I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT

Bella's POV

Chapter 9

(Chapters song) Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson

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I felt as if my whole life shattered into a million pieces right in front of me. I dropped the bags I held and heard everything break. My knees started to shake and were starting to feel weak. I felt the tears running down my cheeks to the heartbreaking view.

There he was. I couldn't believe my own eyes. "Ja, Jame, James?" I stuttered struggling with his name to come out. "Bella!" He shouted with surprise then jumped off the girl he was having sex with. "Who is she?" The girl on the couch asked James while she covered herself with the sheets. James grabbed his underwear and quickly put them back on as I was still frozen.

My feet couldn't move. James walked up to me with panic. "Bella, Bella listen." He said trying to touch my cheek. "Don't touch me." I whispered darkly. "Bella honey." He said still trying to touch me. "I said don't touch me!" I shouted in his face. "How could you do this to me! To ME James!." I kept shouting and he just stared at me.

"Bella hear me out please." He pleaded and I stared at him in shock. "Hear you out? Hear you out!? First we date for two years and you leave me without letting me know. Then I give you another chance and I find you having sex with some slut!?!" I shouted. I felt like I was going to drown in my own tears. "Excuse me?" The girl said to the insult. And I glared at her.

"Bella I was going to tell you." He said trying to calm me down. "Tell me? You were going to tell me that you were fucking some girl?!?" I shouted in shock. The girl got up and walked out the room into the bathroom. "No, I was going to tell you that….I've been using you to get her jealous." He said staring into my eyes. I swear I felt like I was going to pass out.

"You…you what?" I stuttered as I felt a fresh new set of tears come out. "You were going to tell me this?" I asked in shock. "Bella when I left you. It was because I was over you. I needed something new." He said in a cold tone. Not caring how much he was hurting me right now. "So why did you come back?" I struggled to come out after what he told me

"Like I said…I was using you to get her." He responded casually. How could he be telling me this in such a relaxed tone? How could he be so cold? So heartless. "Why did you have to use me James!!" I shouted. He took a deep breath and spoke. "I had to use you because I knew the only person that would bother her seeing me with is with the girl I wasted two years with."

I flinched at the word wasted. That's how he felt. He Wasted Two years with me when I thought those two years were the best of my life. "Wasted?" I whispered. "You know what Bella I'm done here you know were the exit is." He said then walked away to his bedroom and closed the door. I began to sob. Sob so hard that I could hardly breath. I turned around and left the house.

It was raining hard and the water was coming down quick and strong but I didn't care. It was dark and cold. But I didn't care about that either. I just walked, walked for hours and hours. I was soaked, shivering and I could hardly breath with how strong I was sobbing.

Why did this happened to me? What did I do to deserve this? I loved him. I loved him with all my heart. But now just thinking about him repulses me. I cant believe he did this to me. He was using me all this time just to get another girl. How could he be so cruel.

Love was pain. Starting this day I'm going to resigned on love. I'm never ganna love again. It just causes pain. It would just hurt to much to go through this again.

I lost track of time and I didn't even know where I was. But I didn't care. I just wanted to get away and walk, walk long enough so that this pain I was feeling would go away. I want to forget this night even happened. I couldn't stop sobbing. My chest was beginning to hurt from all the crying.

I decided to stop walking and sit. I sat on the ground in front of a building. The town was quiet. All you would hear was the strong rain drops falling on the cars and street. I lifted my leg up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them And I cried. I Tried to Cry my pain away. But the pain was only growing bigger and bigger by the second.

I sat on the ground for hours and hours shivering and crying. Until I saw a light of a car. It stopped right in front of me then the car lights turned off. I saw someone come out of the car but I couldn't see the persons face. It was just too dark.

"Bella?" I heard the voice full with question, panic and worry. After hearing the voice I automatically knew who it was. "Bella" Edward said with panic and kneeled in front of me. "Bella, what happened?" He asked his eyes full of panic as he saw how I was. I started to sob even harder and he wrapped his arms around me and sat there in the rain as I cried into his chest. He would rub my back and brush my hair with his fingers to try and calm me down. "Bella calm down sweetie please." He said with a worried tone. About twenty minuets passed when I finally calmed down a little and stopped crying. "Come on lets get into my car." He said in a soft voice and helped me up. He opened the door for me then went to his side. Once he was inside he turned the heater on. "How did you find me?" I mumbled looking down to my hands.

"I was on my way home when I saw someone on the ground, then realized it was you." He explained. We were quiet for a while until he spoke again. "Bella…what happened?" He asked in a soft voice and I shook my head slowly. "I don't want to talk about it.." I mumbled still looking down. He started the car and began to drive.

"I'm taking you to my house alright? Were closer and your going to get sick if you don't get out of those wet clothes." He said and I nodded. We drove in silence. Once we got there he opened the car door for me and then we walked inside the house. I realized it was very quiet. "Where's everyone else?" I asked curious.

"They all went to visit my grandmother in Seattle. Their staying there over the weekend. The only reason I didn't go was because I had basket ball practice and I had a English report I had to work on." He explained and I nodded my head. "How about you go get something dry to wear from Alice's room. I'm sure she wont mind while I make us some tea." He said and I again nodded my head.

I made my way upstairs and walked down the hall. I then realized Edward didn't tell me which room was Alice's. So I took a guess and opened the first door on the right. When I opened it I realized it was a guys room. Defiantly not Alice's room.

I took a wild guess and told myself it was Edwards room. I saw that he had a huge collection of CD's on a shelf. I went into the room to look at the collection a little bit closer. When I looked at his CD's I realized we both had the same exact taste in music. He's told me before that he likes the classics but I never thought it would be the same exact compositions I love.

I kept looking around his room and saw a picture in his bed side. I sat on his bed and took the picture. It was a picture of him, Alice, Emmett, And there parents. They were at the beach and Emmett had Edward in a head lock. I laughed quietly at the cheesy grin Emmett had while doing this to his brother.

"That was after I called him a stupid giant and he chased me around the beach." Edwards voice made me jump and I almost dropped the picture. He was holding two cups of tea. I got up from his bed. "I'm sorry I was looking for Alice's room bu-" He cut me off. "It's fine." He chuckled at my quick talking.

He walked in and gave me one of the cups with tea. I took a sip. And it automatically calmed me down a little. "Thanks you" I said and gave him a weak smile. "No problem." He said giving me a small smile also. He sat on his bed. Then tapped the spot next to him so I sat.

"So are you ever going to tell me what happened tonight?" He asked in a soft voice. I closed my eyes to the memory that came back into my head. "I'm sorry if I'm being to noisy." He added quickly. "No its fine. Its just that. It was hard for me to see what I saw." I explained to him.

"Sometimes it helps to tell someone else." He said in a soft voice. I took a deep breath then I spoke. "I uh, found James….cheating on me." My voice cracked at the last part. I looked up at Edward and his face all of a sudden seemed furious. "What?" He growled.

"And that's not even the worst part." I giggled without humor shaking my head. "He told me he was only using me to make a girl jealous. And that the two years we were together were a waste of time….." A tear ran down my check and I quickly wiped it away. Edward looked furious. "That fucking Bastard." He growled. "How could he do that to you. He's ganna pay for this." "Edward please calm down." I told him and he took a seat next to me again.

"It just gets me angry to know that someone would hurt you like that." He said calming down. I was kind of touched that he cared so much about me. A smile grew on my face he looked at me and smiled back.

"Hey, how about I make us something to eat while you take a shower and get dressed into something dry." He said. "Ok." I told him and smiled again. He took me to Alice's room and gave me a towel before he walked back downstairs. I got into the shower and took a quick hot shower.

After the shower I walked into Alice's room and got dressed into some black tights she had, a grey hoodie and some sneakers since I wore heels and my feet were killing me. I threw my wet hair into a messy bun and walked down stairs.

Once downstairs I saw Edward stirring something in a pot. He heard me walk in and turned around. "I hope you like pasta." He said with a smile. "My favorite." I said. "Perfect then will you take a seat please Madame." He said placing a plate of spaghetti on the table. I giggled and sat down. He sat on the chair across from me and we began to eat.

"Edward this is great. I didn't know you knew how to cook." He shrugged his shoulders. "My mom is always cooking and I guess I learned from just watching her." "I love cooking too but since I have a chef I hardly get to." I explained. "Poor baby, cant cook because she has a personal chef." He tease "Shut up." I laughed.

When we were done eating we washed the dishes together. "Well I better go." I told him and he frowned. "Yea, your right its pretty late and your father is probably going to get worried. lets go." "My dads not home actually, he's on a business trip." I explained. "So your home alone?" He asked and I nodded my head.

"Well then how about you…just stay here." He asked sounding hopeful. Stay in Edwards house alone? Just us two? I though about it for a second and a part of me really wanted to stay. "I don't know I mean…are you sure?" I asked. "Yea of course. You can sleep in Alice's room. I'm just asking so you wont have to be alone in that huge house of yours." He chuckled. "Well…ok then." I said and he grinned like a little five year old.

"Great, so how about we watch some movies in the living room." He said. "Sounds great." We walked into the living room and made our way the DVD shelf. "So what are you in the mood for?" He asked as I looked for something interesting.

"Hmm how about The Ring?" I asked pulling it out. "Great choice. You wont get to scared will you?" He teased and I elbowed him playfully. He placed the DVD in the DVD player, turned off the lights and took a seat on the couch next to me. He kept a respectful distance from me but for some reason I couldn't help but to want him closer. Edward made me feel so comfortable and safe. When he wrapped his arms around me when he found me I automatically felt safe. He let me cry into his chest without caring that he was getting wet. He just sat there with me until I calmed down. He was such an amazing person.

Thirty minuets passed and we were very hooked on the movie. I remember seeing this movie but it was a really long time so I really didn't remember much. I couldn't blink because it was so suspenseful. I was biting on my nails when all of a sudden a scary part came. "Ah!' I shouted as I jumped. Without thinking about It, I got closer to Edward and dug my face in his chest. "Calm down Bella, its just a movie." He whispered.

I closed my eyes at that part of the movie and when it was over I tried to move away from Edward when all of a sudden I felt his arm around my waist. I looked up at him and saw that he was paying attention to the movie. I decided to just stay there and place my head on his chest.

I looked up at him again with the corner of my eyes and noticed that he was smiling. He noticed my staring and looked down at me. He smiled and I smiled back at him. I felt him pushing me closer to him.

I opened my eyes and looked at the clock. It was 6am. Way to early for a Saturday. felt someone under me. I Opened my eyes even wider and noticed that I was laying on top of Edward. Oh my god. We fell asleep during the movie last night. I noticed the TV was still on. I looked down at him and he looked so peaceful. I couldn't help but to smile at the little drool he had at the corner of his mouth.

His arms were still wrapped around my waist. But how did he end up under me? At that moment he started to wake up. When he saw me he gave me a big smile. "Good morning." He said with his raspy morning voice. "Morning." I whispered and began to get up when his hold around my waist got even tighter. I looked at him and he had his eyes closed. "Wait, lets just lay here for a while." He whispered with a smile. I smiled back at him and laid my head on his chest again.

Yes, we fell asleep again and this time when I woke up it was 10am. "Edward." I whispered and he didn't respond. "Edward." I said a little louder but still nothing. "Edward!" I shouted and his eyes shot open. "What, What, What happened!!" He said looking alarmed then saw me laughing. "Morning again" I said with a cheesy smile. "Ha-ha funny." He said and I laughed even harder.

I got off him and stretched. "So What's on your agenda for today? He asked. "Umm, well I have to pick up my car from…you know." I couldn't even say his name. "Oh, well how about we go out and eat some breakfast then we pick it up." He asked and I nodded my head. "Cool, so you can get an extra tooth brush from the bottom drawer in the bathroom." He explained and I nodded my head.

I walked upstairs brush my teeth and took a shower. Thank god Alice and I are the same size. So I borrowed a pair of her jeans, cute shirt and her converse. I left my hair loose with my natural waves. I walked back down stairs and saw that Edward was already dressed. I looked at his curiously and he noticed my confusion.

"I used the Downstairs bathroom and I quickly went upstairs while you were in the shower and got dressed." He explained. "So are you ready to go?" He asked. "Yea, lets go I'm starving." When we left the house we made our way to his car. He opened the door for me then went around to his side.

He turned on the stereo and Empire State of Mind by Jay-Z feat Alicia Keys was playing. Edward started to bob his head and he raised the volume. "Jay-z fan?" I asked amused. "Of course, you aren't?" He asked. "I don't listen to hip-hop much." I confessed and he opened his mouth and acted as if he was in shock. "Check this out." He started the song over, cleared his throat and started rapping.

"yeahYeah I'm out that I'm down in next to DeNiroBut I'll be hood foreverI'm the new SinatraAnd since I made it hereI can make it anywhere(Yeah they love me everywhere)I used to cop in HarlemAll of my Dominicanos (Hey yo)Right there off of BroadwayBrought me back to that McDonaldsTook it to my stash spot560 State StreetCatch me in the kitchen like Simmons whipping PastryCruising down 8th streetOff-white LexusDriving so slow (but BK, it's from Texas!!) Me I'm out that BedStuyHome of that boy Biggienow I live on Billboardand I brought my boys with meSay what up to Ta-taStill sipping Mai TaisSitting courtsideKnicks and Nets give me high-5N**ga, I be Spiked outI could trip a referee...tell by my attitude that I'm MOST DEFINITELY FROM…"

"Your turn." He said and I rolled my eyes. "Come on Alicia." He laughed.

"In New York!!!!Concrete jungle where dreams are made of,There's nothing you can't do,Now you're in New York!!!These streets will make you feel brand new,the lights will inspire you,Let's hear it for New York, New York, New York"

We both laughed after the song was over. "Shoot where better then Jay-Z and Alicia." He said and we both laughed again.

Once we got to Ihop we ordered breakfast. While we ate we spoke about our favorite movies, actors and singers. I learned that his favorite movie was 007, favorite actor was Sean Pean, and favorite singer was frank Sinatra, and that he does an amazing impersonation of George Bush. He had me laughing so hard that they had to tell us to lower our voices.

When we were finally done eating Edward insisted on paying for my food even though I told him I would at least ten times. We walked to his car and got in. We drove all the way to James house. I showed him where I parked my car.

I got out of his car and walked tords mine until I saw James walking out his house. "Well, Well, Well. Look who's here. What? You came back to see if ill take you back?" He asked with a smirk. And I glared at him.

I saw Edward coming out of his car and walk tords me. James saw him and started to laugh. "Wow, you bounce back quick don't you? So what you're his whore now?" He asked me and out of no where Edward walked up to him and punched him in the face.

James fell to the ground. Edward then kicked him in the stomach twice. "That's just a preview of what I'll do to you if you ever hurt or talk to Bella the way you did. Do you understand me!" He shouted at him while James just laid on the ground in pain with blood on his face.

"Come on Bella." Edward said while he turned around to me. We walked away from James as he shouted. "Your ganna pay for this Cullen! I swear to you that your ganna pay!" James Shouted at Edward. Now that I knew the real James I was scared of what he was actually capable of. I cringed at the thought of him hurting Edward….

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