Well yesterday the views were coming in and that made me feel happy. The story has another slight turn and things are starting to get wild. You want to know...then read, lol. Hope you enjoy the chapter
Take Care
The next morning, I was a wreck. Just when I thought that me and Bella was going to be together, she goes and breaks my heart, again. I cried all night, wishing all this would go away, only if was that simple. Bella was not making things any easier, she was trying to hold me and talk to me last night, but I didn't pay any attention to her.
I know most of you might call me selfish for saying this, but I'm really mad at Bella. I know I've been mad at her before, but this I'm really mad. It's not because she told me she had a boyfriend, it's the fact that she knew about my feelings for her and she led me on thinking that she loved me, but she instead fucks me over, that's a good way to say I love you.
I walk to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror, and just stare. ''Who am I'' I ask myself as I begin to cry, but no. I dry my eyes and I tell myself ''I'm Zendaya Coleman'', the real Zendaya Coleman. I storm out the bathroom causing Bella to shoot up. She looks at me and starts to turn away.
I pay no attention to it and begins to walk away until I hear ''Wait!'' I turn to see Bella with her arms reaching towards me. ''I need to explain something to you'' Bella says with a sad voice. I consider leaving her right there, but I want to see what she has to say, maybe she thought about something last night.
I sit at the edge of the bed and avoid all possible eye contact with her. ''You need to understand that I do love you'' Bella says. ''Then what's the problem'' I say, aggitated. ''I-I love someone else'' Bella says. I don't even care anymore, that's even more fucked up than before. ''Then go and fuck with your boyfriend, don't even fucking worry about me!'' I yell storming away. ''No Z!'' Bella screams, but I don't care because I'm already out the door.
I sit in the hallway and just sit there and start to of the good times me and Bella had, just as friends. We would go everywhere together, look out for each other, and tell each other everything, well sometimes. I sit there for a while until I hear a voice.
''Hey Zendaya''.
I look up and I see it's little Davis. I was crying a little, so I quickly turn away and wipe them before facing him again. ''Oh, hey'' I say to him and he seems to know I'm upset. ''You want to go and take a walk?'' Davis asks me. ''I be glad to'' I say. ''Let me go and get my shoes'' I say, returning to my room. I really don't want to go in the room with Bella, but I have no choice.
I enter the room and can't help but notice that Bella is in the corner crying her eyes out. I feelings tell me to go and comfort her, but she has a perfect boyfriend, let him tend to her fucking needs. I walk right past her and grab my shoes. I head to the bed and sit down to put on my shoes. I look right into Bella's eyes and I see hurt, shame and sorrow in them.
I hated to see Bella cry or be sad at anything, but she deserves it, she can call up her boyfriend and get him to fix it. After I put my shoes on I walk towards the door. I look back at Bella and she looks up at me. She tries to get up and hug me , but I push her off of me and she lands on the bed. She burst into tears again and I quickly walk out of the hotel room.
''Let's go'' I tell Davis as we both start to head down. When we reach the street me and Davis sign a few autographs and start to head for Central Park. It's a pretty long walk, but right now, I don't give a fuck. Thirty minutes later we arrive at Central Park. Even though it's my first time being here, I feel like I've been there many times, strange. Me and Davis walk everywhere and I mean everywhere until we get tired and have to sit. ''Had fun?'' I ask. ''You bet'' replies Davis.
I'm not going to lie it was fun, but Bella stayed on mind the whole time, and she was still on my mind, why can't I shake this girl out of my mind. I sit there and stare into the sky until Davis starts to talk. ''Zendaya what's wrong with you'' Davis asks. ''What do you mean?'' I ask back. I know what he means, he's not an idiot, he knows when something is up.
''I've know you and Bella for a while, and you two was unsepartable, but now you two are never together'' Davis says. I start to sweat, it's one thing if we were arguing over girl stuff, but this was more than that, it was love problems. ''Uhm, we are just mad at each other right now, over, stuff'' I say. Davis looks at me and gives me a questioning look, like he's not buying it. Then he says something that shocks me. ''Zendaya, are you in love with Bella?'' Davis says. I look away and my mind starts to race, damn how does he know that I love her, was I that obvious.
''Uhm, no'' I say. When I say that he gives me a look, a look to tell me that he doesn't believe what I'm saying, shit. ''U-uhm y-yes'' I say, looking down. I feel much calm that someone else knows this other than Bella and Tyrell. I look back at him and he has this huge smile on his face. ''You have to promise me you won't tell anybody'' I say. ''Of course, I won't tell'' Davis says. ''Thank you'' I say.
After another hour me and Davis head back to the hotel. Outside our rooms we tell each other goodbye as we enter our rooms. I walk inside and I notice something wrong, after almost seven hours out the room would be to quiet for Bella to be here. I pay no mind to it, she probaly went out to talk to her boyfriend or some other shit. I hear soft crying from the bedroom and now I know that Bella is home. ''Aw great'' I tell myself.
I take my clothes off and now I'm just in my undershirt and panties. I walk into the bedrrom to put my clothes away, but then something catches my eyes, Bella, in bed, drunk. I look around the room and the floor is showered with alcohol bottles. I know I wanted to avoid her as much as possible, but she needed me. I run over to her and grab the bottle she was drinking from and grab her hand.
''What the fuck is wrong with you!'' I yell.
She looks at me and looks down. I knew exactly why she was upset, I wasn't talking to her, and I told her she could care about her boyfriend not me. Bella is not responding to me so I get up and start to walk away. ''Wait'' Bella says as she run towards me. She collaspes in my arm and looks at me with those eyes. Those eyes always get me, I don't if she knows it or not, but her eyes kill me. ''What?'' I ask her.
She looks down again and starts to talk, ''Zendaya, I do love you, but I still do have a boyfriend, and I can't just leave him like that'' Bella says. I start to feel a little better to my surprise, I mean, I was extremely mad at her, but I don't know. ''What are you trying to me?'' I ask. ''I'm telling you that you will have a chance to be with me, so hang tight'' says Bella. I hug her tight to the point she starts gasping for air. When I let her go she looks at me and smiles. ''I think I'll take a shower now'' says Bella, as she dissapears into the bathroom. I feel like the happiest person on earth, I mean my love just told me I have a chance, so it's not over,
it's far from over.
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