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"So...what's gonna happen then?"

"Ryn, I'm sorry but I'll need to focus on Sara and the baby"

Getting up off the bed I walked up to the hotel draws taking my purse, phone and keys off the top I picked up my bag and turned to Mark giving him a small smile before walking towards the door

"Where are you going?"

"Home. You want to focus on your wife and baby so I'm giving you the space to do that"

"We can still be together Ryn. Please"

"I can't, being with a man who is leaving his pregnant wife at home to be with his mistress is a line even I won't cross I'm sorry"

"How many times? You're more than a mistress. You know that I know that"

"Me and your wife are good friends you know. And yet here I am in some high end hotel with her husband, who's telling me he still wants to be with me even though she's having his child!"

"I still want you Ryn we can be together after she's had the baby I promise"

"You don't get it do you?! I don't want to be your mistress! I want to be with you just not in the shadows, I want to be with you in the light. Front and center but you can't promise that can you?"

"Please Ryn just list..."

"No I'm sick and tired of listening to you. You treat me like I'm some whore that you can play with when your wife isn't up to it, I am a human being with real feelings but that's seemed to have slipped your mind Mark"

When he went to touch me I moved away I knew if he touched me I'd instantly give into the bullshit he was feeding me

"Ferryn darlin' when the baby is here we can go back to the way we were. Me and you can be happy but just in secret for a few more years, until the baby's a bit older that's all"

"Years! You want me to wait years for you? I can barely wait 2 months for you so what makes you think I can wait years?!"

I watched as he sat on the end of the bed his shoulders slumping in defeat and his head hanging, I wanted to give him a hug but I knew that would cause more anguish on my end

I really don't think he cares about me, I'm just something to play with when he's bored and now that I'm threatening to leave him and his toys are in jeopardy and he's trying to hold on to his power. I know he's using me but I can't help myself.

I think I've already fallen for him.