Lonely Alice

9th chapter... neat! anyways lets get on with the chapter!!!

Kin #- hey!!! again, get that homework done!!!

x-tears-of-an-angel-x - i don't know if u read Revelations or this but hi anyways... XD

the song January sings is by Avril, not me I own nothing to it!!!

Chapter 9

Serectz pt1

Luke walked back in and saw January still asleep, her body hadn't even move from when he left her an hour ago. He ran over and placed his head over her heart, he could hear her heart beating fanitly. He swallowed and sat back in the chair, she must have took the power pendent from him when she hugged him. Luke smiled and walked out of the room, just like Jinx would.

Luke walked down the quiet hallway as he ran into someone, a smile grew a cross her face as she looked at his name tag.

"Dr.Gross right?" Luke nodded slowly at the lady, she was the one from before when January got the bright idea to work as a clinic nurse. She smiled at him again.

"How is January, these days?" Luke looked at her werid, she gave a werid laugh as Luke looked around.

"You don't remember me?"

"You had the heart attack in the clinic right?" She nodded and pointed down the hall.

"Where is January? I want to see her again, that would nice. Please Luke?" Luke shrugged and took the wheelchair, he rolled her down the hall slowly as she went on about sometime before. When they came to the room, she gasped and started laughing. Luke thought she was from the loonie ward as she walked up and touched January's arm.

"January? Is that you? You're a blonde? Ha! I would have never guessed that, you had such nice black hair." She looked at the screen and smiled. "I like these numbers of yours, nice." She said looking back to Luke. "Are you treating her good?" Luke nodded and sat in the chair as the lady went on and on to the sleeping January. She talked about Ember and all the stuff with being a mew.

"Okay," Luke said rolling the chair over to her as another nurse came in. "This is getting too werid, you can go back to the ward please." The lady smiled and sat in the chair. She tugged on his jacket and smiled.

"You've taken on her old ways have you?" Luke made a face and motioned for the nurse to take her. She smiled and waved to January, Luke sighed and sat back down in the chair. He closed his eyes and listened to the sounds of January's heart beeping.

"It was nice to see Lucky again, don't you think?"

"Whatever." Luke said, about 5 seconds later Luke jumped up looking towards to the door. "THAT WAS LUCKY?"

"Yup," He truned his head and saw January up on her fore arms smiling at him. "but... she doesn't have very long to live." He nodded and walked over to her.

"How are you feeling?" She smiled and laid back down facing him.

"I'll be fine, but while I'm a sleep get someone to check on my lower part of my body... I think Lucky was onto something." He made another face and sighed.

"Women."

X

Luke ran the ultra sound over January's lower stomach, she wasn't awake. He wanted to check something, he had a hunch but it was small very small. He looked into the screen and opened his mouth wide, he saw a leg. He listened more closely and he could hear two heart beats, he moved the scaner around some more and shook his head.

"It's a baby Luke," Luke truned his head to January, she was awake and watching the screen. "If it has a heart beat and there's a leg... it's a baby." Luke nodded slowly and looked back to the screen.

"How long have you been..."

"It looks about 12weeks," He nodded and swallowed. He could feel his whole face go pale as it moved, he looked to January. She looked at him werid.

"What?"

"When you hit your head off of the dresser... you where-"

"Oh well." January said sitting up, she yawned and moved her shoulder in a circle. She reached for the bandages and pulled them off, Luke grabbed her other arm.

"Don't do-"

"I'll be fine," She said yanking the last bandage off, showing a healed arm. "Mew Mew style, Mew Mew-"

"Okay I get it," Luke said waving his hand infront of his face. He made his way to the door and smiled. "I'll get someone to watch over you," January shook her head and jumped off the bed. She walked to the door with her head down.

"I want to see someone before we-"

"You can't see Vola and Stella."

"I'm not." She said walking down the hall, Luke sighed and leaned on the door watching her walk away. He realized that he hit her when she was with child.

X

I walk in slowly as Lucky sits up, she rolls her eyes at the sight of me and lays back.

"I thought you were my low fat lunch." I rolled my eyes and grabbed a rolling stoll, I rolled over to her and smiled.

"How are you Lucky?" She smiled.

"Diying." I swallowed and look at the coat on the hook.

"How long have you been with your husband?"

"19 years, I'm 87 now." I nod and look back to her.

"How old were you when you started working in the clinic?"

"17," I nod and leaned on the bed.

"And when I was there?"

"14." I rasie my eyebrow and look at her werid.

"No really?"

"41, I wanted to help teenagers grow up. Get out of that place and go on with their lives..." She smiled at me and padded my head. "I knew you would marry Luke, I was just surpized that Lindsay hasn't killed him yet." I nod really fast with a smile across my face. She laughes and looks up again.

"You married him, and had a daughter right?" I nod again looking out the window, I forgot about Ember.

"Ember Sarah Gross." I mubbled, she touched my hand and smiled.

"You named her right?" I nodded with a smile across my face. I laid my head down on the bed and closed my eyes.

"I wanted her name to be speical... not Katrina or Sarah, it had to be... speical... Ember means spark," She ran her hand down my head like I was cat or something. "in german... it made more sense to name her that. And now I'm gonna have another one..."

"I know Luke hit you," I sat back up looking right at her, she had that look on her face that made everyone at the clinic tell the truth. I nodded and laid my head back down.

"Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

His innocence is brilliant, it's so beautiful
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by..." I swallowed and let a couple tears fall down my fall.

"Yeah he did, only to get my power pendent..." I closed my eyes again and laid there. I remember all the times I spent yelling at her and telling her to go away and do stuff, she must've hated me back then.

"I'm glad you're January again." I nod and listen to the sounds of the beating of the heart montior. "You have Luke and Ember to keep you going, defeat Deep Blue and go on with life. Save the world that you live in... but for me I must be going now." I nod slowly.

"If you must." I say softly as someone touches my back, I listen to the sounds of the beeping go to a long whine. The hand moves my hair out of the way and kissed my cheek.

"Come on Jan, Lindsay is waiting for us." I nod and sit up as doctors run in, I stop one.

"Count it. 13:34pm, Lucky." He stared at me werid then nodded.

X

I laid in the bed watching Luke sleep, I was waiting for the damn sign and falling asleep looked pretty good right now. It was day until the 4th, and I have no idea what I am gonna sing!!! As soon as I got home I cried my eyes out, me and Luke didn't say much to each other until dinner. He said Thank you... blah! I went into the room and laid in the bed and put Christina Aguilrea in, I listened to her for about a couple hours until Luke came in and laid with me. Ember laid in her crib and didn't even cry, I think I fell asleep frist then Luke did.

I hear a rock on the window, that was the sign. I swing my leg out from the bed and hear heel click with ground, I pull out a note and stick on my pillow. I try to tip toe over to the window, I opened it slowly and swung my leg out.

"January! Hey how are you doing?" I grab and coin and throw it at Kikki down below. I'm trying to get out and she yells at me, very good Kikki!!!

"January?" I trun my head and smile at Luke, he sat up and looked at me like I was crazy. "Where are you..." He trailed off when he saw the cape and boots, I looked down and swallowed.

"We aren't doing anything crazy... if you must know." He wraps his arms around me before I could even react, I could feel tears on my neck.

"Just becareful... please?"

"Can we go?" I grab the lamp and throw it at Kikki down below, Corina started laughing at Zoey yelled up to me.

"Watch it! You almost hit me instead of Corina!" I rolled my eyes and smiled back at Luke.

"I'll be careful." I said getting out of the window. "We'll all be." He smiled as I jumped to the next roof, the girls jumped up to where I was.

"Okay where does she live?" Zoey asked Corina.

"In the Bronxs." I roll my eyes and jump to the next building.

"Wouldn't it be easier to ask her?" Corina gasped as she flew along, Bridget was behind me and Zoey as Kikki did cartwheels to the next buildings.

"Asking someone a question like that, even Renee Roberts, would be rude!" I rolled my eyes and pointed towards the the bridge.

"Someone told me that she was in Brooklyn... so that means we have to go over the damn bridge too." I shrug and trun around, Corina and Zoey grab me and start to jump towards the bridge. I go along screaming and kicking, I sigh as we jump on a box car that leads into Brooklyn.

Renee better be worth it.

TBC...