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On her way back to school jen's mind hadn't stopped thinking for one second. One moment she was so caught up in her thought, she almost hit another car. So jen pulled over to the side for a second to grab herself together for a second. The teacher regretted she didn't stay but had listened to her mind that was saying she better would go back to school. Her heart was telling otherwise but this time her mind had won. While arriving at school she realized how she left tilly and wasn't really proud of it. Jen grabbed her phone to tell her girl she's sorry... but there was just one thing holding her back, … finding the right words.
'Hi miss Gilmore can i ask you something' a student interrupted the teacher who was in deep thoughts, in search for the right words to text to her girlfriend.
'Erm oh yeah sure' the teacher answered and was brought back to earth.
During the conversation jen mostly was talking, explaining and giving advice. Her phone rang and her first thought was tilly. So she excused herself saying she had to take this call. However when she saw it was an unknown number her face dropped. Jen didn't even answer it. It was probably just some advertising or phone company calling because they can offer you some good deals.
The teacher headed to her class, 5 minutes later students started to walk in and jen began teaching. Talking about art actually took her mind off her personal stuff for a while. But as soon as class was over there it was ... her favorite redhead popped up in her mind again. She checked her phone. No new messages. Now jen was sure tilly was mad for what had happened and the way she had left her.
Tilly indeed was mad at jen. Why did she have to leave her like this. Bringing her home to spend some time together without having to be worried about people seeing them. Kissing her, seducing her and then just leave her… . Why couldn't she just say what was on her mind. The young girl didn't understand and just was going to wait for her love to apologize or at least some explanations. And if she didn't ... well that would mean school is way more important for her and then jen could just go and focus on that!
The teacher couldn't just go home as there was a meeting planned into her schedule. During the meeting she just wasn't able to keep her mind with the agendapoints, the brunette kept thinking about that one girl. Jen took another shot on writing a text, she re-read it but didn't found it good enough so deleted it again. This was the third one already...
'Jen what do you think' another teacher asked
The teacher jumped by hearing her name, she forgot for a second the fact that she was in the middle of a meeting ... .
'Erm .. Well ... Sorry excuse me but could you repeat the question please'
'Everything aright jen you look a bit pale.' Keeler said
'Oh Erm yeah.. I just didn't ... Actually i think i caught something from my student...' Jen answered on a confused tone.
'Jen if you're feeling ill just go. We'll manage without you... I'll send you a report of tonight's meeting.'
'Okay that would be great thanks!'
The teacher wasn't really sick so she could have stayed and paied attention but she could bring herself to do so. Her thoughts had been somewhere else all day. Jen packed her stuff, left school and drove to the only person on her mind, tilly. It was only 7pm so she hoped tilly's parents wouldn't be home yet. The teacher stopped at a florist and got some lilies for her love. When she drove down tilly's street she was glad to se there were no cars parked on the driveway.. The teacher drove around the corner, parked her car and walked to tilly's. It was a risk to take ... Someone could have dropped off her mom or father or both or their might be visitors but after what happened, jen had to make up for something and found it worth the risk. With a scary heart jen rang the doorbell, afraid of who might open and how tilly would react. Nervously she waited for the door to open, not knowing yet what to say, still in search of the right words.
The teacher hears some footsteps on the other side of the door, a key unlocked it and the door opened. Luckily it was tilly!
The student was surprised to find jen at her doorstep but glad she was there. The fact she was happy to see her love, was something tilly tried to hide as she was still kind of mad.
'Hi!' Jen spoke afraid and unsure.
Hey,... what do you want!? The girl sounded more confident and did her best to look a bit mad.
'Erm i ... Tilly ... Is their someone home?'
'No'
'Can i come inside please?' Asked jen a little bit scared
'Well yeah i guess so'
Tilly let jen enter and closed the door. Jen just stayed in the hallway. They looked at each other and the redhead waited for some explanations. Her girlfriend was clearly nervous and scared, afraid she might have blown it all.
'Tilly... I ... I'm sorry. I don't know what to say to make you forgive me . But... I brought you these.'
Jen said while giving her girl the flowers
'Erm thanks'
'They are lilies. It means i dare you to love me...' jen said shy and continued now she finally had found some words .
'Like .. I mean ... I'll do stupid things, make mistake, chose the wrong things but ... i dare you to love me anyway... Cause the truth is tilly, i need you.. I need you to help me, to do the right things and chose the right things ... And ... I'm sorry tilly...' The girl was in a emotional state while speaking those words from out the bottom of her heart.
Oh jen... ' tilly just melted with jens confession. 'I'll take that dare ' tilly said and kissed the lips of her love.
Kissing her love had calmed down jen, she had no reason to be afraid off anymore. They still were together and things were on the right track again.
'I know I should've just talked to you but .. I thought it was better if I just went back. I was scared if someone would otice I'm gone too long .. but when I was at school, you kept rspinning trhough my mind and I couldn't function anymore … so I came here instead of being in a meeting where I should be at right now'
'Oh how brave of you! I think you should have said something then but I'm glad you came to me know. We can talk you know, figure it out together!'
'Yeah I know now… it was just my mind was like … You know … I was even picturing how we were getting caught by Keeler while we where on there' Jen joked and pointed out the couch.
'Oh god Jen, you're way overthinking. '
'Well, I just don't want to lose you.'
'Neither do i.' Tilly answered and gave jen a brief kiss
'I'll better put these in some water first. '
Tilly walked further to the living room and jen followed.
When the student was putting the flowers in a vase, she saw a card on it and read it. It was a short message 'i love you!' With a little drawing of a heart and an x
You like them?
'Yeah, very much!'
Tilly turned around and threw a big smile at jen.
'Maybe i better put these in my room, don't want my mom to thinks these are for her! You coming!?'
'To your room, … hmm i don't think I can say no to that.' Joked jen.
'Oh you … one track mind or what'
Jen just smiled and followed her girl up the stairs.
Tilly put the flowers on her desk and put on some music. The girl sat down on her bed and made jen, who was still standing by the door, a gesture to come and sit next to her. The brunette looked around with big eyes cause she had never been in tilly's room before and was surprised by how it looked. It. There was a nice piece of art hanging on her wall and also lot's of pictures. The pictures were of family, friends and also artistic one.
'Nice room' jen said while walking over to tilly on the bed.
'Thanks'
'Did you take all the pictures?
'no, some of them… Like, that one' tilly pointed out the picture she took at the beach. A double from the one she gave jen, the one with the heart.
Oh that one is definitely my favorite. Jen smiled and kissed her girl.
'Hmm.. well that's not quite my favorite'
No!?
Tilly nodded her head of no, wisely and also a little bit on a teasing way.
'May I know wich one you like most then?'
'Okay but only if you close your eyes first'
So jen did as requested and closed her eyes. Tilly took out her phone held it in front of them, kissed her girlfriend. She pressed a button and a photo was taken.
'You can look now.'
While jen opened up her eyes tilly looked a the photo she had just taken, she smiled and showed it to her girl. A picture of tilly kissing jen and jen was smiling bright because of that nice surprising kiss from her girl. The photo looked really cute.
Jen smiled when she saw it and said 'Hmm I like it, but that's cheating'
'No I don't think so'
'Well then now it's my turn to make my favorite picture'
Jen wanted to take tilly's phone but the girl put her hand that held her phone to the other side. The brunette however didn't just gave in and leaned against her girlfriend to grab her phone. Tilly protected her phone with her body, jen trying to get that mobile phone made tilly fall over on the bed. The brunette now sat on top of her now, tilly quick put her hands behind her back. Jen was determind, she must and will get that phone. So she started tickling the girl underneath her. The girl fought back but when jen started kissing her, tilly could maintain anymore and give in.
'My turn' jen said and went to sit up a little bit more
uhu' tilly answered and pulled jen back against her body
Oh hmm' the brunette let out before she started kissing her girl again and let the phone for what it was. Her hands were more useful for something else now. And as she dropped the cell, her hands made their way over tilly's body while feeling her girls hands all over hers.
There was a loud kind of smashing sound coming from downstairs but the girls didn't notice. Until a sudden yell
'Tilly I'm home!'
