A/N: Thank you to everyone who has reviewed. I hope that this is a slightly longer update for you all, I am trying to make it longer but I've been quite stressed lately so I just want to have something for you all, instead of you posting once every other week.

Thanks to Shelly for being so amazing not only as a beta, but as a friend.

Chapter 5 - Blaine

Blaine squeezed his eyes shut tightly, his whole body was throbbing with rage. He was weak. They all know how weak he is. Kurt knows how weak he is. Blaine jumped when the door opened, was it Kurt coming back to laugh at him? He groaned when he saw Charlie walking in. Charlie who had seen what he had done to Kurt, had heard what he had been screaming, had seen how scared Kurt was of him.

"I'm going to sit down next to you." Charlie said before doing just that. Blaine didn't look at him, he didn't want to see the anger in his eyes. Kurt clearly meant something to Charlie, Blaine could see that from the way Kurt trusted him. Blaine didn't say anything, he didn't trust his mouth to speak. His head was aching, this was all too new, too scary for him. "I know you're scared."

"You don't know." Blaine snapped, his eyes burning into Charlie's face. "You don't know anything about me!"

"I know you're angry about what your uncle did to you." Charlie's voice remained soft, gentle, he wasn't accusing Blaine of anything,but Blaine hated what he was saying.

"No..." Blaine shook his head, he didn't want to listen to him.

"I know you want to know why it happened to you. Why he chose you to do those horrible things."

"Because I deserved it." Blaine mumbled, his nails digging hard into his knees.

"No, you didn't Blaine." Charlie said softly, hating that that was what the younger boy believed. "You didn't deserve anything that has happened to you. That's what staying here is going to show you."

"I want to go home." Blaine whispered.

"I know you do, but right now that's not an option." Charlie waited for Blaine to say something, but when he didn't he continued to speak. "I know what you did with Dean in the bathroom." Blaine looked down, he could feel his cheeks burning with shame. Did everyone know what a slut he was? What would Kurt think? "I bet that didn't make you feel how you wanted did it?"

"No, it didn't." Blaine whispered, keeping his knees to his chest.

"It's because you don't need to do anything like that." Charlie said gently, "You don't need sex to make yourself feel better, you need friends, and someone to talk to."

"And the pills you're giving me?" Blaine sighed.

"The pills are there to lower your sex drive. They will start to kick in soon, they will make you feel..."

"Less horny?" Blaine smirked.

"In a way. Yes." Charlie rolled his eyes watching him. "What were you saying to Kurt?"

"Is he okay?" Blaine asked quietly. The idea that he had scared or hurt Kurt made his heart ache.

"He's a little shaken, but he's sleeping now. He'll be okay." Charlie nodded.

"I was angry at him." Blaine mumbled. "I don't even know why."

"Do you want to talk about it?" Charlie said gently.

"I..." Blaine chewed his lip. Talking to Charlie now would mean giving in to the fact that he was in an institution. He was talking to a therapist about his issues. He might as well diagnose himself as damaged and crazy.

"It's okay to talk." Charlie pressed, as if he could see what was going on in Blaine's mind. "I'm here to listen, Blaine."

"I had a nightmare." Blaine looked down, his voice was quivering, he didn't want to speak, didn't want to open it up but he couldn't stop his mouth from moving. "I was with Kurt in the library and I fell asleep. I saw him...I was screaming for him to stop, I could feel it all over again. I was scared, and no one was helping me." Blaine whispered, reliving the memories that haunted him. "Kurt woke me up." Blaine mumbled. "Kurt woke me up and he saw me...he heard me. He looked at me like i was weak." Blaine held his knees tightly, he looked down knowing he must look weak now.

"I don't think he thought you were weak." Charlie whispered once he was sure Blaine had finished speaking. "I know for a fact that he doesn't think you're weak, not at all."

"No one can know that for sure. Not unless you're in his head." Blaine whispered. "Don't lie to me."

"I'm not lying." Charlie said softly, he wanted to reach out and wrap an arm around Blaine and show him that it was going to be okay, but he knew Blaine wouldn't be able to process the friendly touch.

"I'm sorry I was angry at him." Blaine said honestly.

"I know. I believe you." Charlie smiled. "You're bound to feel a little up and down, especially now. This is all new for you, you're scared, and overwhelmed, but I promise you it's a natural feeling and it will get better."

"You promise?" Blaine whispered, looking younger than his years.

"Promise." Charlie smiled. "Now, I think your phone is buzzing."

Blaine turned his head to where Charlie was pointing and grabbed his phone quickly, his heart feeling lighter when he saw his father's name and picture on the screen. "Dad." Blaine breathed as he answered.

"Hey, I'm sorry I missed your call. I was driving. How are you settling in?" Blaine hated how far away his dad sounded, but his dad was there talking to him, and that was all that mattered.

"It's okay, I'm okay." Blaine said, he didn't want his dad to feel guilty about him being here, he knew he must alredy feel like that.

"I know when you're lying." His dad said, and Blaine felt like crying all over again.

"Sorry, I'm trying to be okay."

"It's okay if you're not Blaine. You're there so they can make you okay."

"I guess." Blaine looked at Charlie who was watching him with a kind smile.

Blaine spoke to his dad for a couple more minutes, they didn't really have much to say but both felt comfort at just speaking to each other. When Blaine ended the call he pocketed his phone, he didn't want to risk missing any calls from his dad. They meant too much for him.

"Do you feel better now?" Charlie asked, watching him closely.

"Not completely, but I'm glad i spoke to you." Blaine smiled shyly.

"I'm glad you spoke to me too." Charlie nodded. "Now, it's late. You can keep your light on as much as you want, there's books and pens and paper for you to use, or you can play the games on your phone but all common room areas are now closed." Blaine nodded as Charlie spoke, he didn't feel like going outside his room anyway. "Breakfast starts at seven tomorrow, and finishes at nine."

"Okay." Blaine nodded.

"There's a call button here if you need me okay? Then someone will come and see you if I'm not available okay?"

"Okay." Blaine repeated, this was getting to be a bit much for him.

"You'll have your medications tomorrow at breakfast okay." Blaine just nodded, he didn't want to have any medication, but he knew it would help and right now all he wanted to do was get better and leave.

Charlie patted Blaine's shoulder and wished him goodnight, Blaine just watched him leave and sat down on his bed, curling up on the sheets he closed his eyes and hoped sleep would take him soon.