it. I did that before but it ruled me. And that's the most memorable thing that happened in my entire life. Why won't you accept it?"

"You know what. When love hits you, you would just obey it." Edward explained. "Love is the most powerful gift that's been made. It doesn't care what kind you belong to as long as you are destined to be together. There's a reason why we are what we are."

"You know killing her is not the solution." Edward advised me.

"Choose the right thing and come back."

I stood up and made a decision. I will take the risk no matter what happens. If it's meant to be, so be it. There's no turning back now. I just hope I made a good decision that I won't regret it soon.

I'm coming back.

I'm coming home.

A/N: So Red decided to come back. I'm so excited. So Red and Jade will see each other again. Will ever thing change between them? Or will Red regret it? The school festival is coming and also the dance. Is Jade going to win the bet with Nessie, Jasmine and Michelle? Find out soon on the next chapter. Hope you like a piece of Red's story.

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