Cursed

Well here I am beginning chapter 9 in the library in Poland, Ohio! Gah I hate my life right now it's so boring and annoying really! Well hopefully none of you are TOO angry about the ending of chapter 8. It's going to get better I promise. Well here we go, on with the story! I will warn you that Kanda is going to be a very evil person in this, I will put up a warning so you know when to skip if you wish to skip. Warning there are alot of previous chapter flashbacks.

Chloe(watch?v=paDe3WDZ2Kg) , and Melody (watch?v=DdGDNEMKFnI) from Noir are played throughout the entire chapter! Hope you enjoy now on with the story!


I opened my eyes and stared at the white ceiling above me I could hear something beside me beeping repeatedly and all I wanted to do was break it. I sat up and ran my hand on the back of my head feeling a bump there. I was so confused; all I could remember was my name. My name is Red. That is all I know. Looking down I noticed I was wearing overgrown black pants, and an overgrown purple button down shirt. I noticed a tube running from my arm to this machine which I have concluded was the source of the noise. I found myself glaring at it willing it to break so it would stop making that annoying beeping noise. I remember the thing in my arm being called and IV and it's what hospital patients get put into them so they could get nutrients and medicine put into them when they themselves are unable to take personally. I could only grown grabbing where the needle of the IV would be in my arm and yanked it out. I slightly winced from the pain but it eventually subsided and I was able to move from the bed and find medical supplies where I was able to wrap my arm until the bleeding at least ceased. Everyone so often I would have to stop as I moved about the room to fix my clothes so I found some more gauze bandages and used it like rope to tie my pants in a way they wouldn't fall. My shirt was a lost cause so I didn't even try to fix the annoying thing. Finally when I was suitable I ran over to the window and looked out it. All I could see was a cliff and a lot of trees. I could conclude then that I was in the middle of no where.

"WHERE THE HELL AM I?!" I screamed finally feeling the panic raise in me as I pressed my hands to the glass trying to remember anything that would give away where I was. I wasn't surprised though when nothing came to mind, since all I could really remember was my name and nothing more.

"Hey you're awake!" I jumped at the sound of the female voice and found myself turning around to see a woman with long greenish black hair. She was really pretty.

"Who are you and where am I?!" I demanded instantly, even if she was pretty and even if she seemed nice, I didn't trust at all in the least bit. I watched as she began to laugh nervously before sighing and shutting the door behind her.

"My name is Lenalee Lee and you are at the Black Order under our care. Now could you tell me something about you?" She asked eyeing me suspiciously just as I was regarding her suspiciously.

"My name is Red…that's all I can remember." I said looking down at my feet and began to try remember anything…anything at all. As I pressed into my mind a sharp pain came fourth from the bump on my head. I felt myself curl into a ball and my hands dig into my hair.

"Why…..Why can't I remember?!" I couldn't help the panic from coursing through me and I soon felt arms wrapped around me.

"It's alright Red, don't force yourself okay? You'll only yourself more." I heard that Lenalee lady say as she began to slowly rock side to side.

"But how could I forget? I don't understand!" I felt tears running down my face and I clutched onto the girl.

"It probably has something to do with bump on your head. You might acute amnesia. Your memories should return either in a few days to a few weeks? Worst case scenario is you won't remember but that won't be your case." She said and I could only nod my head at what she was saying to me. I had to look on the Brightside especially if there was a family waiting somewhere for me. I would stay strong.

"Hey Lenalee has the brat woken up yet?" I looked up to the door and saw a man standing there with blue black hair and dark eyes. He had a scowl on his face and his arms were crossed.

"As you can see yes he has woken up. This is Red; he doesn't remember anything but his name. Red, the idiot is Yuu Kanda, but just call him Kanda or he may try to kill you." Lenalee explained, I look back to the man named Kanda and locked eyes with him.


"I would rather die than be left alone with a monster like you Kanda." I say my voice shaking from how scared I was.

"Allen…" I hear Lavi's worried voice, I am prepared to be knocked out the moment Kanda unsheathes Mugen.

"Mugen Unsheath, Innocence Activate." He says running his index finger and his middle finger along the black blade and it begins to glow silver. I feel my breathing speeding up and I let out a whimpered cry as I watch him hold the blade sideways a sick smirk on his face. My eyes widen as he crouches down for the attack.

"First Illusion, Netherworld Insects!" He yells and he goes to slash the sword to release the insects.

"STOP IT!" I scream turning sideways and dropping to my knees covering my ears waiting for the attack, but it never came.


I broke eye contact whimpering as I lowered my head feeling pain through it. Why was I seeing that? Was that me? But I sounded older so that shouldn't be the case. I was only 8. I felt Lenalee hug onto me again whispering silent comforts to calm me down. I look back up to Kanda and only glare at him and I watched as he only raised an eyebrow at me.

"What's with the hard look brat?" He asked and I only narrowed my glare at him.

"I don't like you! Something inside tells me you're a bad person." I say flat out, I hear Lenalee stifle a giggle and I watch as Kanda's anger begin to rise.

"You don't even know me brat! How can you make that judgment!" He snarled and I scowled at him crossing my arms.

"I may not know you now, but something deep down tells me that I do know you some how, like you hurt someone close to me. Whatever the case may be I don't like you…I don't like you at all." I explained and soon Lenalee was toppled over laughing loudly and I could only stare at her wandering if she was all there in the head.

"Hey what's all the commotion my dear sister? Oh! He's awake!" I look up to see a man in all white also with green black hair. He seemed normal enough, but I still get a creepy feeling from him.

"Yea and I think my idea with sticking him with someone else is best! He just flat out said he hates Kanda!" I look back to Lenalee, she was already composing herself standing to her feet.

"Who do you think we should stick him with then? Everyone is on a mission of some sort." The man said and I only scrunched my nose at the thought of having to stay with that mean man.

"Well I guess we have no choice but to stick him with Kanda. But once Lavi gets back Komui we are going to switch to his room." Lenalee explained before reaching down and taking my hand.

"Sounds like a plan, now why don't you go and get him some clothes that actually fit." The man Komui said and soon we were walking out of the hospital like room and walking down the hallway. I didn't say anything as I looked around as we walked. I watched my feet as I began to remember things.


"RELEASE HIM KOMUI!" A voice yelled and Komui was barely able to jump back when Cross, Lulu Bell and Road jumped down.

"Mama!" Allen cried reaching his arms out for the woman who was now dark skinned and dark haired, black stigmata's upon her forhead. Her yellow amber eyes full of hate, but softened when she looked down to Allen.

"It's okay Allen we'll save you." She said then turned her hate to Komui. "Release him." She hissed.

"Not likely lady." He said handing Allen over to Lenalee once his sister was by his side. "Get him to the order and do not stop until you get there, Kanda go with her. I already have other exorcists on their way along with Tiedoll and Klaud." Komui said, the young chinese girl and samurai nodding their heads and took off running.


"You and that Kanda man took me once before didn't you?" I asked releasing Lenalee's hand, I watched as she went to say something probably a lie but I soon watched as she sighed and closed her eyes before dropping to her knees.

"Yes we did but that was a mistake. I don't know if this is going to be a mistake either, but Red I want you to give us a chance. Please will you?" She asked and I looked down unsure on what to do.

"My name isn't Red is it?" I then asked wrapping my small arms around myself.

"No it's not. Your name is Allen… Allen Walker and for a while now you have been residing with the Noah Family. Listen to me, whatever your memories may show you, believe me when I say they are not good people. It's why we keep trying to take you." She explained, I couldn't answer after that because I wasn't sure on how I should respond to that. We reached a room I allowed her to let go of my hand as she ran about the room looking for things. I walked over to the window and just stared out it crossing my arms again. I noticed in my reflection that my red hair needed to be combed badly, but it could wait. There was something missing and I couldn't figure out what it was.

TYKI!

I jumped and spun around at hearing the voice, when I saw Lenalee hadn't changed from what she was doing I knew that, that scream came from my head. Who was Tyki and why did I need to their name. I turned back to the window and choked back a sob as I lowered myself to my knees hugging myself now. I wanted so much to remember who I was, but with only seeing snipets of memories that made no sense, I was so confused.

"Allen?" I looked up at Lenalee who set the clothes onto a chair before lowering herself down and wrapping her arms comfortingly around me again.

"Look deep within yourself. Your heart will tell you the answers and tell you where you need to be. As much as I want you to choose us I can't force you. I want you to be happy. So if you end up fully remembering and going back to the Noah's…I won't be angry, I won't blame you." She said before I felt her lips on my forehead.

"I'll be out in the hallway, go ahead and get changed." She said standing to her feet and walked out of the room. I sighed and soon stood to my own feet and stripped myself on my clothes. I looked down in surprise when I noticed a ring dangling from a necklace. I lifted it up and examined it. I smiled, someone had spent time on deciding to get this made. I could feel the warming love coming from it. That name Tyki instantly came to mind and I knew from then I needed to get back to him. I would give this place a chance but only to aid me in reuniting with this person and possibly the people in my so far memories. Pulling on the new, now fitting clothes I ensure that the necklace stayed hidden. I didn't want anyone to take it away from me. I walked out of the room and rolled my eyes when Lenalee squealed over at how cute I looked. After that she took me to the cafeteria where she ordered us both food and we soon sat at a table. As we were eating I finally noticed something and it caused me to yelp and drop my fork.

"My arm! It's normal, but how!" I was in a panic again. I remembered that my left arm was always disfigured and hideous looking so how was it now normal?

"I'm not sure Allen, that isn't something I can for you sadly." She said and only took that knowledge and processed it to find out later.

"So he finally remembers his real name. Anything else?" I looked up to see Kanda he was standing there with arms crossed and looked annoyed.

"No nothing else just his name." Lenalee said before I could and I immediately knew her silent order for me to keep my memories to myself. So my accusations were right about him being a bad person, but what had he done to me or did he do something to someone that I knew? I may or may not ever find out. I knew now at least to keep my eyes on this person closely.

"What a pain. Well hurry your meal and meet me out in the hallway brat!" He said and walked off. I felt a shiver run up my spine, he was smirking at me and I couldn't help but be afraid to be left alone with him.

"Lenalee-Nee-Chan?" I asked feeling shakes beginning to run through me.

"Here these are directions to my room and the science division. If you need to hide from Kanda you go to these places." Lenalee said handing me a slip of paper. I nodded my head and slipped it into one of the pockets of m pants. I made sure to take my time in eating dinner before leaving Lenalee and met up with Kanda. I looked back at Lenalee one last time knowing that I wasn't going to see her again. I followed after Kanda at that moment.

When we entered his room I noticed how plain it was and how dark it was. I wasn't comfortable here and I just wanted to turn and run from there and go back to Lenalee and beg to stay with her. I was a big boy though and I needed to be strong, I needed to be brave.

"I know Lenalee was lying about you only regaining your true name…Allen." He said and I completely froze as I felt him step to directly behind me.

"All I know is that you're a bad man!" I snapped unable to help as my voice cracked.

"I'm not a bad person Allen, all I want to do is protect you. You belong only to me whether or not your in adult or child form." He said and I only got confused and I couldn't move from the fear that I was feeling.


"Why couldn't I have been the one you chose Moyashi?" He whispers and I whimper as he nips onto the lobe of my ear one of his hands descending from my stomach into the front of my pants. I wanted to scream but I found myself unable to.

"Please…don't." I cry as he continues to nip at my neck his other hand making sure to keep me pressed against him. I yelp when I feel his hand roughly grab onto me and slowly begin to move it up and down one of him his fingers pressed firmly on the tip. I feel myself about to scream out for help but I'm roughly pushed against the wall near us and his free hand pressed firmly against my mouth as his one hand releases me to be pulled out and begin removing the rest of my clothes.


What I just saw scared me and that memory I knew was something that I went through, I remembered feeling those touches. I remember the pain that soon followed after it and now with what this man was saying, he wasn't afraid to do this to a child. I just wanted to run and run and never look back. But he already had a hold onto me and I now wouldn't be able to move even if I tried.

"Leave me alone!" I begged and I heard the dark chuckle that came from him.

"I'm going to break you!" He hissed and I felt his hand pressed over mine before I could scream out. I was lifted and slammed onto the only bed in the room. I tried to fight him but because I was so small, I was unable to and he easily was able to time me down after removing the clothes Lenalee had given me. After I was tied down his hand had move momentarily from my mouth before stuffing some cloth in and then tying something around my mouth to hold it in place. I was already crying again knowing full well what was about to happen from the memory I had moments before this.


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"Don't cry Moyashi, everything will be alright. I'll make sure to take care of you. This will hurt since you're so tiny, but it'll be worth it. You're always worth it Moyashi." He whispered and I felt his hands running over me. I couldn't explain what I was feeling and I wanted it to just stop. More tears spilled over when his lips pressed against my neck as his hands had left me. I focused on the ceiling above me hearing the ruffling of clothing and knew he was removing his own.

'Someone help me!' I begged in my mind not stopping the muffled sobs as they came. His hands soon returned and kept roaming I didn't want to think about anything. I didn't want to look, I didn't want to know what he was doing! I felt him untie my ankles pushing my legs back and over his shoulders.

"This will hurt." He whispered into my ear and I couldn't stop the scream that tore from my throat. The pain was so unbearable. I felt him moving and it only worsened the pain. I sobbed and sobbed begging for it to end, begging for him to stop. He never stopped, it went on forever and I felt like dying right there. I screamed for Lenalee, I screamed for that Tyki person, I screamed for anyone to come and save me. The cloth in my mouth though kept my screams from being loud enough for anyone to hear. When it all stopped I felt relief in me. He untied me and removed the gag, he even redressed me before vanishing.

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I jumped from the bed and was barely able to catch myself when my legs almost gave out under me. I heard the shower in his room running and I forced my legs to obey me. I slipped from the door and ran down the hallway making sure to keep out of sight. The sun had already set and so it was dark and the hallways were pretty much vacant. I had no idea where I was going especially when I came to a lift. The moment I stepped onto it, it began to lower. I curled into a ball afraid of what was going happen. I didn't want to go through the same pain again. After it had stopped I saw a faint glow before warmth filled me and I was lifted up. I opened my eyes and saw a large woman glowing an eerie green.

"You're safe now Allen. I will protect you. The precious heart." She said and I felt my eye lids becoming heavy and I slowly drifted. I drifted once more into a memory.


"Together forever Tyki…together forever." I cried the shacks from my knees running through my entire body.

"Yes, we'll be together forever. And this ring will always connect us Allen, even when we're not by one another's side." He said shifting me to sit up a bit as he clasped the necklace around my neck. After he placed each of his hands on my cheeks before leaning forward and lightly kissing my lips, I kissed him back my hands resting onto his chest lightly gripping onto his shirt.


I opened my eyes and looked down to see Kanda and that Komui person along with Lenalee. She looked angry. Kanda looked annoyed and that Komui person looked unsure on what to do. I was still being held by the glowing green woman and wandered why. I sensed that she was tense and wasn't planning on giving me up for anything.

"Hevlaska please give us the boy. He is safe, I assure you!" Komui said stepping forward.

"Yes Hevlaska there is no one here that will hurt him." Kanda said also stepping forward, I felt myself move backward and whimper and move backward.

"WHAT DID YOU DO KANDA?!" Lenalee screamed everyones gaze had turned on him.

"I did absolutely nothing to him you crazy woman! I have never done anything to Allen, now or in the past!" He snapped.

"You want me to choose you guys over the Noah Family who I barely remember, but you keep lying! Yes I have some of my memories, some are confusing but I know they are mine! This place holds nothing but pain and all I see is love from them!" I snapped grabbing onto the necklace I had.

"They are the ones lying to you Allen! We're your friends and your true family." Kanda snapped and I couldn't help but feel angry.

"YOU'RE WRONG!" I screamed standing to my feet.

"Allen?" Lenalee asked, I clenched my fists as I glared down at the dark long haired man.

"The Noah Family is my only family! I want to go home! I WANT TO GO HOME!" I screamed and No one had time to react when I fell through Hevlaska's hand.

"ALLEN!" Lenalee scream, I looked below me and was unable to scream as I saw a white portal appear. I only screamed when I went through it. When I landed it didn't hurt and I saw the portal shut. I sat there confused.

"Next time warn us before you fall through Allen!" I looked up to see a dark grayish skinned man with long blonde hair and stitches on his mouth. I felt like I knew him but I couldn't put my finger on what his name was.

"Please tell me who you are! I don't remember anything but my name and a select few memories! Please help me!" I begged unsure as to why I hugged onto him, all I could do was cry.

"Jasdero what is going on? ALLEN?!" I heard a female scream but all I could do was cry hugging onto this person.

"He fell from the ceiling and said he doesn't remember anything but his name. I think he opened up an Ark door Road!" The person named Jasdero explained and I felt his arms encircle around me.

"Please don't let me go back to that place…please!" I begged feeling him standing up and keeping me in his arms.

"Oh my this is bad. Jasdero get him to Lord Millenniums office I will go get him. Do not let Tyki see you with him! Something has happened I can sense it all over him!" I heard this Road woman say before hearing her run off.

"Come on let's get you all settled in now shall we?" Jasdero said and I only nodded my head and kept my face buried in his chest as he carried me.

"I mean man named Kanda hurt me. I don't know what he did, but it hurt real bad. I have a feeling this has happened before. I was scared…I was so scared." I began to ramble and Jasdero only shushed me running his hand along my hair.

"Everything will be alright Allen. He won't be able to get you here." He said and I heard a door open and close before I was laid down onto a couch. I hugged onto the pillow that was near me I couldn't help as more tears came and I curled into a ball. Jasdero's hand stayed on my arm rubbing up and down. I soon jumped up to sitting when the door flung open loudly and I saw a group of people run in. I recognized a woman and a man.

"Mama Lulu Bell...Papa Adam." I whimpered and the woman had instantly gathered me up into her arms and I cried even more.

"Did he tell you anything Jasdero?" I heard Papa ask slowly calming down as I hugged onto the woman who held me.

"From what I could guess at what he said…Kanda raped Allen again." He try to say quiet enough for me not to hear but I still did. So that's what it's called.

"He also mainly remembers his name, but from what I am gathering he has some of his memories." Jasdero said and soon everything fell silent.

"I may be able to help that." I looked and Saw Road walk up.

"Aunty Road." I said and she only smiled.

"I only hope you gain your memories as well. I'm so sorry this happened to you after such a happy night." She said and placed a finger onto my forehead. My vision went black and I dreamt of Tyki and finally realized who he was to me.


Lord Millennium's POV:

"Well this puts a damper in things." I said pushing my hand through my hair, I was so angry I wanted to appear in that place this instant and kill that damned Samurai for what he did to Allen. And a child Allen at that! I watched as Allen shifted back to normal age, Lulu Bell changed him into his correct sized clothes before sitting on the floor running her hand through his now white again hair. We were so close to getting our Kokoro back yet so far away at the same time.

"Adam…I now have no more doubts. Allen really is Kokoro. Road told me while we were running here that Jasdero said he had opened up an Ark door. We found our boy, but now I fear too much has happened." I listened to Lulu Bell and watched as silent tears fell from her eyes. I walked over and knelt beside her pulling her into my arms.

"Nothing is ever too late Lulu Bell. We will help him, he will get through this. Unfortunately now he will have to be confined to the Ark until either the threat is eliminated or until he is strong enough to fight on his own again or face that man." I explained to her and she only nodded her head. I looked to Allen and watched as he now slept soundly.

'I promise Kokoro..No…I promise Allen you will never be hurt like this ever again.'


Well there you have Chapter 9 I'm sorry for the sadface part I made it super short for a reason! Please don't kill me for it! I didn't want to do it but NYAH! Well next chapter should be a bit happier.